Bella POV
I woke up on a couch to see Edward looking at me
"What happened?" I croaked Esme handed me a glass of
Water and I drunk the whole glass then it all came back to me
"Both of you heard me singing Wide Awake" I said hoping they didn't
Esme-"yep"
Edward-"why would you sing something like that?"
"How about I sing all the songs that remind me of something like that, then tell you why" I said
Edward & Esme-"Fine, but you will tell us afterwards"
Edward helped me up we all walked to the piano I sat down on the piano chair and started playing Because of You by Kelly Clarkson
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
'Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I watched you die, I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young, you should have known
Better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
It was true Because of Phil I have to learn to trust men and I'm so glad Edward cant read my mind