Alex was showing all the first crush symptoms. And we had this thing going on, I would look at her and she would turn away; she would look at me and I would turn away.
It was all my fault, at least that's what I kept thinking, I was still trying to hide it.
Alex had always talked about finding the perfect guy, she said he wouldn't be afraid to show his true feelings, that he'd confront her and tell her he loved her, but how was I supposed to tell her that?
I was still stuck on what was going to happen, I know that a purely incest relationship isn't right, I bet she knows that too, but I don't care, I'd rather be able to be with her than just look at her from a distance.
I had the nerve to tell her a few times, but nothing actually happened. I didn't want to feel guilty about the words that I was thinking about saying, but I knew I would. I was supposed to be the responsible one.
I must have zoned out, because the next thing I knew, Alex was calling my name.
"Yes?"
"Dude, I've been calling your name for the past 5 minutes"
"Sorry, I was just thinking..."
"About what? A girl... some-"
"Yes, it was a girl"
"Who's the lucky girl?"
"I'm looking at her" Alex had feelings of shock, surprise, happiness, anxiousness, and love. It showed on her face.
"What?" Was her simple response, she didn't know I was just as shocked as she was, I had just told her. But it really wasn't all that hard. She had this look on her face, it was adorable, it said 'Did you just say that?'. I know I could get used to her being more than my sister. I was thinking about us, and we weren't even together yet.
I smiled to myself at her look of hopefulness. "I mean it Lexi, I love you."
She wrapped her arms around me before whispering "I love you too" Thankfully we were the only ones in the house, there was no chance of someone walking in on us having our 'moment'.
It felt weird, but I liked it. I had the urge to kiss her, but it was wrong... well, I'm holding her and wanting to kiss her, how is that right?
It felt weird to hold my baby sister so close. But I didn't care, all I cared about was how we were going to keep this a secret.
I wasn't going to let Lexi get her heart broken at this point.
I wanted to hold her forever, all because of one diary entry, I guess I loved her all along. But now all the ways she used to annoy me, I now found cute.
"So what did you actually come down here to tell me?"
She thought for a moment before telling me it didn't really matter. I was fine with that, I didn't really care anyway.
We had a few hours to ourselves until anyone got home... and that could be a good thing or a bad thing.
AN: Wow! You guys are awesome, 8 reviews on the first chapter! *gives all reviewers a hug* Anyway... what do you think should happen in the next chapter?