Confusion

Hayner set the phone down and waited by the counter. "I'm gonna be leaving for the night." Hayner said as his brother walked by.

"Aww, are you and Seifer going to-" Cloud teased, but was interuppted by his younger brother saying, "No, Cloud, we're not going to play hanky-panky."
The two started laughing, and stopped when they heard Seifer honk his car horn. "Besides, Cloud, the other guys are gonna be staying the night." The younger blonde said, grabbing his bag and running towards the door. He waved to his brother, opened it, and ran to Seifer's car.

Seifer greeted the boy with a wolfish grin. "Hey, Blondie. You ready? I rented a couple of horror movies and the like."
Hayner looked behind him at the empty car. "Where are the rest of the guys, Seifer?"

Seifer's grin remained fixed to his face. "They're at the house." He placed a hand on Hayner's shoulder and squeezed. "Just relax. You're so tense all the time, Hayner. Just chill."

"Whatever.." Hayner replied, hopping into Seifer's car. "And don't call me Blondie."

Seifer's grin stayed glued to his face until they arrived at his house. The two walked to the door, Seifer rummaging through his keyring. When he finally found the key, he put it in the door, turned it, and opened the door. As they walked through the house, Hayner noticed that they were the only two there. "You said that the guys were gonna be here..and where are your parents?" The blonde asked suspiciously, not moving until he got an answer.

"Chill. Let's just watch some horror movies. It's 8 o' clock, so we can watch them until 12 when we go to bed." Seifer said, grabbing Hayner's hand and leading him to the entertainment room." Hayner just sighed, no longer knowing what to do.

The boys sat down on the large couch in the room, which was merely the basement of Seifer's house. Seifer put "Saw" into the DVD player and hit play. Taking his seat beside Hayner, he spoke softly, sending chills up the younger boy's spine. "You ever seen this, Blondie?"

Hayner shuddered and shook his head. "N-no..."

Seifer placed a hand on Hayner's upper thigh and squeezed. "Well, settle in. It's pretty damn scary." Hayner blushed and looked away. Oh my god, what am I thinking? He's another man, for crying out loud!
As they watched, Seifer put a slender arm around Hayner's shaking neck. It stopped shaking, but Hayner was still shaking on the inside. I mean, I really do like him, 'cause we've kissed, but...I'm so confused...there's Hayner..and there's Cloud..

"You okay, Blondie?" Seifer asked, scooting closer to the younger boy. Hayner just closed his eyes, knowing that the movie was over. The older boy got as close as he could get and slowly kissed the younger boy tenderly on the lips. This made Hayner freeze, not knowing how to respond or what to do.

Hayner kissed back softly, not knowing what else to do. He didn't want to flat out refuse the other boy, but he was so nervous... It wasn't as if this were the first time he had been kissed by Seifer, but it just didn't seem... right.

Before Hayner knew it, it was morning and he was sleeping cuddled up against Seifer. "What the hell?!" Hayner yelled, jumping up and awakening Seifer.

"What?! What's wrong?!" Seifer yelled, worried and also jumping up.

"Uh..nothing..um...let's go..out..side.." Hayner said, guiltily scratching the back of his head.

Seifer eyed the boy suspiciously. "Why are you in such a rush to leave?"

Hayner blushed and made up and excuse quickly. "I... Cloud wants me home early!" he babbled, knowing full well that he sounded idiotic.

Seifer mumbled 'Fine' and drove Hayner home. No one spoke until they arrived, when the blonde boy said "I'm sorry for being so-" but he was cut off when Seifer kissed him on the lips suddenly, not breaking it until he needed air. Speechless, Hayner got out of the car, waved, and ran to the door of his house. "I'm so stupid.." Seifer mumbled.

Cloud, who had been watching at the window, smirked when Hayner ran in. "So... What happened last night?"

Hayner blushed and shook his head. "We watched a couple movies, is all..."

Cloud raised an eyebrow in suspicion. "Really? 'Cause he just kissed you, and it didn't look as if-" Hayner glared at his brother and shook his head, effectively shutting him up.

As Hayner went to sit down next to Cloud, his brother continued talking, "As I was saying, it didn't look as if-" Cloud's brother was once again shut up, this time by his brother kissing him on the lips, not breaking it for air even. Cloud could only hear one thing before the kiss: Hayner quietly saying "Shut up and kiss me" or something of the sort. Once the kiss was broken, silence fell upon the two.

Cloud's eyes were wide in ill-disguised shock. "Hayner..?"

Hayner looked at his brother, his eyes just as wide when he noticed the expression of horror plastered across Cloud's face. Oh no... What did I just do? Bursting into tears, the teenager stood and fled, barking his shin against the edge of the coffee table as he did. He slammed the door to his room and locked it, collapsing on his bed and sobbing painfully.

After hesitating in utter shock, Cloud ran to Hayner's room, avoiding the coffe table. He knocked on his younger brother's door, trying not to make an angry noise. "Hayner! Open up!"

Without any thought, the young blonde shouted "Go away! I know you hate me! I'm so stupid!!" Hayner's words were still understood by Cloud, even though there was hard sobbing in between.

"I don't hate you! Now open up the door!" The older boy yelled, trying to control his anger.

"Yes you do! Now leave!!" Hayner yelled, his sobbing stretching every last word.

"Hayner, don't be so difficult!" There was no answer. Out of anger and frustation, Cloud partially knocked the door down, leaving room for him to slip through. He sat down next to his younger brother, held onto him, noted that he was staining his lounging clothes.

Cowritten with Emo-Kid-01 on