Trusting

Dean stared into those piercing white eyes not daring to move. Cas walked up to him like before and into his personal space.

"Are you scared? Dean Winchester."

Dean didn't answer. He didn't know what he was. Scared? Horrified? Shocked? Suddenly those white whites flicked back to blue and he felt himself relax. He wasn't sure why he did, he just did.

"You have nothing to fear. Trust me, I won't hurt you."

"You're a fucking demon! I can never trust you!" Dean growled.

"Oh really?" He said as he shoved Dean back up against the car. Dean gasped and stared into his eyes. He knows he should be kicking his ass down and fight, but he found that his body couldn't respond, "Then why aren't you fighting me?"

He leaned closer to Dean. Cas hovered just above his lips and Dean was thinking to him push away, run to Sammy, but he didn't.

"Listen to me when I say this Dean. I couldn't control what I was born as," he gave a sad chuckle, "Cause it sure as fucking hell wouldn't have been this, but I just saved your ass again so you can either learn to trust me or get yourself killed because you can bet your ass I'm not doing anything for you if you don't."

He stepped back and Dean watched every little movement he made, "Why didn't you just tell me instead of putting on a show?"

"Oh what did you want me to say? Hi I'm Castiel. I'm half angel half demon, I hope you're ok with that?" he snapped.

"No but you didn't need to do that!" he yelled as he pointed towards the crumpled body on the ground.

"And now you're getting mad at me for not only saving your life but also killing a demon? Make up your mind Dean."

"What's with you! Earlier you were showing up like you owned the damn place and now you're acting like you hate-" Dean didn't get to finish his sentence. He was thrown into the car again with Cas in his face, anger pouring from his eyes. "Don't you dare finish that sentence."

All of a sudden their lips crashed together. Dean tried to push him away but Cas only tighten his grip. He gasped and Cas slipped his tongue into Dean's mouth. Dean eyes slid closed as he moaned and started to kiss him back. He knew he shouldn't be doing this. He was a god damn demon for crying out loud. He just met him and he wasn't gay, but then why did it feel so right?

Cas leaned his whole body into Dean and loosened his grip that allowed Dean to wrap his arms on his waist. Dean began to fight for dominance and made Cas moan. It was the most diclinous thing he had ever heard. Hands gripped the back of Dean's head pulling on his hair lightly. He moaned and pulled on Cas's bottom lip with his teeth. Dean opened his eyes and met lust blazing blue.

Dean gasped and let go of Cas's mouth as he felt his body go numb all over. Suddenly they were back in the motel room. He looked at Cas to find him sucking on his neck. "Cas what the hell did you just do?" he asked out of breath from the numbness all through him.

He huffed and mumbled into Dean's neck, "I flew us back to your motel room. The numbness will go away in a little bit. It's only cause it was your first time flying. It'll get better over time," and went back to sucking on his neck that he couldn't feel. He was sure if he could it would have felt fucking incredible.

Cas pushed him down onto the bed and straddled his hips. He leaned down so their noses were touching. The numbness was finally fading away and he felt Cas's hard which made him moan and perk up too. Dean closed the gap between them and ran his hands up into Cas's hair.

He shouldn't be doing this. Not with this angel demon hybrid guy that he just met yesterday. He shouldn't be sliding his tongue into his mouth. He shouldn't have a full hard on and he really shouldn't have his hands sliding off his coat.

Cas shrugged off this coat the rest of the way without breaking the kiss. He moved his hands down Dean's chest and to the hem of his shirt and lightly began pulling it up. Dean broke away panting and in one quick movement his shirt was gone. Cas stared down at him intensely and Dean started to feel too exposed. He snapped his head back up and met Dean's eye and dove in for another kiss.

Clothes were removed at a rapid pace and soon they both found themselves down to their boxers. Dean stared at Cas's lean body. With him under all those clothes it didn't do him justice. He was thin but muscular all at the same time. Dean moved his hand down his sides and felt the tight muscle. Cas moaned and pressed his hands down on Dean's chest rocking his hips. The crochets touched and Dean gasped. Dean instantly arched his back and wanted it to happen again.

Suddenly he felt flesh on flesh. He looked down to see their boxers had disappeared and their cocks both stood tall beside each but not touching. He desperately wanted them to touch. He felt Cas lean down and started to suck on his chest. Dean panted as he made his way down and hovered over what needed attention. Cas licked his lips and looked up at Dean, "I have been on this earth for over a million years and I have never seen something as beautiful as you Dean."

Dean's eyes grew wide and was about to say something but his mind went blank as a wet mouth wrapped around his throbbing erection. Dean growled and gripped the bed sheets as he slowly sank it in his whole mouth. Cas got into a good rhythm and worked his tongue Dean didn't even know was possible. He wasn't last long if Cas kept this up. Cas picked up the pace and Dean moaned, panted, and whimpered. Dean couldn't take it anymore and came in Cas's mouth who swallowed it all. After the bliss of his high calmed down he felt Cas kissing licking his way up Dean's body.

They shared more sloppy kisses before Cas held his hand. He started to bring their joined hands to Cas's standing erection. Dean panicked and pulled his wrist back but Cas caught it before it was out of reach. He held it tight and locked eyes with Dean.

"C-Cas I can't-"

"Do you trust me?"

Dean stared in confusion, "What?"

"Do you trust me Dean?"

They sat in silence as they looked into each other's eyes for what seemed like hours before Dean finally answered, "Yes."

