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2. LEAVING

It has been a month since I had broken up with that idiot and since I realized my true feelings about Jacob, my Jacob.

All these days he drove me to school, waited for my breaks to just talk and laugh and after school we went small walks around Forks before we ended up home again where he would help me with my homework and be the most impatient teacher that existed.

I had the time of my life with him and the more I was with him the most I fell for him and there was only one person in the whole planet who could help me… well two. The first one was my uncle Jasper that he could feel how Jacob felt about me and if I was lucky enough he could tell me.

The other was my mother. Even though Jacob belonged at the wolves pack that their enemies were vampires, my mother and Jacob were still best friends and they shared things that they didn't tell to anyone else. Maybe my mom could ask him and help me to find out his feelings and if he had imprinted on anyone.

Of course there were one more solution to ask my dad to read his mind but I didn't know what he might see in his thoughts and I couldn't take that risk.

"Hey Ness if you keep doing this your face will be into the milk" my uncle Emmett grinned at me and I smiled back.

"Yeah I was thinking of something" I said simply.

"Everything cool princess?" he asked worried and sat next to me.

"Yes just…. Can I ask you something uncle?" I asked.

"Sure pumpkin, just tell me" he said and took both of my hands in his.

"How do you make someone to tell you how he feels without asking him?" I said quickly.

"Is anybody from this family? Because there isn't a person around here that wouldn't answer you a question" he said as a matter of fact.

"Sort of" I said smiling.

"Renesmee" he said suddenly serious. "Act normally, Jacob is your best friend and trust me if he has something to tell you he will. For now just be yourself and everything will be ok" he smiled softly, kiss my head and left to go and meet my aunt Rosalie.

"Hey Ness are you ready for school?" I heard his husky voice and turn to face him with a big smile on my face.

He was shirtless again and had his hands across his chest making me look at him dizzy. Is he doing this on purpose?

"Yes Jake I'm ready let's go"

It was a beautiful warm day something unusual for Forks and a bright, shining sun was decorating the deep blue sky. That was the reason that Jacob choose to go with the bike today.

We drove in silence and he was tensed suddenly as I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head at his back. Tensed and nervous and that moment I knew that he kept something from me… something that I had to find out.

JPOV

She had wrapped her amazing hands around my waist and her head was resting in my back making it really hard to concentrate in the road. Really hard.

Nessie was 17 and I didn't think that I could resist her more. It was more difficult day by day as I was seeing her perfect long hair to brush her waist, her doe, brown eyes to look at me, her full red lips to smile at me and every time she threw her arms around me when she was happy.

I let her at her school and then drove fast back to the Cullen's house. I had a really serious discussion to make with Edward and Bella.

Edward I want to talk with you and Bella is about Nessie I thought and got into the house.

"Is she ok?" Edward came at the living room with Bella next to him and both wore their worried faces.

"Yes she is fine but we have to talk about her and me" I said nervous.

"Jake we agreed that we will let her to make her own choices about that issue" Bella said softly.

"I know but…"

"No buts Jake. She had only a date and you left away. What if she want you just as her friend you will leave again?" Edward asked calmly.

"That was a mistake. I will never hurt her and you know it, you can read my mind but it's killing me not to know how she really feels. If she wants to be my friend I will accept it and I will try to find a way to live with that but if she feels something more?" I said almost begging.

"Jacob, please just wait for a few more years" Bella begged but I turned to leave. "Where are you going?" she asked sadness filled her voice.

"At La Push it cloudy again so you can pick up Nessie, you want her away from me and the only thing that will stop me from telling her the truth is to stay away from her again" I said calmly.

"Jacob!" Bella complained.

"Your family keeps hurting me Bells. First you choosing him and now you don't let me to be happy with the person I love. I gave already too much and I don't regret it but I have to be happy. Goodbye and take care." I said coldly.

"You can't just leave you are my best friend"

"Take good care of Nessie" I said and walked away fast.

RPOV

"What?" I asked shocked "WHAT? What do you mean he left? He left me again?" I asked my dad in horror as he explained why Jacob didn't pick me up after school.

"We had an argument and he decided to stay away from a while" he said softly.

"Stop the car" I said coldly.

"Nessie" he said serious.

"Stop the car" I said and two tears escape from my eyes.

As the car stopped I opened the door and start running towards the La Push beach with my vampire speed hopping that I would be able to stop him, because if he left I would be dying.

I run fast and finally I arrived at his house, I ignored Billy's voice and get into his room and fell into his surprised arms.

"Don't go, please don't leave me" I begged tearful.

"Nessie what are you doing here?" he asked stroking my hair.

"Don't leave me" I begged again.

"Never sweetie calm down" He said and make me sat next to him at the bed.

"Dad told me that you were leaving" I said and looked into his eyes.

"Nessie you parents and me had an argument that nothing can keep me away from you. Relax I meant that I would never come to your place again not that I am leaving you. I will go to live at Seattle but you can always visit" he said smiling.

"Seattle?" I asked in a small voice.

"Yeah I will work to a garage" he said smiling stroking my cheek.

"Please stay here" I begged again. It was really hard for me not be able to seeing him every day.

"I can't Nessie, I thought I would be able to live here but I can't anymore" he said simply.

I knew that once upon a time Jacob was deeply in love with my mother I had heard thousands of times the story that my dad left her to live a normal live and how she kept risking her life to be able to hear his voice and how Jacob was there for her. I wasn't planning to ask him this question but my fear that maybe was true made it to slip from my lips.

"Are you still in love with her?" I asked serious.

"Of course not, Ness. Look I have to go now" he said serious "but" he gave me a little book "when I leave I want to read this book you will understand everything" he said and smiled "It's up to you if you want me to come back" he kissed my cheek and left the room.

As I was watching him leave I felt Billy's hand on my own and looking at his eyes I saw my sadness to be in his eyes.

I walked back home keeping his book close to my heart.

YEAH I KNOW MELODRAMATIC BUT I PROMISE THE 4 CHAPTER AND THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. THE NEXT CHAPTER IS ABOUT NESSIE FIND OUT THE TRUTH AND IT WILL BE REALLY ROMANTIC THATNK YOU FOR REVIEWS HOPE YOU ENJOY IT.