Well, we all know that Peter and Susan can't go back….why….shrug, whatever you want to really interpret it as….but there are so many possibilities and so many chances….
I figured since Lucy is always the crazy one who sees things….this time, Peter is our main character….seeing things……makes sense, since he has to grow up and deal….
Unwell, my song at times, helped me along in this chapter! Enjoy!

Summary: He is missing her. He is missing Narnia. They want to move on, but they don't realize they are missing each other. Will they get a second chance or are they destined for tragedy?

Unwell- Matchbox 20

All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me

Chapter 1: Unwell

There was darkness. Everywhere.
There was a light….far away, but it was his only hope. However, no matter how much he ran, he didn't get any closer to the light. He cried out, but his voice just resounded back. There was no one. He was all alone. Why? He ran and ran, trying to escape.
Suddenly there was a roar and there was light. He could see a garden, with flowers and trees of all kind. He gasped, feeling the happiness and the warmth.

He bolted up from his bed, feeling a sudden tingling on his skin. He looked down at his hands and frowned.
The sounds of the cars passing by could be heard. The moon shone down, into his bed. He couldn't believe he was still having those dreams. It had been a few months since they had gotten back.
It made living in his world a lot harder. There was this empty feeling inside of him, that only the last part of those dreams could take away.

It still hurt, to think he couldn't go back. However, he had to learn to live and go on with his life. Narnia was gone for him.
A noise caused him to jump. He looked towards the window and hesitated. He heard it again. He slowly stood up and took a precarious step forward. He looked towards the door, before slowly moving over to the window. At first, he couldn't see anything.

After a few minutes, he saw it. There was a lion there.
He gasped and took a step back. After a few seconds of regaining his courage, he looked back out the window. There it was, still.

The lion just looked at him, and he had to be dreaming or hallucinating.
If he was true to himself, this wasn't the first time he was seeing him. Sometimes, out in the train, he saw him. Even while just walking, he saw him. No one else did, or at least, that he knew off. Did Susan see him?

He stepped back, moving some of his light-brown hair away from his face. He shook his head and went back to bed. It was too late or early, for that.
He was still missing Narnia, that was it.

There was nothing, but darkness. Darkness, always darkness. He whirled around, trying to find some light. He couldn't even see his own hands. Suddenly, though, there was a voice. He couldn't make out what it was saying, but it sounded familiar.

In the distance, a light began to become bigger and bigger. He began running towards it, needing to get out of the darkness.

Slowly but surely, the light got closer. He could see someone, standing there. He couldn't make out who it was, the light was too bright.

But there was someone, someone important. He could feel his heart begin to speed up. He tried calling out but no sound came out. The person opened his….yes…it was a guy….he opened his arms, enveloping him in them.
Peter gasped and woke up, feeling a warmth fill his heart.

"Peter!"
He looked up and grinned as Lucy ran towards him. He opened his arms and Lucy threw herself into them.

"Hey, how was the play?" He asked, smiling as Susan caught up to them in a leisurely pace. She grinned, glowing with happiness. Lucy had accompanied Susan in her date, as a chaperone.

"It was great!" Lucy went on to describe it. Edmund walked into the room and sat on Peter's bed, listening to the girls' tell of their night.

Peter grinned when suddenly he heard something. He quickly stood and whirled over to the window. Not now, Peter thought. He couldn't see anything or hear anything or his siblings would find out. But there was the sound again, and that pull towards the window.
Peter slowly walked over, afraid of seeing the lion. Before he would be static, but now, that he knew there was no going back, it pained him. The room went silent.

Peter looked out and saw it, there, staring back at him. Why?!

"Peter?" Susan frowned and stood next to him, looking out at the window as well. Peter held his breath but Susan didn't see anything. This confused Peter, maybe he was going crazy.


"I'm fine, I just got this weird feeling, that is all." Peter shook his head, before smiling at Susan. Susan looked at him suspiciously, before sighing and turning back. Peter shot one last glace outside, before taking a seat back on his chair.

Peter stuffed his hands into the coat's pockets. He smiled and followed behind his siblings. Lucy and Edmund were arguing about the movie they had just finished watching. Susan walked next to him, adding comments here and there. He was happy just listening and watching them.

Until it happened again. He looked over into some trees, getting this feeling of being watched. He then saw it, a flash of gold. He froze. He looked towards the trees and he couldn't help it. He had to know, had to put a stop to all of this. He turned and started his way over to the trees.

"Peter?!" He heard them call out to him. He had to stop the visions and the dreams.
"Where are you going?" Susan scoffed, catching up to him.

"Yeah, the grass is wet!" Edmund scowled, looking down at the wet grass staining his pants and shoes. Lucy just looked at Peter, worriedly.
"I saw something." Peter muttered, pushing through branches and moving through the trees.

"Peter! We can't go back to Narnia! You have to get that through your head!" Susan sighed. Peter grunted, beginning to run when he saw something golden flash between the trees. Suddenly, when he felt that he had finally caught up, he found himself falling down.

"Ah!" He screamed out, trying to hold on to something. Susan quickly grabbed his hand, trying to pull him up. Edmund and Lucy tried to help, but there was something pulling Peter down. Suddenly, the ground crumbled and all four fell down.

"Peter!" Lucy cried out, holding tightly to Peter's arm. Susan was still holding tightly to Peter's hand. Peter held tightly to Edmund's arm.
They were suddenly surrounded by darkness and they knew nothing more.

To be Continued
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How was that? Like you all didn't see that one coming, after all, how else were they suppose to get together….and yes, I thought of the other way…..but…..this way just seemed to work…I don't know….review, please! Ne? luv ya'll!