Susan POV
I wake up to the smell of bacon and eggs. I stretch my arms and look around. I see that I have fallen asleep on the window seat looking at the star.
"Good morning Susan." Lucy greets me in a sing songy voice. "Breakfast is ready."
"I can smell it." I respond and get up and start to change my clothes. "After breakfast I am planning go out for a ride with Pacsun. I haven't ridden her lately."
Pacsun is one of the horses that lives at the estate. She was given to me by the professor to ride while I am staying here. She had a beautiful liver chestnut coat that gleamed beautifully in the sun.
"Can I take Ruby out with you?"
"Why not, I am sure Pacsun would like the company." I say and walk down to the dining room with Lucy. Peter and Edmund are all ready downstairs devouring the food.
"Leave some for us you pigs." Lucy teases and snatches a piece of bacon from Edmund's hand.
"Hey I was eating that!" Edmund argues and mumbles something else under his breath.
"Susan can we talk for a minute in private?" Peter asks and pulls me into the hall. "Look I got a letter from mother and she is getting quite annoyed that you have not yet meet a suitor. She is starting to set you up with some men right now."
"What! Are you serious?" I ask starting to freak out a little. I did not want to find a suitor.
"Look you need to figure stuff out with your heart. You can never go back to Narnia, Aslan said so. You can never see Caspian again. It is also not considered right for a lady your age to not be married or at least be dating someone. Are you ready to let go of Caspian?"
I feel tears burn in my eyes. He said his name. I spin around and run up the stairs and into my room. I bury my face in a pillow and cry silently to myself. I hear the door open.
"Su, I saved you some breakfast." Lucy says softly and walks over to my bed. "Oh Susan." She hugs me and I cry into shoulder.
Caspian
I throw up in the bucket again.
"My king, I can make you a sleeping drought that will knock you out for the night that may help."
I nod. I can't even open my mouth without something coming out. He quickly makes the drought and gives it to me. I quickly drink it trying to not throw up. I stumble over to my king sized bed and fall asleep in a matter of minutes hoping the waves will be less harsh tomorrow.