Slowly Cas pulled their hands back over. He placed his hand over Dean's as he led Dean's hand on his cock. His eyes slid shut as he slowly moved their hands back and forth. He sucked on Dean's neck as he picked up the pace. Soon he couldn't keep up with Dean's hand and grabbed on to Dean's shoulders. He was moaning like crazing and it made Dean's mouth water. He used his free hand to grip Cas's hair and tug his head back to a forceful kiss while speeding up his pace. He like the feeling of Cas moaning into his mouth.

Cas pulled back. "Dean. Dean. Dean." Was all that came out before he moaned loudly and came. They were both left panting and sweaty. They shared more sloppy kisses before Cas got off him.

He walked over to the cooler on the table and grabbed two beers. Dean enjoyed the view too as he did it. He handed one to Dean and sat on the bed beside him. They drank in silence for a few minutes before Dean broke it, "Did I really just get a blow job from someone's who's over million years old?"

Cas chuckled and nodded slowly, "I meant what I said."

They locked eyes and smiled. Dean scooted over and got under the covers, "Want to join me?"

Cas nodded and laid down with him. He snuggled up to his chest and Dean was scared as hell. He actually felt happy. He had a demon angel hybrid under his arm and he couldn't think of another place he wanted to be. He knew this wasn't going to last. Everything that had ever made him happy was taken away from him and why wouldn't this one be too.

Dean ended up dozing off and dreamt of hell. But this time it was different.

"Winchester!"

Dean yanked the knife out earning a scream from his victim and spun to see Alastair, "I'm kinda busy Al."

"Well you're not anymore. I'll take over here while you go meet someone." he said with a wide smile. Dean raised an eyebrow.

"Put down the knife and follow me." Dean did and followed Alastair out of the room. If there's one thing he liked about hell it was that he didn't have to wear clothes. Technically he couldn't, no one could. He followed Alastair all the way down the scream filled hall way until they were at the very end room.

"Never been in here before." Dean said as they just stood in front of it.

"Most people don't. Looks like you're lucky Dean."

The door swung open by nothing and they walked inside. Dean stared in bewilderment as he looked around. The whole room was completely white. The walls, floor, even the furniture was white. Inside there was a man sitting at a desk with his back to them.

"Thanks Al, Now go play with that used toy you just got," the man said. Alastair smirked and left the room with the door closing behind him. Dean watched as the man got up and turned towards him. Dean would be lying if he said he didn't think the dude was hot. Yeah hell totally rocks cause of the no clothes rule. He gasped as he met his eyes. All white. Just like a demon's black eyes but white instead.

The white eyes raked over him and smiled, "It's nice to finally meet you Dean."

"Uh you too I guess? So what's with the room?"

"Hell's such a fucking dump, I like to be a lot cleaner."

"I think you went overboard on the white dude."

He nodded, "You could say that."

"So you know me. Who are you?"

He held out his hand, "Castiel."

Dean didn't shake it but nodded, "So why'd you want me?"

Castiel pulled his hand back, "You're very popular you know, you Winchesters."

"So?"

"So." He said with a sigh, "That means you're valuable."

"I'm not some piece of property that you can own." Dean snarled.

"Oh I know." He said with an amused look on his face, "But you are human and humans make deals."

Dean stayed quiet and stared at him before he continued, "What would you do to get out of hell Dean? Too see your brother again?"

"Anything."

Castiel smiled, "Good. I'll get you out of here and to your brother."

"You said I was human and humans make deals, what's your end of the deal then."

Castiel's smile faded.

Dean bolted up, panting for air. His sheets were soaked with sweat. He looked over to the other bed and saw Sam fast asleep. Dean quickly took a cold shower and threw on clean clothes. Sam was still asleep when Dean stepped outside. The Impala was parking in front of their room and the sun was rising behind it.

Dean thoughts ran over last night and the dream. What deal had he made with Cas? Was last night part of it? And why didn't Cas tell him? Dean growled in frustration. Just then he heard a flutter of wings. Dean snapped his head to see Cas. He wasn't looking at Dean, "You regret last night don't you?"

Dean stared in confusion, "What? I-I… What made you think that?"

"You're confused and mad. What else would make you feel that way?"

"Maybe having a dream where I was back in hell and you offered me a deal to get me out." Dean snapped.

"What?" Cas asked snapping his head around to look at Dean with a worried look.

"You heard me."

Cas's expression changed to a stern look and didn't say anything. They stared at each other for who knows how before Dean had had enough. "Was last night part of the deal? As soon as I get out you get to have your way with me? I'm just your little toy? Cause I'll let you know right now-"

Cas closed his eyes and took in a deep breath. He turned his head to the side and opened them, "One, You enjoyed it last night even if you don't want to admit it." He turned to meet Dean's eyes, "Two, What did I ask you last night?"

Dean stayed quiet as he met Cas's gaze before he spoke again, "You and I both know that answer hasn't changed. You have to trust me Dean. I meant what I said before, I won't hurt you. I will never hurt you. That deal we made had nothing to do with last night. It might have helped in some way but not if you didn't want it."

"What was the deal then?" Cas's mouth went into a thin line and looked away.

"The deal affects us both; it's not fair for me not to know what I signed up for Cas!"

Cas chuckled, "How many times do I have to say it. Trust me." Then disappeared.

"Damn it." Dean muttered. The motel room door opened revealing a tried looking Sam, "What are you doing?" he asked through a yawn.

"Getting some fresh air. Get packed up were heading back to Bobby's."

"What about the demon?"

"Taken care of."

"Is that why Cas brought me the keys last night? He helped you take care of it?"

"Yeah." Dean snapped, "Just go get our stuff and lets go."

"Don't have to be such a jerk about it jeez."

"Bitch."