When I woke up I was souronded by warmth and in a bed that was not mine. My head was pounding as lastnight came back to me and I started to cry softly as I smile and slowly wiggle around in the arms that had their hold on me to face a sleeping Bellamy.
Its been about three weeks scence that night. When the morning came the next day Bellamy spent the hole day showing me how sorry he was by getting me water or food when I was hungry. He even went and washed my dirty clothes down at the lake when I was busy in the drop ship taking care of someone that got hurt.
Bellamy asked me the same day that I told him that I would give him a chance to move from my small tent that I share with his sister to his big tent with him. I was hesatent the hole night while I layed next to him scared that he thought that us sharing a bed and a tent meant that I was just going to jump into having sex with him but he never tried anything he just pulled me into his arms and went to sleep it was nice.
We became closer over the next week that we slept togeather at night and on my eighteen th birthday I gave him what was left of me my heart and we made love for the first time. Bellamy was almost atched to me by my hip after that night he never liked going a full day let alone a few hours with out seeing me and I don't blame him I feel the same way I just feel like a pice of me is missing when I am away from him for to long. I love him more then I have ever loved someone before he is my other half.
As if he thought that i was trying to get away he pulled me closer to him and i couldn't help but give his sleeping face a small smile. I nuzzled my face into his neck and closed my eyes and take in his scent. I don't know when i feel alseep but when i woke up the second time bellamy's arms were still around me but I heard vocies. He was talking to someone but his grip on me never wavered and I kept my eyes closed.
" She has been threw hell and back in just one day yesterday let her be for one day. I think that the camp can last that long with out getting a paper cut." bellamy said to someone that i couldn't really bring my self to care to whome it was the only thing I can really think about at this time and place is how tightly bellamy is holding me to his body almost as if he is trying to sheld me from the world and all that are in it .
" I get where you are coming from but wouldn't that make her look weak in their eyes you know that just because she came in contact with a grounder that she shuts down and stays in bed her co-leaders bed at that. What is she doing in here almost everyone heard her and raven's yelling lastnight and now she and Finn keep fightting about something that im guessing has to do with you. " jaspher said ash he tried to sit on the bed at my feet only to be kicked off by bellamy. " OUCH what the hell."
I couldn't help but giggle softly and bellamys arms tighten on my waiest. I open my eyes to see both boys looking down at me .
" what are you giggling about clarke ?" I giggled softly again. " At you you must be stupid to think that bellamy would let you sit on his bed while he is in it let alone at all." jaspher glared at me before walking out of the tent.
" I should proubuly get up and get to the drop ship before thiere is a huge line of people that have paper cuts show up." I said as I try and get up only to be pulled back down and have bellamy flip us so that he is on top of me and he nuzzles my jaw with his nose.
' No stay they can handle them selfs for one day you need a brake once in a while." I smiled softly into his dark hair.
' Is it that I need a brake or that your not done sucking up to me and or you just don't want me to leave your bed the vary bed that have had sex with ravin last night." I try to wiggle out from under him but he takes my arms and pens them abouve my head and moves his face so that he is looking in my eyes.
" first off I don't suck up to anyone even you and second what happend between raven and I ment nothing. She came to me because she was pissed off at spacewalker." He moved closer to me. " She means nothing to me god clarke you are my everything you and O are all I have left in this world. I would do anything to show you that I would do anything to prove that you are my one and only just tell me what to do and I will do it." he almost begged. I closed my eyes and let out a havy breath and nod my head.
Bellamy lets out a breath that he has been holding and barried his face into my neck and took in my sent and brought his hands down from my arms and wraped them around my waiest and held me to him while he softly stroked my side with his thumb.
" so are we just going to lay in your bed all day or are we going to get up and do something today ? " I asked.
He snuggled closer into me while he shifted us so that I was once again laying on his chest." I think that we could just lay in here and hide from the world just you and me." He sighed softly and rubbed his nose on my jaw again before he gently kissed it and layed his head on the pillow.
