"Jules..." I whisper, leaning a little closer to him.
"Logan..." He says, also leaning a bit closer, till we are inches away from each other. I lean in a little closer, then after taking a breath, close the gap between us. It was only a few moments, but it was perfect.
"So..." I say.
"So..." he says. I look up at Julian.
"Finally." I say, flopping back onto his bed. He smiles and lays back next to me.
"Finally?"
"Finally." I sigh. "I've been waiting for this moment since I met you." I laugh softly.
"You've liked me that long? I thought it was just me who liked you since I first saw you." He says and looks at me.
"Really?" I turn to look at him. I move my hand to cover his.
"Yeah." He smiles and looks at our hands.
"So are we..? What?" I ask, quietly.
"Dating?" He responds quietly, smiling lightly.
"Yeah..? So..?"
"I guess so, if you want to..."
"I do. I really do." I say. He smiled and moved closer to me
"Okay."
"Okay..." I smile and laugh a little. "Wow." He looked at me.
"Wow what?"
"I just... I never thought this would happen. I never thought I would work up the nerve to come talk to you about it. Well, it wasn't even me really..." I say.
"Let me guess, Derek?"
"Yeah." I laugh a little. "He literally pulled me up from where I was lying face down on my bed, wallowing, and dragged me over here and knocked on your door, running away, before I could do anything." I look at him. "But I'm glad he did." I smile a little more, and look right in his eyes. He smiles back, and his eyes looks around then lock on mine. I scooch closer to him and rest my head on his chest, still holding his hand. He puts his other arm around me and smiles and puts his head close to mine.
"This is nice." I say quietly, breaking the silence.
"Yeah, I'm glad you talked to me, because I wouldn't have had the guts to tell you..." He says quietly.
"Yeah." I sigh happily. "I'm tired. What time is it?"
"It's umm..." He picks up his phone and checks the time. "It's Midnight."
"Well, uh, I should get going." I say, starting to get up.
"Hey, wait... Before you go..." He grabs my arm and I turn around. I stumble slightly and 'accidentally' fall onto him.
"Yeah?" I ask, laughing a little. He laughs and hugs me tightly.
"Mm. Maybe I should stay here." I say, smiling a little.
"Yes you should." He answers quickly.
"I'm still in my clothes though." I say, yawning.
"Well, you could either go change, or borrow some from me." He smiles at me.
"I suppose I could borrow some." I say, smirking. He smirks and opens his closet.
"Just pick whatever you want." He picks out one and walks into the bathroom to change. I grab some boxers and quickly change while he's in the bathroom, leaving me in only those. I sit on the bed and wait for Julian to come out of the bathroom. He unlocked the bathroom door and walked out in a pair of shorts and a thin, white shirt. I look at him as he moves over to the bed. He walks over to the bed and sits next to me. I climb under the covers and gesture for him to do the same. He smirks and slides under the covers, so he's laying right next to me. I cuddle up to him and sigh, smiling. He smiles at me and kisses my cheek as he puts his muscular arms around me.
"Goodnight." I say, smiling, before letting my eyes close.
"Goodnight, Lo." He smiles and closes his eyes and I fall asleep in his arms. In the morning I wake up in Julian's arms, smiling a little as I remember the events of last night. He's still asleep, sleeping peacefully as I look at him. I watch him for a few more minutes before carefully moving out of his arms and making my way to the bathroom. When I get back I see him just barely awake, sitting up, watching me. He smiles at me lightly, and I smile back and walk back over and sit by him.
"Morning." I say quietly, putting my hand over his.
"Morning Lo." He smiles and looks at our hands.
"Jules." I smile more.
"Logan." He smiles wider and moves closer to me.
"Is it just me or does it feel different?" I ask.
"Does what feel different?" He looks at me. "Us?"
"Waking up one day single and the next day with a boyfriend." I say, laughing a little. He laughs quietly then looks at me.
"Good different though." He smiles and squeezes my hand.
"Yeah. Definitely good." I say, smiling. I look at him. He smiles and looks at me, and I smile back.
"Breakfast?" I ask
"Yeah, let me just change. You have your uniform, right?" He asks as he grabs his uniform out of his closet.
"In my room. I'll go change." I say.
"Okay." He smiles and walks into the bathroom. "See you in a few." I smile a make my way to my dorm, entering and seeing Derek.
"Hey, where were you dude?!" Derek says right as I walk in.
"I, uh... fell asleep. In the library." I lie, quickly grabbing my uniform.
"Then what's with the boxers? And where are you going!? What happened with Julian?!" He yells. I ignore him and quickly change in the bathroom and leave before he can ask any more questions. As I walk out of my dorm, I look around for Julian and don't see him, so I walk up to his dorm door and see it is cracked open slightly, so I go in and see Julian in his boxers, changing. His back is facing me, so he doesn't see me come in, but I quickly go back out, but still look in. I keep watching him, ducking out of view when he turns around. He's humming and singing softly, but I can't seem to hear him. I suddenly make a noise accidentally, and duck out of the way, but not before he sees me.
"Logan, what are you doing? Come in here." He says. I slowly walk in, blushing a little, and sit on the edge of the bed. He looks at me seriously for a second, then he laughs quietly.
"What were you doing?" I blush harder.
"Watching." I admit.
"Really?" He says, looking at me with still only his boxers on.
"Yeah..." I say hesitantly. He looks at me and then keeps changing.
"Okay, i guess." He smiles and pulls on his dress shirt and pants, then his tie and blazer.
"I'm sorry." I say. I look down a little and notice my tie is tied horribly since I was doing it quickly.
"It's fine, Lo." He looks at my tie and smiles. "Need help?"
"Yeah..." I say, smiling and laughing a little. He laughs and walks over and fixes my tie. I watch him as he fixes it and look right in his eyes when he backs away. He looks back at me and smiles.
"Shall we?" I say. He holds out his hand for me. I look down at his hand.
"Jules..." I say. "I... It's not that I don't want to, I just... don't want everyone to see us... like this... yet."
"Yeah, I guess..." He looks at me and smiles lightly.
"Let's go. I'm starving." I say, smiling.
"Okay." He smiles back at me and we walk out of his dorm. We make our way to the cafeteria quickly, me trying not to smile and grab Julian's hand. We walk into the cafeteria, and we see Derek and we start to walk over to him.
"Dude, what's up? You just like, ran out this morning." Derek says as we sit down.
"Nothing, I just had to talk to Medel." I lie quickly and see Julian looking at me.
"So you slept in the library and avoided me so you could... Ok..." Derek declared dubiously. Julian looks at me confused and I try hard not to look at him.
"It was for something I'm gonna do." I lie, quickly 'explaining'. "In practice. Today."
"Yeah, whatever dude. Could tell me what you were doing next time." Derek replies, rolling his eyes.
"Uh, yeah. Sure." I grab Julian's hand under the table. He looks at me then looks away, smiling.
"Well you two aren't trying to kill each other. That's progress." Derek says curiously.
"We're neutral." I explain, slightly nervous now.
"We don't hate each other anymore at least." He replies, not looking in the least bit nervous. He looks at me and can tell I'm nervous and squeezes my hand lightly.
"Yeah." I say, trying to fake a smile. I start to pick at my muffin with my free hand. Julian sits there, not eating anything, just drinking coffee.
"Hey Derek, Murdoch wanted to see you."
"Really?" He asks.
"Yes, like now." Julian says as Derek gets up and leaves.
"Well that got rid of him." I say, smiling. He smirks and drinks more of his coffee, still holding tightly onto my hand.
"Now I'm in a predicament." I say, thinking of what I had said.
"With what? Lying to Derek?" He asks, not making complete eye contact with me.
"Sorta yeah. Cuz now I actually have to talk to Medel and think of something to do during practice!" I say. He laughs quietly and drinks his coffee. "Just say you want to sing a solo for the Warblers or something like that."
"Yeah, but what am I gonna sing?" I say, exasperatedly.
"I don't know, I'm not a Warbler." He says and smiles. "Something about your feelings or some emotional crap like that." He smiles and looks at me.
"I could sing about you." I say, smiling.
"You would sing about me?" He asks quietly.
"Yeah. You know, my emotions. And stuff. About you." I say. I faintly see him blush as he turns away quickly.
"Okay." He says, smiling.
I smile at the thought that I could do that to him.
"Now just, what song?" I say.
"I don't know what your emotions are about me." He says, smiling.
"Well I absolutely, positively, 100% hate you." I say very sarcastically. He rolls his eyes and looks at me.
"That's what I thought too."
"Aw, I'm just kidding." I say, smiling and resting my head on his shoulder.
"Lo..." He says, seeing that there are a bunch of people around.
"Sorry..." I say, sitting upright, still holding his hand.
"It's fine, it's just everyone, you know..." He looks around.
"Yeah. And I thought you were the one who didn't mind." I say laughing.
"I don't, but unless you want your name everywhere, newspapers, TV, as my boyfriend right now, we can't tell anyone. If you do, then okay." He smiles.
"Uh, yeah. No." I laugh a little. "At least I cab hold your hand. Under the table." He smiles and squeezes my hand.
"Yeah."
"Maybe I should sing Justin Bieber to you." I say sweetly, laughing. He laughs and looks at me.
"I'm not in the Warblers, though." He says seriously.
"Well you could come watch!" I say enthusiastically.
"I wouldn't miss it." He says happily.
"Yay. Practice is after lunch today." I say, smiling. "Hm... or maybe I could sing Nicki Minaj and rap."
"You rapping, huh?" He laughs.
"You've never heard me rap. You don't know how good or bad I could be." I joke.
"I know, just imagining you rapping..." He shuts his eyes, making him look painful and laughs.
"Okay, yeah I'm horrible." I laugh. "Or I could pull a Gaga and show up in raw meat."
"Oh god, getting creative now..." He laughs and drinks his coffee.
"Or I could do a combo. Rap Justin Bieber while wearing raw meat." I say, laughing really hard now. He laughs and squeezes my hand.
"You almost made me spit out my coffee."
"That would have been hilarious!" I exclaim.
"That it would." He looks at his watch. "We have to go to class." He groans and stands up, letting go of my hand. I slowly get up and follow him.
"I'll be back. I gotta talk to Medel about this now." I say.
"Okay, I'll see you in a bit." He smiles at me and walks away, looking back a few times. I make my way to the Warbler Hall and find Medel sitting at the piano as usual.
She looks up at me and smiles. "Hi Logan!"
"Hey, so I wanted to ask you a couple things about practice today." I say, walking over to the piano.
"Yeah, sure what's up?" She asks.
"Well, um, first I was wondering if I could perform something in today." I say quietly.
"Uh, yeah, of course you can." She says. "Just because?"
"Uh, sure, yeah." I say quickly. "And also... I was wondering if Julian could sit in on this practice? He said he kinda wanted to..."
"Wait, Julian? Are we thinking of the same Julian?" She asks, confused.
"Super movie star Julian? Yeah." I say quietly.
"Well, of course he can..." She says.
"Thank you." I say. "Now I just need something to sing..."
"Wait, why do you want to sing then?" She asks.
"I kinda told Derek the reason I wasn't there this morning was because I was asking you about doing something today... and now I sorta have to." I explain.
"Okay, well you weren't asking me about doing something... Then what were you doing?" She asks.
"Oh, um... I was... sleeping..?" I say, quietly.
"Okay. Anything else?" She says, standing up from the piano.
"Um, no. Okay, bye." I say, quickly walking out. I walk out, and I see Julian walking down the hall and I start walking faster.
"Jules!" I call out as I catch up to him. He turns around and smiles.
"Hey Lo."
"Medel said you can come." I say smiling.
"Great. Thanks. I can't wait." He smiles at me warmly.
"And... I think I may know what song to sing." I say, struck by sudden inspiration.
"You do?" He smiles.
"Why yes, I do." I say, walking with him. "What class do we have?"
"Umm, History." He says, looking at me.
"Ugh really? Why do we even have to know this stuff? It's all old people anyways." I whine, throwing my head back.
"I don't know. But we still have to." He smiles.
"Ugh." I moan as we reach the classroom.
"Sit by me." Julian says as the teacher tells us to take our seats.
"Okay!" I say, smiling brightly. He sits down, towards the back of the room and I take the seat directly next to him.
"This is going to be soo boring." I mumble quietly. He looks at me and smiles.
"I sat in the back of the room. You can talk to me."
"Good." I say, taking his hand under the desk. He smiles and squeezes my hand tightly. I look up at the teacher for a minute.
"Ugh. No one cares about Napoleon One Ball." I say quietly.
"Exactly. The only famous person people should care about is me." He smiles. "Kidding." He says.
"Well you know I certainly care about you. You are neither boring nor old." I say, smiling. He laughs silently and smiles, "Thank you."
"No problem." I say. I start humming the song I plan to sing.
"Ugh, seriously, this is killing me." He says, listening to the teacher for a minute.
"This song is perfect." I say quietly to myself. He keeps looking and listening to the teacher, then he looks at me and smiles.
"What are you smiling about? I thought you hated history as much as I do." I say, laughing softly.
"I do, trust me, but I'm in it with you, so it's not so bad."
"Aw, I feel the same way." I saw resting my head on his shoulder. He smiles and keeps a tight grip on my hand as he watches the teacher. We somehow manage to pass the time when finally we get dismissed. Julian stands up and grabs his books, holding onto my hand until we walk away from the desks. I follow him out into the hallway.
"Where to next?" I ask. "Please say bed. Cuz I'm tired of these classes."
"I wish it was bed. But no, English." He sighs angrily.
"Mm. At least it's not History again." I say, laughing. He laughs and looks at me.
"That's true. Anything's better than history."
"Not my rapping." I say, laughing about our previous conversation.
"I still haven't heard you rap, and I will make you rap later for me." He says, laughing.
"NEVER!" I shout, laughing. "Okay, maybe some other time." We walk to the English classroom as we talk.
"You know I will force you to at some point, like tonight." He says laughing.
"But until then I shall avoid it until, like, forever. And only when you do something equally as embarrassing in exchange." I say.
"I'm sure I'll end up doing something extremely embarrassing in front of you... I kinda already did, but it wasn't my fault that it happened." He says as we walk into English and sit in the back of the room.
"Ok, I already apologized for creeping on you!" I say laughing and sitting next to him.
"Yeah, I was in my boxers, and you heard me sing, which was terrible." He says quietly.
"You sing really well." I say, putting my hand on his arm.
"I'm a terrible singer. I wouldn't make it into the Warblers." He says, looking at my hand.
"Yes you would! You should audition." I say.
"I wouldn't make it." He says sadly.
"Yes you would! You are amazing, couldn't NOT make it!" I encourage.
"I wouldn't get any solos if I did get in, having you and Blaine in it." He says sadly.
"Shut up, you're amazing." I say, laughing. He blushes lightly and looks away.
"I am not." He mumbles, his head still turned away.
"Whatever. I have the perfect song for you later." I say, smiling.
"I'm so curious, I can't wait." He replies, smiling.
"After lunch." I say, holding his hand.
"Okay. Only a little bit longer." He says squeezing my hand and looking at the teacher. We end up passing the time by doodling, and soon enough the bell rings for lunch. Jullian practically springs up from his seat and grabs his books. I quickly follow and lead him to the lunchroom. We sit down at a table with Derek, and see him smiling.
"Walking together now?"
"Well, we just had English together, so. Yeah." I say.
"Jullian, your quiet." Derek says and looks at Jullian, who's looking down. I softly elbow him in the ribs.
"What? Sorry." He says. "What did you say?" He asks Derek.
"Um, I said you're being quiet. What's... what's going on?" He asks.
"Nothing, I was just thinking." Jullian replies, looking at Derek.
"No, I mean with the two of you. What's going on?" He repeats.
"With us? Well, as you can see, we don't hate each other, and we are back to being friends, I guess. Right Logan?" He looks at me.
"Yeah. Friends. Nothing strange." I say awkwardly.
"You guys okay? You're acting strange." Derek asks, looking at me.
"Uh-yeah. Totally. Fine." I say. Jullian elbows me under the table and starts to eat his food.
"I'm just gonna eat my chicken now." I say, eating said chicken. Jullian laughs quietly and rolls his eyes at me. We sit and eat in awkward silence for a few minutes before I attempt to make conversation.
"So how about this chicken?" Jullian laughs and Derek just looks at us seriously.
"What?" I ask, looking at Derek.
"Just, you guys seem closer than usual..." He says.
"Nope, nuh-uh, nothing weird here." I say. As Derek looks away, I look at Jullian and see him roll his eyes.
"Could you be anymore awkward or obvious?" He says smiling.
"Sorry!" I say, blushing a little and smiling. He smiles widely and keeps eating, holding my hand. I quickly finish all my food and sit there, waiting for Julian to finish too.
As he finishes, he smiles at Derek and me and then the bell rings. Warblers Practice.
"Let's go!" I whisper, getting up and letting go of his hand.
"Someone's excited." He whispers as he stands up.
"Cuz I have the perfect song! It's perfect for us." I say, smiling as we make our way to the Warbler Hall.
"Okay." He whispers as we walk into Warbler Hall. We sit next to each other on the couch, waiting for other Warblers to come in. I smile really big and can't help bouncing in my seat a little.
"Lo, your literally bouncing." He whispers.
"Sorry, I can't help it! I'm excited! I'm singing to you!" I say, whispering the last part, as Warblers flood in, not wanting to be late.
"I know!" He whispers with excitement. Finally all the Warblers are in and seated when Medel stands up by the piano.
"Good Afternoon Warblers. We have someone who wants to sing in front of you today. Logan, c'mon up!" She says, smiling. I jump up and move over to the piano, sitting on the bench in front of it. I start playing it softly, starting to sing.
Here I am waiting
I'll have to leave soon
Why am I holding on?
We knew this day would come
We knew it all along
How did it come so fast?
This is our last night
But it's late
And I'm trying not to sleep
Cause I know,
when I wake,
I will have to slip away
And when the daylight comes
I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close
Jullian watches me, and I see him blush as he realizes what the song is and how it fits us perfectly. He smiles widely at me, and keeps his eyes on me.
Here I am staring
At your perfection
In my arms
So beautiful
The sky is getting bright,
The stars are burning out
Somebody slow it down
This is way too hard
Cause I know
When the sun comes up,
I will leave
This is my last glance
That will soon be memory
And when the daylight comes I'll have to go
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own
But tonight I need to hold you so close
He keeps smiling, and turns away because he's blushing and I smile.
I never want it to stop
Because I don't wanna start all over
Start all over
I was afraid of the dark
But now it's all that I want
All that I want, all that I want
And when the daylight comes I'll have to go But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own But tonight I need to hold you so close
And when the daylight comes I'll have to go But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own But tonight I need to hold you so close
I finish the song and smile, looking at everyone. I look at Jullian and see him smiling at me, clapping with the rest of the Warblers. I get up and sit back down next to him, smiling broadly.
"That was amazing. You were amazing, as usual." He whispers, smiling at me.
"Aw, thanks Jules." I whisper, smiling.
"And you were right, that song was perfect." He whispers smiling at me.
"Yep." I reply. "That's why I was so excited."
"I would kiss you, but there are people." He whispers into my ear, smiling.
I blush and smile at him.
"Well, you can after this. We have a free period, right?" I ask.
"Yeah, I think so." He whispers.
"Good." I say, smiling. "I can't wait." He smirks at me slightly and looks at Medel and Harvey, who are talking about songs to sing.
"Luckily it's almost over. We just have to do a group number to practice. You could join in if you want!" I say, excitedly.
"No... They wouldn't want me to anyway." He says.
"Whatever." I say. "I wonder what song we're gonna practice with."
"I don't know, but I'm curious to hear what it is." He says, looking around at the Warblers.
"More like curious to hear me, am I right?" I say, laughing.
"Obviously." He says, smiling. I smile and wait for Medel to tell us what song to do. Jullian looks around and then elbows me lightly.
"The Tweedles are staring at me." He says, looking at them.
"Oh god. What are they planning now?" I say, exasperated.
"I don't even want to know." He whispers. Finally Medel announces the song we're going to practice. We quickly run through it, sounding amazing as always. Once we're done we are dismissed from practice. Jullian stands up and walks over to me. "Jullian? Logan? Could I talk to you for a minute?" Medel asks us. We nod and walk over to her at the piano. We wait until the last few Warblers are gone.
"Yes?" I ask, confused.
"What's up with you guys?" She asks. "You usually avoid each other and hate each other most of the time, and it seems as if you are... Closer than I've ever seen you..."
"Um... we've.. talked through it..?" I say, questioning my own statement. Jullian just sits there, smiling and looking at Medel.
"Yeah?" She says. "Like what? It seems kind of fast that your... situation... has changed."
"Like he said, we talked things out and figured out we were being jerks to each other for no reason." Jullian says, keeping a straight face and not seeming nervous at all.
"And Logan, Your song. It was a pretty emotional choice. Who was it for?" She asks. I stare at her for a second and finally say "No one, I just like the song." She looks at me disbelievingly.
"Really? You seemed like you really got into it."
"Umm, yeah." I say nervously.
"You sure it wasn't for someone special?" She asks. "I'm not trying to force it out of you, I just want you to know that you can tell me anything. Is that where you were this morning? With that person?" She asks. I look at Jullian, who's looking at Medel, looking calm as ever. He looks at me and shrugs.
"Like I said, I don't mind." He says to me. I take a deep breath and look Medel straight in the eyes.
"Yes. Yes, it was where I was this morning. It's why I had to lie to Derek about singing something." I admit.
"Okay, and were you singing that song to anyone?" She asks. "Only if you want to tell me." I take another deep breath.
"Yes. I was. I thought it was perfect for the... situation..."
"Situation?" She asks, looking at Jullian then back at me.
"Not being able to be open about this relationship, with this person, due to certain factors that could possibly make it hard..." I explain.
"Relationship, huh?" She says, looking at both of us.
"Yes..." I say hesitantly.
"Well, you seem happier than usual Logan." She says.
"Yeah? I guess he- this person has a good effect on me." I say. Jullian just stares at the celling, smiling.
"May I ask who it is?" Medel says quietly. I stand there awkwardly for a minute before taking a deep breath. I take Julian's hand in mine and look at Medel, as if answer enough. Jullian looks at me and smiles then looks at Medel.
"Julian." I say. "It's Julian." I smile a little. He smiles back at me and we walk out of Warblers Hall.
"So, we have the rest of our free period." I say, smiling.
"Yes we do. What do you want to do?" He asks me.
"I was thinking we could do a little cuddling, a little kissing, maybe watch something on your TV." I say, smiling. Julian just smirks at me.
"Yeah, I like that. Let's go." He says as we start to walk up to his dorm. We quickly get there and as soon as we're inside I shut the door and kiss Julian.
"I've been waiting to do that." I say smiling. He kisses me back and smirks.
"So have I. So now Medel knows."
"At least she won't tell anyone." I say.
"Let's hope not." He says as he flops down onto his bed. I lay down next to him and hold his hand, cuddling up to him. He smiles at me and puts his head close to mine.
"I love this, this is nice." I say smiling.
"Yeah, it is." He smiles and puts his arm around me tightly.
"You know, now you have to sing for me." I say, laughing.
"Then you have to rap for me." He says laughing.
"...Fine. I will rap for you if you sing for me. But you have to go first." I say.
"Fine, I'll sing. What song do you want me to sing?" He asks.
"As I believe you said, sing something about your emotions or crap like that." I say, laughing. He rolls his eyes and sits up, thinking.
"You can't find a single song in that tiny little brain of yours?" I joke.
"Haha, very funny." he says sarcastically. "Okay, I got it. It's not as brilliant of a choice as yours was, but it's true."
"Ooh, I can't wait." I say laughing. He stands up and takes a deep breath and starts to sing.
Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're perfect to me
You're so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.
So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(Ohh ohhhhhhh)
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're perfect to me
The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
(Yeah!)
I'm Pretty, pretty, pretty
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're perfect to me
(You're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me.
As he finished, he smiles widely.
"Aw, baby that was beautiful!" I say, smiling. "I loved it!" He smiles and sits back next to me. I cuddle up to him again, smiling. He smiles at me.
"Don't think I forgot. You still have to rap for me."
"Ugh. Let's see." I say, grabbing my phone and looking through the music. "Uh, I guess I'll do Nicki Minaj." I turn on Super Bass and listen to the intro. He smirks at me and watches.
"Oh god." I mutter to myself just before I start. I start rapping, horribly, jumbling all the words. He smiles and holds in laughter as he watches me. I finish the first part miserably, throwing my hands in the air.
"I GIVE UP!" I exclaim, laughing. He laughs really hard and lays back, laughing so hard he can barely breathe.
"I told you I was horrible!" I say. He laughs and looks at me.
"Well, that was pretty bad..."
"I warned you! And now your ears are probably bleeding from it." I say, leaning on him again.
"They might be." He says laughing. "I'm just messing with you. It wasn't that bad."
"Thanks. But it was horrible, you know it. Do you want a kiss to make it better?" I ask, smiling.
"You don't need an excuse to kiss me." He says, smiling. I smile and kiss him, holding his hand. He smiles at me and lays back, pulling me next to him.
"This is perfect." I say. "I wish we didn't have classes so we could stay here for the rest of the day."
"Who said we actually have to go to them?" He smirks at me. I smile up at him.
"This is amazing."