I always knew this day would come
World is just too small
To keep our paths from crossing
Here we are just look at us
Brooke sat in her room laying on her bed listening to music, wondering if maybe Lucas was somewhere listening to the same song, if maybe he was also thinking of her. Though she might have been the one to leave she felt like he ended it by saying he wouldn't be there when she came back. It was like a knife through her heart. She loved him but knew it wasn't fair to hold on to him, he needs a girlfriend who was there with him all the time not just on the rare occasion of holidays and summer vacations. Although right now she would take the short visits because she missed him so much, but who was she kidding he was Lucas Scott and it had been months now he was probably way over her, but still she wonder what would happen if she ran into him again what would she say or do.
I always wondered what I'd say
Would I tell you that life is great?
I'm getting better all the time
Really lookin' up
Could I be too proud
To show my heart?
Well, to tell the truth
It's not that hard
She always figured she would lie act like she was fine not missing or wanting him, but again it was Lucas she would fall into him and tell him how much she loved and did miss him.
I'm still not over you
Still the only thing I wanna do
Is open up my arms and reach for you
And to hear you say, you want me, too
You're the one for me
Time doesn't seem to disagree
Baby, I'm still not
Over you getting over me
Guess I'll never be
Over you
She had tons of boys it seemed lining up, some even asked her out and maybe once or twice she said yes but she never dated long or gave them her heart because giving them her heart was impossible it still belonged to a broody blonde hair blue eyed boy in Tree Hill, a boy she would never see again and if she did it wouldn't be anytime soon.
So there it is, I've said it now
God I wish some way somehow
You'd look at me with those big blue eyes And Say, you missed me too
But you moved on
I understand
Yeah, I tried that too
But here I am
She always guessed the truth would be she wasn't over him, not now not for awhile even if he was over her moved on happy with someone new. Someone better than her; her heart wouldn't let him go.
I'm still not over you
Still the only thing I wanna do
Is open up my arms and reach for you
And to hear you say, you want me, too
She wanted him, she need him, both her body and heart ached for him, his touch, his kiss, his love, everything that was Lucas Scott, but she couldn't have him not now anyway, because while he is away at college somewhere she was sitting here in her empty room listening to some sappy love song and missing him.
"Don't do it Brooke." She said looking at her phone. It had been months since they talked, and in those months she thought she was over him she needs to be over him, but here she found herself grabbing her phone about to call him just to say hi.
"Put that phone down!" she heard her roommate yell as she walked in.
"I just want to see how he is. That's it."
"No, you want to call and hope he confesses his love to you."
"Is that so bad? Is it bad I want him still?"
"No its not but we both know, you will hanging up as soon as he answers or says what you don't want to hear."
"Ok maybe you right but I miss him." Brooke sighed closing her phone and looking at it.
"I know, trust me I do, I heard all about Lucas Scott, but I'm going to go to the gym before, we go out this weekend."
"Alright see you later." Brooke waved as she watched her roommate walk to the door.
"One more thing." Her roommate said spinning around and grabbing Brooke's phone off the bed. "Just in case you get the sudden urge to call anyway."
"I need my phone what if someone important needs me, like Haley, or Nathan or what if…"
"He isn't going to call you Brooke I'm sorry but he isn't, you want to know why, because he is probably thinking the same thing as you and his best friend is also stealing his phone, but if someone calls then I'll rush right back." she said with a wink as she walked out.
"Ugh!!" Brooke groaned in to her pillow. "Fine then I'll just go for a run, call Ash or something." she said reaching for her phone "Oh right that slut took it." She groaned again getting up and walking out of her room.
"Ash!! You in there?" Brooke yelled pounding on her friend's door.
"Yeah…" she heard her call.
"Ok I don't want to know what you doing just meet me in 10 at the student center I want to run."
"Ok!" she heard her yell making Brooke laugh "Hurry up slut." Brooke yelled one last time before turning to leave.
"Whoa, look out." Brooke laughed as her best friend ran past her almost knocking her down "Where is my best friend going?"
"Oh I have to get to my dorm new roommate." He laughed rolling his eyes.
"Oh really? Is he cute?"
"Ok Brookie I love you but don't even go there ok?" He smiled rolling his eyes.
"Fine!" Brooke pouted "But if I stay single forever it's all you fault."
"Yeah yeah whatever, but hey I got a baseball game tonight you coming right?"
"Oh Underwood have I ever missed a game?"
"I guess not, but I got to go, want to bet him there bye Brookie." He smiled kissing her on the cheek and running off.
Every time he called her Brookie she thought of Nathan and Haley, she missed them and she wanted to call them right now if her bitch of a roommate didn't steal her phone "Ugh!!" she groaned again as she walked out of the building.
She waited forever for Ash to get there and when she finally did Brooke wasn't even in the mood to run anymore.
"I'm sorry I'm late I was…"
"Oh I don't want to know what you were doing." Brooke laughed.
"I wasn't doing that, I was on the phone with my mom and also I was trying to clean but stopped because well cleaning sucks."
"Oh I know what are you going to do without you maid service?" Brooke teased.
"I don't know." Ash huffed "But you still want to run?"
"No not really how about we get ice cream?" Brooke smiled as her eyes widened at the fact.
"Ok fine but if I get fat it's your fault."
"I'll take full responsibility of that." Brooke laughed as they got up and walked away, but Brooke came to a halt when she saw someone.
"Brooke you ok?"
"What? Oh yeah I just thought I…you know what it doesn't matter, let's go." Brooke said waving it off and walking away.
"You sure?"
"Positive now let's go get ice cream." Brooke laughed grabbing her arm and walking off.
Guess I'll never be
Strong enough to finally set you free
I know love will never let me be
Over you
I'm still not over you
A/N: Ok again short I know I suck but hey they will get longer I won't let ya'll down but just wanted to get a quick thing of how both were feeling and now well you know. So read, review and well read the next chapter of course :))
