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I walked out of the plane terminal and immediately a wave of loneliness rushed over me. It

was my choice to go by myself. They offered to come with me and get me settled in. I turned my

phone on and the song 24 hours started playing. My mom was calling.

"Hello," I said walking to the luggage claim.

"Hi honey," my mom's beautiful voice filled my empty heart.

"I miss you," I whispered.

"Dad and I miss you too," she said.

"Well, I am here. I have to go and get my bags. I'll call you when I get a cab to the school,"

I said softly before closing my phone. Of course it was a one of a kind brand new blackberry that

probably cost more than my car. Dad got it for me after I learned that I was accepted into William &

Mary. I was so nervous. WIlliam & Mary was my dream school and when I opened the acceptance

letter I was so happy. My parents always said that I had no idea where I got my smarts from. My

dad dropped out of 7th grade and my mom barely graduated high school. She said the only reason

she continued going was because she wanted my dad to be proud of her. She was going to drop

out and get a tutor, but apparently my dad was upset about it or something so she kept going. Of

course Aunt Sadie told me that Mom sucked so badly in math that she got a 6% as a final grade.

But, even if my parents aren't brainy they are still the smartest people I know.

I got my bags and left the airport to find a cab. Suddenly, dozens of flashes of light burned

my eyes. Damn. They found me. I rushed into an available cab and whipped open my phone.

"Dad! What the hell? How did they found me?" I shrieked after my dad answered his phone.

"First of all... watch the language please," my dad said, "Secondly, I don't know how they

found out, but it's all over the news 'Daughter of teen rocker and ex- boybander heading to college'

Everyone is tuning in to see the favorite celebrity daughter. Most celebrities don't make it to high

school without a private tutor so for you going to an ivy league school is a big deal."

"But, I am not a celebrity!" I said.

"You are the daughter of two. Plus you after that night everyone knows who you are," he said.

I sighed. That night. That was a bad night. "I don't do that anymore. I am not that party girl

anymore. Now my night on the town is studying at the library or going to a fast food joint," I argued.

"Yeah. That's why. Everyone is curious about the reborn party girl. Watching to see if you

go back to your old routine." he said. This was a sore spot between us. I think it brought back too

many bad memories when my dad found out that I was pregnant at 15 and didn't even know who the

father was. I was probably wasted when the baby was conceived anyway.

"I am never going back to that routine Dad. You know that," I said. Ryan pulled me through.

He made me stop and look at my life. I realized that the drinking and the sex... it wasn't worth it. I

almost lost everything. My family. My friends. My life. I can't even stand the smell of alcohol now.

Ryan and I have been dating for two years and we haven't had sex yet. When I got pregnant at

fifteen it made me realize I had a problem. I was going to move away with my parents and take care

of the baby. I wouldn't be here if the baby lived. Even after three years it is still hard to remember

the baby. It is still hard to realize that it wasn't my fault. Spontaneous abortion. That's the medical

term.

"I know baby. I know. Your mother knows that. Ryan knows that, but the media doesn't

know that."

"Daddy, I am here. I am at the school. I don't think the media followed. Love you," I said

before one again closing my phone. I paid the cab driver and gave him extra for all the trouble and I

walked out of the cab and opened the trunk. I got my stuff and turned around to face my new home.

Swarms of teenagers surrounded me. All with their parents. I knew I needed to do this alone.

Besides I would see everyone in a couple months for winter break.

"Hello! Welcome to William & Mary!" a wayyy too peppy voice welcomed me.

"Hi. I am," I began.

"I know who you are! You are Vanessa Quincy!" she said still too peppy.

"Shhh!" I whispered. Damn! I was hoping the baseball hat and sunglasses would help keep

me from being discovered. I was hoping that as long as my hair was hidden my identity would be

too. It seems like my hair is the most focused part of me.

"Oh. Sorry!" she whispered, "Here is your room key! Room 3 A. You have two roomates

who are already here! Do you need any help with your bags? I would love to help! I am a big fan of

your music."

"Umm... no thank you, but thanks for offering. And I don't really do the whole music thing

anymore, but thanks for liking it?" I said uncomfortably. Uncle Darius is constantly hounding me

about singing again, but I know that the singing will lead to the parties which will lead to the drinks

which will lead to the sex and the drugs. I love singing, but for now I am singing under a fake name

and only releasing them in a little shop on Queens in Toronto. The owner is good friends with my

mom.

I grabbed the key and began the walk to my room. The rest of my stuff will be here any

day. I just brought my clothes, my guitar, and a couple of pictures and personal stuff.

I turned the key to open the dorm and heard an "Oh. My. God!"