Chapter 2

"Hey don't cry baby girl." Marshall said while hugging me. He knew what it felt like my mom was exactly the same story as him and his mom.

"Aight you know what? You did great and I'm proud of ya" He said not smiling with his mouth but with his eyes.

15 Minutes Later

Marshall had to leave, and now to receive the fans of the band. "Hello everybody. My name is Bella, that's Diana, Cailee and Leah. Advice for the guys eyeing Cailee she is taken by Leah so to avoid any mishaps please stop." They were one group it seemed of maybe 21 to 24 years of age. While we got situated and comfortable there was some pixie looking girl staring at me and I felt naked under her forceful stare. I shrugged it off thinking not to flatter myself. It got more uncomfortable when Diana put her arm around my shoulders and pressed me into her. And it wasn't because of the arm it was more because the pixie girl was glaring a whole into Diana's arm and then face.

"So…?" I trailed off.

"So let's do it, this way ask questions anyone you guys want." Diana said calmly even with the look she was receiving. I think she noticed because she pressed me harder into her side. Some dude with tan skin really tall muscular and totally gay asked."Who writes the songs? Oh and my name is Jacob Black"

"Well my Bella babe here wrights most of 'em, but we sometimes all together do. Next?" Diana said. She is like the spokes person of the group.

"Well not to be rude, so please don't be offended what every member's sexual orientation in the band is?" questioned a beautiful blonde girl, no woman."My name is Rosalie."

"Well Rosalie, Cailee is a lesbian; Diana is a lesbian but kind of a transsexual because of the way she dresses. Bella is bisexual and I am a lesbian." Leah stated. After that being said it appears the pixie got angrier and Rosalie kept looking at me and smiling, flirtatiously?

"Are you in a relationship?" the pixie asked in a husky demanding tone. Nobody said anything we were waiting for her name but she just kept on staring into my eyes and I couldn't look away.

"Is your friend over there okay? I mean she looks kind of mad." After Cailee said that Rosalie elbowed the pixie really hard in her ribs "Alice" she hissed and then turned and smiled at me I hesitated and smiled back still worried about the girl.

"Alice?" I asked not really sure about the situation.

"You didn't answer my question" was what she said back.

"I'm sorry, but no I am not dat-"

"Don't lie to me!" she said a little louder raising her voice at me I was getting a little uncomfortable and scared.

"Diana and I are not going out or whatever the paparazzi say, we are just friends with benefits."I said. I don't know why though it was like I felt obligated.

"Well I am sorry but we have to hit the clubs just like promised earlier today" Cailee said looking right at me giving me a questioning stare. I avoided eye contact with Alice while Rosalie tried to catch my gaze by winking and smiling.

"Well what do you know? We have to go and get ready!" Diana said interrupting the tense silence. For that I was grateful because I was in dire need of a drink. When Diana said this Alice's intense emerald green eyes flickered to an intense yellow orange. I was hypnotized by those eyes.

"What club are you going to?" Alice asked looking me directly in the eyes.

"We're going to the Black Hole." I answered in a monotone. Why am I giving this creepy stranger an answer? It was like I didn't have control over my actions.

"Bella what are you doing?" Diana whispered furiously. I ignored her involuntarily.

"Would you like to go Alice?" She seemed to have smiled in satisfaction. Oh no I groaned internally.

"Sure, let's go now you look beautiful with what you're wearing" I being me blushed even under these circumstances.

"Everybody we will meet each other there." Alice said while gazing at me still.

They left the room and I felt my knees go weak when Alice left. It was completely silent until Diana spoke" What the fuck was that Bella there is no fucking way we are going now!" She shouted at my face.

"Well if you guys aren't going then I am still gonna go." I responded against my will I was in my body but, couldn't control my own movements. I was freaking out internally.

"Fine we will go just because you're being a stubborn little pussy" Diana said hotly.

"Let's go" I said. God please help me.

45 Minutes Later

"Do you wanna dance Bella?" Diana asked me. I was about to say yes after putting my drink down, when I felt a body pressed up against my back. I swallowed a moan back.

"Do you want to dance with me beautiful?" a husky voice asked it had a feminine tone, and I recognized that voice!

"Vicky!" I yelled unconsciously pushing my previous worried thoughts away. I jumped up and hugged her wrapping my legs around her waist.

"I've missed you babe." She whispered into my ear. Truth is I always had a crush on her and I thought it would go away with time, but it didn't it just grew more. Sometimes I catch her staring at me in a more than friend's way but I just make excuses.

"Why the fuck haven't you called or visited!" I exclaimed smacking her arm once she let me down.

"Sorry baby I was busy with some issues" she whispered apologetically into my ear causing me to shiver."So about that dance?" she restated smiling.

"Yeah let's dance I've missed my dancing partner." She led me onto the dance floor. She pressed into me from behind and we started moving to one of my songs hips don't lie. She turned me around and I gazed into her rare crimson colored eyes and lost myself in them we were leaning in towards each other and we were about to touch.

"Hey look over there its Bella Swan!" somebody yelled. I turned towards the voice. I was forced on stage and everybody looked up expectantly waiting for me to sing.

"Can you play Closer To the Edge?" I asked the band that was already up. They nodded and started the intro.

I don't remember one moment I tried to forget
I lost myself yet I'm better not sad
Now I'm closer to the edge

It was a thousand to one and a million to two
Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you
Closer to the edge

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No, no, no, no

Can you imagine a time when the truth ran free
A birth of a song, a death of a dream
Closer to the edge
This never ending story, hate 4 wheel driving fate
We all fall short of glory, lost in yourself

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No, no, no, no

No, no, no, no (This part I sang loudly with emotions it brought tears to my eyes so many memories with this cult. Nobody can hurt me now)
I will never forget
No, no
I will never regret
No, no
I will live my life
No, no, no, no
I will never forget
No, no
I will never regret
No, no
I will live my life
(I roughly sang with my voice and shouted)

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No, no
No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day, maybe we'll meet again
No, no, no, no

Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
No, no, no, no
Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
No, no, no, no

Closer to the edge

"Thank you everybody! It would be great if you guys would pretend I weren't hear because I wanna have some fun too. Have fun and don't drink and drive!" I ran off the stage and was heading towards my Vicky and was about a meter and a half away from her when somebody tall and soft but hard intercepted my path thus making me crash into them. I looked up into the Yellow orange eyes of Alice. She pressed me into her and started dancing. She put her thigh between my legs while I was willing my thoughts to catch up. Alice thrust her thigh in time with the music and our rhythmic bodies. I was lost in my haze of wanton lust that I ignored a large and hard object poking me. I didn't want to be near her but I was already half drunk. I was then abruptly pulled away from the magical thigh.