Little Bit
Disclaimer: I don't own the Sailormoon series, soundtrack or characters. I don't own the song featured in this story either. Everything belongs to their rightful owner. The song Little Bit is by Lykke Li.
I know I said Chapter 1 was a one shot but I felt like continuing it a little more so I wrote this second chapter and forgot to go back into the first chapter to edit that bit out, darn fail...Hope you enjoy it anyways!
MakotoxMamoru
The neighbors could probably hear the moans and groans from the couple next door. It didn't seem to cease anytime they'd knock on their neighbor's wall. So now it seems as though they've grown accustom to hearing it as if it was apart of nature's soundtrack.
Mamoru rolls on to his back panting deeply. With sweat covering his body he proceeded to the bathroom for a quick shower. Makoto's eyes follow his toned physique. As the door closes she plops back down onto her bed and drifts off to a slumber.
It's been a month since the day they met each other. Both told themselves that they wouldn't get involved with each other so as an alternative they became sex buddies. It had the benefits of the physical aspect of a relationship without the inconvenient emotional attachment, which they both so badly needed. The morning after their little shindig they established with each other that nothing more would come out of the relationship except sex.
Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
"Hey Makoto!" her neighbor shouted across the lawn. "How's your week been?" he asked. "It's been pretty good so far!" Makoto responded. "Oh yeah? Been busy with work?" he probed on. Groaning inwardly she said "Yup been working pretty hard you know with all of the overnight I had to do lately." She could see his face grow pink. "Ha! jackass that's what you get for trying to pry into my life" she thought to herself. She knew that he could hear what had been going on through the walls. It was enough to know that he could hear every moan coming from them but to keep asking what the hell she's been doing for that past week was so unnecessary, inappropriate, and embarrassing. "Note to self, change of scenery from now on" Makoto thought to herself. She would see Mamoru tonight and wondered if he'd really care if they'd bring it to his place from now on.
Mamoru walked into work with a slight pep in his step. "Hey Mamo!" Rei said patting him on the back. "Hey Rei how's your weekend?" He asked. "Oh...it was alright. Nothing special happened" she sighed. "Aww…the ol' boyfriend forgot your anniversary again?" Mamoru said. "Yeah something like that…" she responded. "Well, if I were him I wouldn't dare have especially with someone like you!" He said jokingly. They both always had a flirtatious relationship with each other but it never went further than that. They were just too good of friends for anything to happen. However, when he looked her in the eyes today he could sense something had changed. Her response about her boyfriend didn't seem sincere as if she really didn't care that he forgot. "Hey Mamo-chan how about we grab a couple of drinks tonight! It'll be on me!" She suggested. "That's so tempting Rei but…I've got a rendezvous to attend tonight. How about tomorrow?" Mamoru said. "Oh well…too bad huh?" Rei said sounding slightly down. She gave him a playful smile and walked back to her cubicle.
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause I don't know
Mamoru met Makoto in his apartment. She had let herself in through his fire escape. As he opened the door he saw her on his couch looking irresistibly edible. He dropped his bag and headed straight towards her. Devouring her lips first he unbuttoned her shirt while she unbuttoned his. Her nails grazed his chest and back which threw him in overdrive. He grabbed her at the small of her waist and forced her into his bed. They devoured their lips until they almost bruised and both hips grinded forcefully into each other. Not surprisingly their bangs weren't the only ones heard through the walls.
It was around 9 am when they both woke up. On a Saturday morning there wasn't a need to rush out the door. In a niche under his arm Makoto sighed and greeted Mamoru with a sensual kiss. "Mmm…you keep up with that and the superintendent will be up here to kick us both out" Mamoru said stroking her hair. "I'm gonna shower…" He says getting up and heading to his bathroom.
