Back To December
5 Years later
''Oh come on it'll be fun'' Rachel said
''I don't know Rach I haven't seen them since the night I left''She lookt up at Rachel making her clear she doesn't wanna go.
''Lina you have to come,a Gleeclub reunion without you isn't a Gleeclub reunion!You where the lead singer of our group''
''Yeah the lead singer who let them all down,they'll be mad at me... they probably don't even wanna see me''She said sadly.
''They are not mad at you they just didn't understand and they still don't. This is your chance to explain''
''NO, I'm not gonna talk about why I left! I can't!''
''OK,OK I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you,then just don't talk about it and just say you had problems and had to figure them out,I'm just trying to help''
''I know and maybe they will believe me but he wont...''
''Look just come with me and its gonna be OK,I promise''
''OK but you'll stay with me the hole time?''
''Off course I will''
The Day After In Lima
''Kuuuuuuuuuuurt I mist you so much!''She jumped around Kurt's neck and hugged him like she had not seen him in years
''Rach calm down we talk on the phone every day and you saw me like a week ago''
''Yeah but still..''
''So is she coming?''
''Yeah but she's still catching op with my dad's so it'll take a while''
'' I don't think it did''
Kurt looked in the direction everyone was watching,when Rachel turned around she saw her sister standing in the doorway and gave her a comforting smile.
''Hey''
''Well look at that our little princes is back'' Puck said and hugged her.
''Charming as ever Noah''She smiled up at him and realised how hard she had mist her friends.
After a couple of minutes of hugging her friends the person she least wanted(and at the same time most wanted) to see stood I front of her.
''Hey Lina...''
''Hey Finn...''
''How are you?''
''Fine,you?''
''Good''There was this silence they just couldn't seem to fill.
Puck saw the tension between the 2 of them and tried to save Lina from the uncomfortable conversation.
''Hey princes why don't you sing us a song,its been 5 years since we heard your beautifull voice''
Lina started to look for Rachel in panick.
''Lina its gonna be OK,you have to go on with your life''
''But Rachel I haven't sung since then, I don't know I can...''The tears started to form in her eyes.
''This is your chance to move on and say your sorry L take it,remember how you always told us that if you can't say it you have to sing it?This is your chance''
''OK your wright I can do this,i can''She was scared but she could do this,she believed in herself more than ever.
She grabbed a guitare took a deep breath and sung.
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye
[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishfull thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
[Chorus]
But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time
She dropped the guitare and run away with tears rolling down her face,Rachel and Kurt right after her.
Leaving Finn there wanting to know more then ever why the love of is live left him.
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Next chapter Finn and Lina are gonna talk but will it end well?