I giggled softly then winched as i rubed the bruse on my lower back " does's your back hurt ?" Bellamy ask and I nod my head and he moves so that we are sitting and he pulls my shirt up over my head before laying back down pulling me with him and starts to rub my back. I sigh happyily.
" does that feel better ?" I nod my head and nuzzle my head into his neck and sigh. He cuckles softly and runs his fingers up and down my spine and i shiver slightly.
" Mmmh that feels good." I mumbled and I could feel him smile agenst my hair while he runs his hand up to my upper back to my right shoulder and back down then he kissed my shoulder sweetly. I smile and rub my nose agenst his bare chest then his neck before kissing his jaw softly.
He tighten his grip slightly on my waist while his other hand moves slowly down my back and over my butt and grips my thigh and pulls it up over his waist.
I moved my self over to strattle his hips and kiss him on the lips softly and smile into he kiss as he moans into the kiss as i grind my hips into his. Bellamy sat us up and I pulled his shirt up over his head and threw it across the tent and onto the floor.
He growls playfuly as he pulled my hips into his roughly making me giggle as I kissed kiss jaw and down his neck to suck on his collor bone as I moved my hips and moan softly as his grip on my hips pulling me into him again as i tug at his hair. " O fuck clarke. " He moaned into my ear." that feels so good." He moned again and pulled me harder agenst him making me moan louder and crash my lips on to his and try to pull him closer to me if that was even posable.
I shivered at the feel of his rough but gental hands run frum my waist to the clip of my bra and tugs at it as if asking for promition. I bite his jaw softly in answer he growled and pulled the bra from my body and threw it to join his shirt on the floor then he flips us so that he is ontop of me and he pulls my hands out of his hair and pins them to the bed and he begins to kiss down my neck the slowly over my brest before taking one into his hot mouth cousing me to moan and arch my back into him .
As Bellamy layed soft kisses from my brest down my stomach and over my belly buttion then he looked up at me with his eues full of lust and his hair messy It just turned me on even more then I alewady was.
" I think that I have came up with a way to show you and everyone in this camp that you are mine and mine alone." He whispered into my ear as he kissed it.
" H how i is th that B bell ?" I panted out as I arch my back trying to make contact with his skin and mine.
Bellamy kisses my stomach over my belly buttion. " By doning the one thing that no one will ever be aloud to do. Some thing that I would never want anyone other then you to do the onething that I would never want to share with anyone else ." He kissed my belly again.
I gasped softly." Bellamy are you trying to tell me... are you trying to say that you want to get me preganant that you want to try and start a family w with m me.?" He smile his cute boy smile up at me.
" It has been you from the first day that we step foot on this earth. I have only hade eyes for you i mean yes i have been with other girls but none of then have anything on you clarke you are the one that I want to share this with you are the women I want to carry my children. I want you to be mine and only mine and with you being preganat with my child I get that you will be the mother of my child. On top of that every guy in this camp will know that you are mine and even better spacewalker will know that he can never take you away from me. " He smirked at the last idea.
I rolled my eyes but couldn't help but smile at the idea of having a baby with him that he wanted me to be the mother of his childern . I was about to respond when jaspher came bargen into the tent and froze in his spot as Bellamy threw the blanket over me trying to cover me from jaspers eyes.
" Jasper get the hell out of here now!" Bellamy yelled as he got up and pushed jasper out of then tent before he turned back to me and smiled softly at me telling me in his own way of asking me what my answer would be. I smile and nodded my head " Yes; yes I would love to have a baby with you." I whispered to him so that if anyone was walking by they wouldn't hear and it woyld be between us for now and he smiled the brightest smile that I have seen him smile and he ran over to me pulling me out of the bed and kisses me roughlt but still lovingly. We where going to start trying for a baby and i couldn't be more happyier then I am right now and Bellamy was just as happy as I am he was finally going to have his own family that he can love and charesh other then O and I was going to be the one that can and will give that to him and that is how I know that i am right where i was meant to be I was home.