This was going to be a one-shot, but with so many views (Well over 100 within four days!)
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Over the summer when Mabel and I were thirteen, we went back to gravity falls. A monster was chasing us, but at the time we didn't know what. I told Mabel to run, we made it to the bus. I grabbed her hand, and looked into her eyes.
"Mabel don't look back, promise me. Don't look back, I will come back for you." I said.
"Fine, I-I promise." She didn't want to let me go.
I ran back to save Ford. Unfortunately it put me in a coma until March when we were fourteen. Uncle ford never told Mabel how I was over three years, it was better to tell her I was busy. I took me another few years to recover from everything. Over this time I still never said how I was. Uncle Ford still sent postcards saying I was super busy.
Ford told my parents he was homeschooling me over that time, which he did, but it was a cover up. No one in Gravity Falls knew I was still here only Ford, Stan, and Soos. It was lonely by myself all the time. I never left the basement until I was fifteen, even then no one seen me.
I helped rewrite all the journals, and we even began a fourth one. I wasn't able to leave so I could see the mysteries of the town. I was still so weak, it was hard to even stand up for too long at one time. The best day of my life was when I told I could go to California. Since the last time i seen my sister, she wasn't able to come back, Ford, and Stan wouldn't let her.
I couldn't wait to go back home, but I didn't tell Mabel. It was almost three years, I knew it could wait the three to get home. I called to tell my parents. They said they wouldn't tell her the day I would get back was her prom. She wasn't going to go without me, I knew that before. I got two tickets for us to go as a surprise if she wanted to go.
I got home around 7pm on her prom night. I knew my parents weren't home, but they told me where the key was. I looked around the house. I figured my sis was in her home making a new sweater.
"Hey Mabel, you there?" There was no answer so I figured she has headphones on. I open her door, and was shocked at what I saw. Laying on her bed, Mabel was covered in scars. In one hand was my hat with a pine tree, Wendy gave to Mabel when we were younger, and a letter. I knew what i twas, A suicide letter.
"MABEL!" I was crying so hard, if only I could have saved her in time. I called the hospital, they would come get her body. I didn't call my parents, the hospital said they could. Before they came I took her letter. It was for me, if only I told her I was coming!
At that moment I wanted to die too. Even if my only friend died, I wouldn't let go, at least not yet. My parents couldn't let that happen. After that day I never spoke a word. Inside I was dead, I couldn't smile.
I could never do anything anymore. I never tried to die, or harm myself, but I wanted to be with my sister so badly. I was never the same, but I wouldn't leave, my head was broken. All because my sister couldn't handle a few more hours longer. It was all my fault.
Hold on, you won't know how close you are to the end of horrid years. It will always end someday, just wait. If you need someone to talk to PM me. Hold on, it will get better if you wait. I promise, if you wait.