Eye to eye
Thigh to Thigh
I let go
About an hour after they both got ready Makoto decided to cook breakfast. "Ohhh… pancakes!" Mamoru said excitedly. He scarfed down a couple before Makoto forced him to drink the coffee she made. "So, how's life with you?" Makoto said. "Oh my gosh… are we going to cross that line?" Mamoru said playfully. "This isn't serious you douche…" Makoto said swatting him playfully. "Well the pancakes are good, coffee is good, so life is good!" Mamoru responded. "What about work? Any coworkers stabbing each other in the back for a grab at the promotion?" Makoto questioned jokingly. "Well if you really want to know…there isn't any of that but I think one of my coworkers might have a thing for me" He said nonchalantly. "Oh yeah? Who?" Makoto questioned. "Just some chick…" He said brushing it off. "I'm gonna go for a jog" He said giving her a smooch as he rushed out the door.
"What the hell…" was all she could say as he closed the door behind him.
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
It's been a few months into their relationship and nothing really has progressed, which is the likely situation for a person not looking for anything serious. However, something in the atmosphere changed between Makoto and Mamoru. Mamoru first sensed it about a week after their rendezvous at his apartment. He decided to address it.
"Hey Mako…what's up with you?" he said casually. "Nothing much really…" she said bleakly. "Yeah? It just seems as though…you don't seem to be into it as you used to" Mamoru said. "Well did it occur to you that maybe I don't feel like fucking you 24/7?" she said with a snap to her voice. "Ok…well Makoto if it's what I think it is then maybe we should just stop with this whole rendezvous thing. I mean…are you starting to feel other things as well?" He questioned her. "No…why would you think that? I mean…I haven't been feeling well lately so my energy is pretty down. That's it" Makoto said. "Ok then I'll take it as that. By the way I can't see you tomorrow night I'm going to be meeting with that chick at work. That's cool with you?" He asked her. Makoto gave him a blank look and nodded with a pursed smile.
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
"I cannot believe that I'm feeling jealous. Screw me for getting into this kind of thing. What the fuck is wrong with me! I'm a fucking masochist that's what I am!" Makoto said to herself. It's 10 pm and she just arrived home from Mamoru's apartment. The sex hadn't been as fulfilling as it was before. Makoto decided to head to the bar. She wanted to look sexy and ravishing. She wanted to grab a guy's attention. She craved a man's attention as it seemed that Mamoru's been occupied by that slut of a coworker.
She walked into the bar dressed in black skinny jeans and suede booties; this emphasized her dangerously long and alluring legs. They made their way up to a waist hugging scooped neck purple shirt which ever so slightly showed off her cleavage. As she walked towards the bar she could feel the eyes of the men there beaming lust through her. She liked it. "Hey Mako!" she heard a man say. She turned around and found that it was Motoki her neighbor's brother. "Hey Motoki! Having fun?" she asked him. "It's alright but if you let me by you a drink it would be better!" he said playfully. "Yeah sure" she told him. Out of the corner of her eyes she spotted a familiar mane of raven colored hair. "Oh jeeze…" she groaned inwardly. The head turned around to lock eyes with Makoto. Mamoru waved at her and smiled slightly. By his side was a raven haired beauty. He didn't tell her how alluring she was with her dark flowing mane and deep violet eyes. She was interrupted by Motoki handing her the drink. She downed it immediately and offered to by him a round of beer. Tonight would be a long night if Mamoru decided to stay here but she'd help speed it along with alcohol.
It was late into the night before she decided to leave the bar. It was Motoki who decided to keep the night going by inviting her over to his apartment. She gladly accepted. As they walked out the door she noticed the eyes of Mamoru follow her all the way out.
And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart
Both Makoto and Motoki had their bit of fun or rather Motoki's bit of fun. After they had finished Makoto was left feeling oddly unsatisfied. She heard the familiar sound of a shower head being turned on but didn't feel any comfort from that familiarity as the person in the bathroom wasn't who she wanted.
And I will never ever be the first to say it
But still I, yes you know, I..I..I..
She felt disgusted with herself and impulsively changed back into her clothes and left Motoki's apartment hoping that by the time she'd get back to her apartment Mamoru might be waiting there.
I would do it
Push the button
Pull the trigger
Climb a mountain
Jump off a cliff
As she entered her doors she was greeted by silence. Disappointed she headed up to her room disregarding the blinking red light on her answering machine.
