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Liberty is the right to choose, freedom is the result of that choice.

Chapter One

It's early in the morning and the airs is cold and breezy the sky misty and foggy. Despite this the sun is piercing it's way through the mist gladly claiming the sky again for day. Unlike me. I walk through the forest as if I'm on my way to the electric chair. In some ways this is like a death sentence and in others not, it's like having to go through Hell first to get Heaven. But I have no other choice it's either this or kill myself, which is going to be quite difficult as I'm not able to die on all. Yesterday we had discovered something not even the first wolves to phase knew We discovered that there can be two separate packs and two Alphas. Jake breaking off claiming his birth right, of being Alpha ran off to play 'doctors and nurses' with pregnant-dying Bella .With my baby brother Seth following. In result this caused two separate packs. Everyone was shocked, other than Sam who was still heaving from the words Jake had spoken. I was practically on my knees thanking who ever was out there, who actual listened to my prays.

I had stayed up all night wondering what I should do, Jacob has opened this whole new door that I could choose to walk through, to leave Sam's love sick mind forever, but somehow I want to stay to be connected to him. But why? To only have my heart ripped out of my chest out repeatedly each day. No thanks. But this 'new door' being opened by Jake isn't very pleasing. Jacob annoys the fuck out of me and him being my new Alpha is just going to be a whole new level of hell.

I hadn't phased so couldn't hear their thoughts. I want this to be a surprise. So I could see Jakes shocked facial expression. I walked on foot to Leeches mansion, hoping I'll find Jake and Seth playing lap dog to the bloodsuckers. I disliked them in every possible way. They were my natural enemies how else I'm I suppose to treat them. But here I am choosing to guard their bloodsucking lives with my own. I never understood how Seth could like them, they drunk blood for cry out loud. I always knew there was something wrong with Seth, my mum had said she repeatedly had dropped Seth on the head to many times when he was a baby.

I was getting close now. Not only could I smell the musty pine scent of Seth and Jacob but I can also smell the sickly sweet smell of the vampires, my stomach churned and my nose felt like it was set on fire. I nearly turned back and went running back to Sam but the thought of his name was a painful remaindered of my shattered heart. I took in the almost-clean air I'll have for weeks and ran in the direction of Seth and Jacobs scent.

Just past a few trees I could see Jake crouched on the floor with his back against a tree. In the far distance the Cullen's mansion stood holding the stench with it. I couldn't see Seth but I was sure he was running the Cullen's perimeter his scent was all over the place. I sneaked up behind Jacob planning on scaring him, when he looked back catching me in the act.

"Leah?" he asked confused.

"yeah the one and only" I replied smug.

"What are you doing here?" his voice was defensive, he no longer looked surprised standing up with his arm crossed over his chest.

"did Sam send you?" He added quickly, you could hear the anger in his voice when he said Sam's name and see the veins in his arms pop up as his body tensed up.

I held my hands up as if to surrender "hey…relax Jake, I'm here in peace…"I put my hands down "and no Sam didn't send me."

He squinted his eyes in suspicion, then relaxed them quickly.

"then why are you here?" He relaxed slightly. I couldn't be bothered with the 'guess-why-I'm-here' plan so I decided to come out with it straight.

"I've joined your pack." I said firmly. He eyes were wide. Then he let out a loud irritated sigh.

"what's with you Clearwater's, with joining my pack?" Behind him I could see Seth trot towards us on all fours, he phased behind a bush and walked out wearing cut-offs.

"look, Leah, this isn't even a proper pack, there's me and there's THE pack, so just go back" He gestured with his hands the 'me' and the 'THE' bit.

I rolled my eyes. "Look it's not like I want to be here, but I've tired everything, and I mean everything to break off from the pack and you're the only option I've got, so here I am."

"Like you said you don't want to be here, Leah" He said clearly irritated. I could see this was going to turn into another Leah and Jake fiasco.

"well too bad, I am" I said sitting on the ground like a five year old.

Jake tensed up again his hands balled up in a tight fist, the veins popping out on either side of his arms. I Leah Clearwater knew how to push Jacob Black's buttons, just how he knew how to push mine and we clearly enjoyed watching the other get all worked up.

Seth stepped forwards, placing a hand on Jacobs chest, calming him down.

"look, Jake…."he tapped slowly on his chest "..Jake it's not worth it. Leah's not gonna cause any harm" Seth paused, not truly believing his own words. "and any ways it's good to have an extra pair of hands…..and paws" Jake relaxed, smiling at Seth's words and a laugh escaped my lips, Seth also laughing himself. This is why I like my baby brother. He knew how to make a tensed situation better. Light and friendly.

Jacob smile quickly dismissed and he looked worried again or frighten, I wasn't sure which. He slumped back on the floor, leaning against the tree again.

"I go run patrol." Seth voice sounded casual as he turned away giving me a quick 'don't-do-anything-stupid-while-I'm-away' glance before bursting into a wolf again, trotting of north.

Jacob's face looked distance like he was concentrating on something hard, a little to hard that his forehead was creased up. I knew it was Bella. His mind was always occupied on Bella. Bella the leech lover.

I sat opposite him on the other side of the clearing watching him worry over someone who didn't even love him. Beat himself up about how he couldn't save her. Just as much as I dislike the Leeches I hated Bella just as much. She is tiny and annoying as well as a spoiled little brat who happened to have everything she wants. To be honest I'm jealous of her slightly. I mean she's has everything a girl can wish for…sort of, ruling out the leeches bit. She's in love and she's not a tall freak, she's small and cute and is fused over like a little doll. But most of all, she's loved, by so many people. People love her as a sister, a daughter, a wife. And she has guys like Jacob loved trapped. I'm not saying am not loved because I know my mum loves me, she tells me everyday as well as Seth. But people actually like her, that's why I envy her.

I look up because Jacob is standing.

"Where you going?" I ask. Jacob gives me a quick glance then looks away.

"the Cullen's" I give out a loud snort. Jacob replies with a harsh look.

"Leah, why don't you make your self useful and go run patrol with Seth" I stand up, pretending to act eager.

"sure thing, Alpha…the almighty one" I add "…the sun and moon, the kings of the wolves, no, the kings of the kings, the.."

"cut it out Leah" He interrupted.

"sure thing, almighty one" I bow down as I say this and Jacob rolls his eyes and smiles a little as he staggers towards the Cullen's.

I phase and catch Seth thinking about 'why the grass is green' and I send him a mental picture of me thinking his crazy. Seth just rolls his eyes 'mentally' and continues running.

"I'll race ya" I beam.

"your on" Seth pushes himself faster. Just as I do.

The wind is coursing through my thick fur and it's relieving and suddenly life doesn't seem so bad.

Not the best chap I've ever written, but this story will get better….review I want to know what you think ? It's good to get a little feed back other than loads of story alerts…

*blackwater* coming soon.

PS. I actually, Personally, don't think Bella is that bad but I thought Leah does so….