A/N WOOHOO! two in one day! hopefully I can write another one or two before midnight.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Twilight :( but it is pretty awesome, so SM, you should be proud of yourself! also! I don't own the song Pain by Three Days Grace. i'll post a link to the music if you wish to listen to it. that will be on my profile. again, enjoy
Chapter 2: Something Big is Happening RPOV
Nothing to do. Ed and Jaz are upstairs fucking, Alice is on her iPad shopping, Esme's gardening, Carlisle's at work (lucky), and Em and Tori are in Seattle for the weekend. Me, I'm lying on the couch with my legs on Alice as I stare at the pristine white ceiling. I count how many times I can hear Edward's bed move in an hour.
"245 times, Rose."
Damn it "Damn it, Alice, I was counting. Now I've got nothing else to do," I huff angrily. Damn, I wish I could get drunk. Alice is motionless for a minute, so I look up at her. She's submerged in a vision; I wait patiently for her to come to.
Her face turns up into a huge grin before she says, "Rose! We have new students coming next week!" and squeals loudly.
245 scrapes against the floor later, both of the boys let out a long moan and streams of profanity. I giggle right before Esme calls up for them not to curse. It turns into a full out laugh as they both reply sheepishly with "Sorry, Mom."
With a sigh, I get off the couch and head into the garage to work on my baby; my blood red 1980 Camaro z28. I climb under her and work on the transmission. I stay there until I hear Emmett's huge jeep roll in. Both he and Tori jump out while I roll out from under my car covered in grease.
"What's shakin' Rose?" Em booms out.
"Well I would imagine both Ed's legs and bed, Em," at that, Emmett guffaws while Edward lets out a loud hey.
"Is it already Sunday? Damn I've been under that car a while," I ask a little confused
"Yup, and you might wanna go hunting before school tomorrow Rosie," replies Victoria. I nod in thanks at them both before I speed off into the forest. I find three deer before I take a human pace to my waterfall. When I reach my favorite thinking spot, I strip and jump in the usually hot water. Steam rises of my skin until it becomes warm from the water.
It's just before dawn when I run into the house and into my room. I step into my closet and pick out an outfit for the day. A black Farewell, My Love shirt, dark red ripped skinny jeans, black and red knee high Converse, and my well-worn black leather jacket make their way into my hands along with red lacey lingerie. After I put them on, I sit at the vanity and brush my long golden blonde hair before I stick a red beanie on. Then I round my eyes in black eyeliner and put on red lipstick. By the time I finish, it's time for us to leave for school.
I climb in Emmett's massive red jeep and we drive the ten minutes to the little hell hole named Forks High. We get out our cars and the entire population of the school stares at us. Really? It's been a week. There's no need to stare at us you fucking creeps! I think annoyed. Edward just snickers at my thoughts, so I flip him the bird.
Em, Jaz, and I make our way to English as the others go to Geometry. All three periods before lunch bore me out of my mind; idiotic teachers hoping to catch me off guard when I'm not paying attention, Mike Newton trying and failing to grab my attention to ask me out, both Jessica and Lauren glaring at me like jealous puppies, and the work I've done so many times before.
Lunch time rolls by and I sit at our table playing with the five earrings in my left ear. Again, Newton comes to talk to me. Instead of paying him any mind, I pull out my iPod Touch and slip on the headphones. I scroll until I reach Fall Oust Boy's newest album and select The Phoenix; I lay my head against my arms and pretend to sleep. Mike still stands there trying to gain my attention, but then, both Emmett and Jasper step up behind him and threaten him.
"Hey, Newton! Do you see Rose payin attention? Didn't think so. You need to leave her alone before we pummel you to a pulp. GOT IT?" Mike, quivering in his spot, pisses himself as he nods a yes and runs away.
"Thanks," I say with my head down. The rest of the family arrives and sits there playing with their food. Alice, who's sitting next to me, leans her head onto mine. I don't move as she snuggles it against mine.
"What's wrong, Rosie?" she whispers into my ear. I shrug before replying.
"I don't know, it's just- look around us Ali; in our family, we're the only ones without a mate… I don't know how much longer I can take it."
"…"
Lunch ends with the bell, so I make my way to my favorite class so far; music. The teacher doesn't care what we do as long as it's go music in it. I take a really nice white Les Paul into a practice room with an amp and play around for a while before I play a song I wrote.
"Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain"
After that, it's the end of the day, so I go back to wallowing in slight depression at home.
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