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Well here is the first chapter!
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The Past Returns
Rays of light past through my curtains, I could feel the warmth from the sunlight on my face. My eyes opened unwillingly knowing this would be another empty day. I sat up on my bed looking around the room, it's amazing how it's been a year and I still can't get use to this place.
I stood up and headed for the closet to pick out my clothes. Since now I no longer belonged to the Teen Titans, I no longer had to wear a uniform. I went into the bathroom and splashed warm water onto my face. The warm water made me shiver since my body now felt cold all the time, I might have well been in the desert and I would still feel this cold emptiness within me.
I looked into the mirror, I saw the reflection of a girl with long straight purple hair and amethyst colored eyes that seemed lost in thought. I sighed as I saw what I had become now. I no longer smiled; when I was with Beast boy smiling became a habit, strangely enough for me. Now I seemed like the same gothic and mysterious girl that the Titans had met three years ago.
I put my outfit on. I now wore a tight midnight blue dress that ended near the middle of my thighs with long black boots up to my knees.
I walked slowly and unwillingly up to the door. As I opened the door the bright rays of light shone on my body, the heat of the sun helped me retrieve a little of the warmth of my body, again sending another shiver into my body.
Every morning I would walk around a park, not to only think, but also to be able to feel warmth in my body at least for a short time period.
I walked down a wooded path; trees on each side in a single file line. I sat on a bench located in between two trees. I embraced myself trying to pull myself together. I felt like if I didn't embrace myself then I would shatter into a million pieces, though that wouldn't be something bad in my opinion.
I sat in a fetus position pulling my legs as close to me as possible for support.
My eyes drifted their way through the park. I sighed. Everything reminded me of the Titans, this park, this park would remind me of the park that we sometimes went to in Jump City. I sighed once again at the memories. I lifted my head and felt the breeze rushing past my face. I closed my eyes and sighed once again.
My eyes opened having in sight the light blue sky with scattered white puffs. I stood from the bench still embracing myself. This had become a habit, always hugging myself, like I couldn't stand alone. I walked slowly down the concrete path, each step carefully taken.
Why won't I just go back to the Titans? I missed them so much. Oh right, because I'm too proud and I don't like admitting that I was wrong. I sighed. I kept walking down the path my eyes searching the floor…
(BB's POV)
I sat on my bed, tears escaping rapidly out of my eyes. I sighed.
How long had it been since I've seen Raven? A year, that's how long, and in that year all I've done is think about her. The love that I had felt for her wasn't enough to stop her from leaving, that's what bothered most of all, that I couldn't stop her from leaving when I had the chance.
I punched my pillow fiercely as if it had the all the blame to take.
I sighed once again.
Dude, why did Robin have to fight with Raven? If it weren't for that stupid fight then none of this would have happened!
I sat gloomily remembering the last day my Raven had been in this tower, the last day I had seen her, the day she had left…
"Raven, if you object every order I give you how do you expect me to lead the team?!" I heard Robin yell.
"Maybe I would listen to them if they made any sense don't you think?" Replied Raven angrily.
"If you don't want to listen to my orders anymore then why don't you just leave?!"
'Oh no…please tell me Robin didn't just say that, c'mon Raven's going to get so mad…' I thought.
"If you want it to be that way, then fine, I will, that way I don't have to follow any of your orders" Raven said in a cold flat tone. She turned around and started heading for the door.
"Go then, you don't help this team anyways, we'll be better off without you"
Raven stopped halfway on her way to the door. Her gorgeous amethyst eyes started filling up with tears; a couple of tears slid their way down her cheek.
"Then I no longer belong to the Teen Titans, goodbye Robin"
She ran to the door and I stopped her there.
"Raven what are you doing? You can't just quit the team! We need you, I need you!" I tried to make her realize her mistake.
"Let me go Beast boy, I'm not staying in a place where I'm not wanted"
"Oh c'mon, you can sort things out with Robin, it's just one fight"
"You heard Robin, he wants me to leave, now don't try to stop me"
"But Raven…"
"Beast Boy let her go!" shouted Robin fiercely.
"Goodbye Beast Boy" she said to me with tears forming within her sparkling amethyst eyes.
"Raven…"
Before I could say anymore Raven transported herself to who knows where…
I sighed.
That memory hurt me so much. That was the last day that I had seen my Raven.
Robin now regretted the whole fight, yes it was a stupid fight, but those words that Robin said really hurt her, and knowing how stubborn and proud Raven is, well, she's not going to come back.
Tears escaped my eyes and drifted their way down my cheeks.
I missed her so much. My love for her had not vanished, even though a year had past; it was now stronger than ever, yet more painful than ever too.
Another sigh escaped me.
I stood up from my bed and slowly walked to my window. I saw the bright orange sun shining over the sea; the dazzling view was almost perfect, though it would have been perfect if Raven would have been next to me watching it.
I sighed once again. I looked down at the floor and lifted my hand touching the window with the palm of my hand.
"Raven…" I said in a voice lower than a whisper.
(Raven's POV)
My eyes kept searching the floor as I walked slowly. Many thoughts of the Titans and Beast Boy invaded my mind; it was something I could never escape.
I sighed.
I kept walking at the same pace with my eyes always looking at the ground. My mind was anywhere but on this earth. My thoughts were always occupied by memories of the past.
I felt the black whole within my chest expand. It made me feel more pain. I felt so empty.
I bumped into someone which made me snap back into reality. I felt the weight of my body falling backwards until a pale cold hand grabbed my arm and pulled me forward.
"Sorr-" my sight interrupted my apology. I saw a young man with white long hair. His gorgeous sky blues eyes looking into mine. A black scarf covered the bottom half of his face.
My eyes widened in shock. I could feel my whole body and expressions freeze.
"Impossible…" I said in lower than a whisper and shaking with fear.
A/N: Hey everyone! I hope you all liked the chapter! (:
Sorry for switching back from Raven's POV to Beast Boy's POV and then back to Raven's POV, this won't be going on for long, just till they both meet again (: then it'll stay in Raven's POV.
And in the end of the story… Any guesses to who might this person that Raven bumped into be?
Please Review! I'll update as soon as possible (:
