Hey guys! (: It;s been a while I know but my school work! Grr . It never ends! But I'm a two week vacation now :3 Insert happy dance xD Anyways, i hope you guys like it! I'm not sure if I did too well. If not let me know so I can rewrite it! It would be much appreciated.
Anyways, here you go!
The words I'd never say.
Drew's P.O.V
"Truth or dare?" I mumbled.
"Neither." She grumbled back.
I pouted into her head. "Why not?" I practically whined.
"I'm too comfy cuddling with you." She snuggled closer into my chest, as I smirked.
Her eyes were closed as she buried her head deeper into my chest. My arms were wrapped around her waist. My chin rested on her head. I pulled her closer towards me. Remember how I said she did a lot of things she wasn't suppose to with me? These type of moments would be one of them.
"You suck, I hope you know that."
"I know you do, now shut up and hold me tighter."
I smirked. "June, you dirty girl."
I felt something hot against my head. I smirked knowing I made her blush. "Not like that, jerk!"
I chuckled. "I was kidding March." I did as she asked, more like demanded, and wrapped my arms tighter around her waist and dragged her even closer to me.
We'd done this is many times, it felt as easy as breathing. I knew I'd never have to ask for permission. But this was only when we were alone. Just me and her.
We were comfortable. The silence was comforting knowing each other's best friend was right there next to us. Only moments like these are the reasons my world goes round.
"You smell nice," I told her, sniffing her fair a bit more. It smells like roses.
"You do too," she told me. Inwardly I did a happy dance. I was so glad I had out on her favorite cologne on this morning.
It was silent after that. Neither spoke nor moved. Complete stillness. And that was all right. When suddenly, May's phone rung. A stupid ring tone came on. I lifted my head and stared at May incredulously.
"Ash," she said simple.
"Ah," I said, it completed explained that situation.
(A.N. this might get confusing cause it's a three way phone call with four people so Drew's lines are going normal, May's going to underline, Ash is going to be italicized. And Brendan is going to be underlines and italicized.)
"Hey, Future Pokemon Master. Whats up?"
"Put it on speaker," I whispered.
"Yo, Ash! How's it going buddy?"
"May, Drew! Its going great, thanks for asking, what about you guys?" he asked.
"Oh nothing were just hanging out, the usual."
"Hey is Brendan with you guys? I kind of have something to tell you three!" I could imagine fist pumping for some odd reason.
"Your not fist pumping are you?" I asked.
Silence. After a good 30 seconds he replied with a very 'No.'
"Anyways, no, he's not with us but we can do a three way."
I groaned inwardly.
"Yeah, yeah. Do that! You guys are going so psyched!"
"I have to say, I'm curious."
"Kay give me a sec."
She did what she had to do.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe."
"Hey," I said.
"Yo Brendan!"
"Aw man, a four way, huh? Hey guys, what's up?"
"Actually, I'm with Drew right out. I saw him at park after you left and we decided to hang out. Anyways, ash called me a couple minutes and told us he said something to tell us so here we are."
"Ah, I see."
"Shut up so I can tell you guys!"
We did. After a minute, no still hadn't said anything.
"Hello? You guys didn't click, did you?"
"Dumb ass, no. We're waiting for you."
"Oh, I knew that! Guess what?"
"Ash," I said dangerously.
"Fine, I'll tell you! I won a contest! Three day paid vacation to the orange islands! They said I could invite three friends so I'm inviting my best buds! How 'bout it?"
"Hm, let me see. Three day vacation, free, time with my best friends, count me in," May say excitedly.
"Why not? Hot girls in bikinis for three days straight, not something I'd give up so easily," I said, even though the only hot girl I was excited to see in a bikini was the one next to me, though I'd never tell her that."
" Definitely!"
"Great, by the way, its next Saturday! Meet me at the park at 2:00 that day! Later!" He hung up before we could say something.
I felt my eye twitching. May's forehead vein was throbbing and Brendan was silent.
"That idiot." We all said at the same time.
"Hey May! I have to get going again so I'll call you later. I love you, bye."
"I love you too, bye."
Can I get a barf bag please?
May turned towards me and smiled. "So, what do you want to do now?"
Before I could respond, my tummy grumbled. I smiled cheekily. "For once its not you though." She giggled.
"Come on, I'll make us some dinner."
"Your not trying to poison me, are you?"
She grabbed my hand and stared at me with fake, innocent eyes. "Now, why would I ever do that?"
"Yeah, yeah. Just cause I'm hungry, I'll believe you."
"Aw, come on! I make a mean PB&J." She smiled brightly at me.
"Add some ice cream on the side and I might just believe you." I winked at her.
She laughed and we walked downstairs to the kitchen. I'd be lying if I said this is a first time thing. We already the drill, she'd make the sandwiched while I prepare the ice cream and the soda.
After we finished preparing, we sat down at the dining table. We ate in silence, though it was comfortable. It's times like these we seem understand each other most. She's lost in her thoughts, while I'm wandering through mines. The silence in each other's presence is our own escape. The comfort of going through a storm, and experiencing it with someone though a not a word is spoken is all, is what makes our world goes round.
And a ghost of a smile reaches my face knowing that this is something only me and her will always have. This unbreakable, forever lasting connection that no on else will ever know is one of the reasons I don't let go.
I look at her delicate while she eats subconsciously. Her body is here but her mind is somewhere else. And for once, I know that her mind is not wondering about Brendan. A small, visible smile crosses my face.
I take the time to examine her again. Memorize every feature I haven't yet, admiring the way her eyes glisten, the stillness of her face. The everlasting beauty that will never fade away. The way her small fingers play across the table, without her realizing. The way she shifts from one foot to another. The grace, and pose she always seems to display has never left her. The way she smiles so kindly and gently as she continues her travels through her memories.
Inwardly, I cringed. And a storm of sudden sadness overwhelms me, knowing that I've lost my chance with her. All the shut-up kisses have gone to waste. All the endless flirting is spiraling down the drain. All the hugs, and laughter, and good times we've shared will eventually fade away… All because I was coward. I couldn't own up to want she wanted. Though what I felt was all she could ever wish for.
I felt myself shift and eventually my eyes were covered by my messy mop of green hair. I felt a strange sting in my eyes. Only then did I realize, its all been lost.
My mind clearly told me this. But for once, I listened to my heart…
It told me it's not too late. I'll figure out to get her back.
Somehow, I actually found myself believing this. I just needed a change of events.
"Drew?" I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to look at May. She looked slightly worried.
"What's up, June?"
She puffed her cheeks but made no comment. We both know it's useless trying to get me to actually her May on a daily basis. That just doesn't happen.
"Go, die."
"Ouch, January. That breaks my heart."
"Suck it up." She cracked a smile, and I offered her one of my 'not-so arrogant' smirks as she calls them.
"Anyways, what did you want to tell me?"
"Well…." She hesitated. I braced myself. "I didn't want to be rude but it's getting kind of late and I don't feel all that comfortable with you spending the night here, just as too. It's not that I don't trust, obviously I do. But you know, my dad would probably throw a hissy fit and Brendan might, no matter how close you too are." By now, she swaying one leg in front of the nervously, and had a barely visible, noticeable, blush on her cheeks from embarrassment. I laughed openly, which only made me blush even harder.
"Don't sweat it, March. I wouldn't waste my time on second best." I scrunched up my face as I checked her out, trying not to my concentration. She knows I'm joking. But either way, it always gets to her. That's what I love about her… Well one of the many things I love about her.
She grew red in the face and her body language screamed 'RED ALERT.' She came out to me and started pounding her tiny fist into my chest. I pretended it didn't hurt. "You jerk! I am NOT second best!
I lost my concentration. I couldn't hold the laughter back. Next thing I knew, I was laying on my back on the floor with May laying down on top of me. I placed my hands on her back to prevent her from falling while we both laughed hysterically.
Eventually, our laughter settled down. She wiped a tear from her eye and she smiled at me.
"What's up?" She asked, as if there was nothing wrong with the position we were in.
I smirked. "Nothing, you know, just have a cute girl on top of me. The usual." I didn't realize the word 'cute' slipped from my tongue. She blushed very lightly. Only noticeable from a close distance such as we … were. I felt a wave of heat run through my body as I actually took notice of how close her face was to mines.
Insert slightly awkward silence.
She cleared her throat and smirked. "I bet I beat you at wrestling."
I raised my eyebrow. "I bet you can't."
"What's the prize?" She said somewhat suggestively… though it could have just been my imagination.
"Lap dance?"
"Are any article of clothing going to be removed?"
"Only if you ask when I win."
"You mean if."
"Whatever. So where shall we hold this 'competition' of ours?"
"I'm game wherever."
"Your room it is!" She have me a skeptical look. I sighed. "I don't want you falling down and hitting your head on something that could cost more damage to your brain." I ran up the stairs before she could say anything.