The next morning she woke up and headed downstairs to make herself breakfast. She finally noticed the blinking light and pressed play on her machine with some hope that maybe one of those messages might be from Mamoru. There weren't any.
She decided to go for a morning jog and put on her sweats. It would help relieve some of her stress. "I'm not in love with him. I'm just…" she couldn't even finish her own thoughts.
Cause you know baby I love you love you
A little bit
As she was jogging up the hill her phone started ringing. It was from Mamoru. "Hey! What's up?" she said pretending to be her normal self. "Hi…Can we meet for coffee later?" Mamoru asked her. "Um… well it depends on what later is…I have plans later" she told him. "Oh well…around 2 o'clock?" Mamoru suggested. "Ok sure that's fine where would it be?" Makoto asked. "The usual Digby Café" Mamoru replied.
2 o'clock finally arrived and Makoto purposely arrived late just so it would seem she wasn't desperate to see him. She spotted his dark mane of hair among the hipster crowd by the café window. She snuck behind him and embraced him taking in his cologne. Coffee was already ordered for the both of them. "Hey how're you?" she asked him casually. "I'm alright yeah…" he said sipping his cup o' joe. She nodded in response and asked "how was it last night with the chick?" His smile showed that both he and the chick did more than have a couple of drinks. Makoto gave him a playful smile but deep inside she felt this burning envy for the chick. "I see… so it was pretty good huh?" she said trying to keep up her façade. "Yeah it was really good…" he said finishing up his cup. "Well…so is that all you wanted to talk about? Exploit all your sexual adventures to me?" she said with a slight edge to her tone. Mamoru sensed the tension and put down his cup. "Well…no I wanted you to exploit yours too" he responded playfully. Makoto just shrugged with an annoyance and decided to end their little get together "Ok Mamoru if that was it then I have to go and get ready for later." Mamoru looked at her with a bit of surprise she never was this aggressive towards him. "What're you doing later?" he asked her. "Not you that's for sure" Makoto said annoyed. She paid for her cup and quickly headed out the door.
If you would do it
If you would say it
If you would mean it
That we could do it
If it was you and I, not only I
Makoto didn't have any other plans. She decided to mope in her house. Watching a re-run of Sex and the City she indulged in a homemade cake. A knock was heard on her door. Sighing exasperatedly she opened the door to find Mamoru standing there. Embarrassed she forced a smile and invited him in. "I thought you had plans tonight Makoto" Mamoru said with an edge to his voice. "Cancelled" was all she uttered. As soon as she closed the door he turned to her and stared straight into her eyes. "Let me ask you something Makoto…" he said quite seriously. She dreaded what he was about to ask. Everything would be spoiled. "Do you have feelings for me? I mean the kind that equates an actual relationship?" Mamoru asked.
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
"Just answer me honestly Mako…" Mamoru said. She could only nod feeling nervous and embarrassed. This falling in love thing wasn't part of their pact. She heard him sigh, not a good sign.
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
He grabbed her and pulled her into an embrace. "Look Makoto…We made a deal and…I'm sorry to say that I haven't broken it" Mamoru said looking solemn. In other words he didn't have feeling for her other than the physical. She nodded to show that she understood. Disappointed and hurt she quietly opened her door to let him know that he should leave.
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
That night she lay in bed replaying the scene in her head. He doesn't have feeling for her. She had to understand that. However her heart couldn't fathom it. She had this inkling of hope that she could get him to be hers.
Come here, stay with me
Struck me by the hair
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man
Rather than let her broken heart overcome her she decided that Mamoru would be hers because that night at the bar his focus wasn't 100% on that woman he was with. A woman's intuition never failed her.
Come here, stay with me
Struck me by he hair
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man
It was time for Makoto to let herself love again. She was tired of putting up a front. She wanted a person to wake up to.
Little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
She wanted Mamoru.
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
I think I'm a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
Little bit
Little bit
Little bit
Little bit
Little bit...