Let me spare you the details of how I was right once again, defeating May in under 30 seconds. Told you, you could win against. Or any guy, your too tiny." I told her this as I sat on her stomach while leaning down, restraining her arms above her head.
"Yeah, yeah. It was worth a try." She gave me a cheeky smile.
I looked at her and she looked into my eyes. I couldn't deny I saw a spark in her eyes. A sort of passion. I'd be lying if I said we never had feelings on another level. We did at some point. Where they lie now, I'm not so sure. I know where I stand.
The passion and lust doesn't leave her eyes after a few minutes. I start wondering what she's really feeling. She closes her eyes and I follow. I feel myself lean down.
Her breath feels hot next to mine. I can smell her shampoo. It's intoxicating. I can feel her body pressed to mines. I find myself removing my hands from her wrist and placed them on either side of her. She hands found its way across my neck. I place my forehead on hers and a million thoughts run through my mind.
Is she capable of cheating? Am I imagining this? Is this what she really wants? Should I stop this now before it end? Brendan's one of my best friends… Could I really kiss his girl?
And suddenly, I realized I didn't care. It felt as though the wind was knocked out of me. It felt exhilarating and in that moments, I realized, nothing, no one, else mattered aside from us.
I leaned down and closed the gasp between us.
It was like nothing I've ever experienced before. No kiss, we've ever shared has ever felt like this. I could feel the passion. I could feel the attraction. I could feel every doubt I ever had about us melt away. I could feel my emotions being intertwined with hers. I knew she did share the same feelings for me.
I felt her soft, silky, gentle lips pressing against mines. I could feel my lips moving in a pace so steady, I never imagined a better kiss. I felt her hands move up to my hair and pull me closer. Not wanting, so knock the breath out of her because of my weight, I gently switched us around so she was laying on top of me.
Who knows, how long we stayed like that. Surely, at some point our lips left contact to catch a quick breathe but we hardly noticed.
The passionate, loving, meaningful soon became fiery and emotion filled.
She bit my lower lip and her tongue raced against it, asking for entrance. I obliged and soon enough we were having a battle. I let her win and felt her explore every inch she could reach in my mouth. I felt her smile.
"Drew," she moaned. I wrapped my arms even tighter around her. And continued to kiss her fiercely. I knew tomorrow my lips would be bruised and swollen. But it was worth it.
She pulled back. I couldn't say I didn't have to resist the urge to crash y lips against hers.
She stared into my eyes. I didn't look away.
"May," I whispered as I cupped her cheek in my head. "What happens now?" I asked in a never present caring voice.
She smile sadly and I felt dread wash through me. "I don't know Drew… I'm still with Brendan."
The dread turned to anger. "So what was this then?" I almost yelled though I did raise my voice.
"Drew… Its complicated. Look we'll figure it out tomorrow."
"Like hell we will. I'm out of here." I shoved her off me, and stood up. I couldn't at her a bit more and started to walk away.
"Call me when you make up your mind," I told her rather harshly before I left.
A week later.
I was worried. Maybe I was too harsh on her. Of course she didn't know what to do. I didn't know either. Now having to spend a whole week together with Ash and Brendan, the boyfriend whom she cheated on with me, and ourselves… This ought to be interesting. I arrived there last, and to my surprise, was greeted by an extremely tense atmosphere. For to intense for the events that occurred last week. Ash sat in between May and Brendan looking quite awkward. He seemed more than relieved when he noticed I finally arrived.
"Drew! Buddy!" He jumped on me like he always does but he whispered in my ear, "Dawg! You have NO idea how relieved I am to see you!" I would have usually been creped out but right now I felt more curious than furious. I sent him a look and he mouthed 'Tell you later,'
Brendan came out to me and we did the man hug thing. I wonder what it's called…
I turned to May but she looked down. Good, I wasn't ready to confront her just yet. This is the first time I've seen her since last week.
Insert extremely awkward silence.
"Don't you dare touch me, asshole!"
"Don't tell me what to do, bitch!"
….
Oh yeah, this was going to be fun.
Guys! This is IMPORTANT! You see, I'm Hispanic and soon enough I'll be turning 15 so I'm to have a Quinceneara! Which is like Sweet 16 only celebrated when the girl is 15. So this is going to take up a lot of my time! Plus school and community service. Yikes. Anyways, I'll try and write and eventually update whenever I can but that might take a while. I'm terribly sorry ): I hope you guys can forgive me!
With much love,
Yamii-chan :3