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Deceived
Finding the Truth
Previously:
"Rose I got a call from Tasha is it true? You're going to be her guardian?" Christian asked me softly. I gasped but nodded.
Rose's POV
"Yes Christian I had to call her she was the only choice I had of escaping this hell." I explained to him.
"But I thought you hated her?" Christian asked me
"I did but she will give me the freedom I need and I will still be able to guard at the same time. I promise to protect her with all my life like how I would protect Lissa but not anymore." I said still angered that Lissa would come here to tell me that I am a bitch. Sigh.
"I know you will be able to protect her. I want to go with you to Aunt Tasha's but I need to stay here. Something in my gut tells me that if I stay here I don't know but I have to stay. Hey at least she is coming to visit me." He smiled cheekily at me trying to lighten the mood.
"Uh you should give the chokti back." I said suddenly looking at my bed longingly. Christian laughs at me and waves bye before leaving.
I don't even bother with pajamas and just jump into bed. Just as sleep was about to envelope me in its comfortable embrace there is a knock on the door. Groaning I stomped to the door and throwing the door open.
"What!" I barked irritated that I was pulled out of my sleep but who was there shocked me. Dimitri Belikov.
As soon as I saw who was at the door I slam the door close but couldn't cause his foot was blocking my door, ouch the way I slammed it must have hurt but who cares he is being a complete douche to me so I don't give a fuck to his foot.
"If you don't want your foot ripped out of its ankle I would suggest moving your foot so I can close the door on your face." I growled grinding my teeth together.
"Rose why can't you be civilized and let me speak?" He said clearly frustrated with my behavior. Oh go to hell Dimitri I'm frustrated by you ignoring me!
"Being civilized means I have to be nice and quite frankly I'm tired of being nice to YOU. So why don't you get away from me." I said trying not to raise my voice and attract a crowd.
"Rose I know you are mad but I came here to talk about Lissa. Can you please hold your temper more there is no need to call her a bitch and she hasn't lied about any thing? She is Lissa she is innocent. So please stop blaming other people for other people's mistake." He said before turning around and walking away. I stood there shocked what? I never called her a bitch and a liar she was the one who said that to me. Wait so if she told Dimitri that I was the one who called her the bitch and the liar then that means she was lying to him to make him think differently about me. That makes Lissa a liar! And a bitch for framing me. Grrr. What happened to the best friend that I knew?
As I stomped to my bed to get the sleep I really needed I thought. Back in 's all I ever wanted was for me and Dimitri to live happily together guarding Christian and Lissa. But no everything changed because of the attack at Vlad's. If I could turn back time and save everyone from being dragged to the caves maybe all this wouldn't happen. Maybe if I stopped Nathan from biting Dimitri maybe and just maybe Dimitri would still love me and maybe Lissa wouldn't back stab me. As I sighed deeply. I can't wait for Tasha to come so I could get out of this hell hole.
As sleep finally enveloped me in its comforting embrace I started dreaming a beautiful but impossible dream.
"Roza" Someone whispered into my ear huskily. Then I felt arms snake to hug my waist. I looked down and saw huge muscular arms hug me. I turned around it was Dimitri, he was looking at me in awe, lust, love, and so many other emotions that passed by too quickly for me to read.
"I love you Roza" Dimitri said again this time growling playfully. Then I felt little hands tugging on my dress. I looked down but all I saw was this beautiful blue flowing a-line dress. It made me look like an island princess. Then my senses came back.
"Mommy come play with us. I want to play in the water mommy." Said this little boy that looked oddly like Dimitri. From hair to height it was Dimitri. But his eyes were mines. I felt super confused and looked around and the scene changed and I was in a hospital. I was a lot of pain.
"Push Mrs. Belikova one more push and your baby will be out." I was confused again but I followed directions and pushed. I didn't realize it but Dimitri was next to me whispering encouraging words in my ears. Finally the baby was out and before they cleaned my baby girl they let me hold it for a second but a second was like a million days for me. My eyes started to water knowing in reality this would never happen. As I looked at Dimitri the scene changed again.
It was at the park. I was sitting down nest to Dimitri and looking at these two adorable kids. One was a boy that looked about 7 and the other was a girl and looked to be about 4.
"William take care of Darcy. Don't push her too hard on the swings." Dimitri called to the 7 year old boy who's name was William and I am guessing the other little girl was Darcy. All of sudden there was a ringing. I woke up and sat up, as I rubbed sleep out of my eyes the dreams came crashing to me. My eyes started to water for I knew that only existed in my dreams. Dimitri doesn't love me anymore and dhampirs genetically can't make babies.
As I dragged my body in the shower and washed the sleep scent out of myself I took my strawberry scented shampoo and massaged my scalp with the shampoo. After I took a shower I sat down on my bed. Okay I will try to avoid Dimitri and Lissa at all times, if I see them don't do anything rash just ignore them and I will really need food for my aching stomach.
As closed my door, I bumped into someone. Turning around quickly relieved to see a familiar face.
"Hey Rose I knew you would be hungry so c'mon lets go get some food piggy" Christian teased me.
"Piggy? Wow you are getting lamer every second." I retorted back but started walking. My conversations with Christians were always light and I knew that we are joking so I take no offense.
"Ha ha Hathaway" He laughed sarcastically. I grinned at him and stuck out my tongue.
As we neared the food court I started to nervously play with my fingers or tuck a lose strand of hair behind my ear.
"Rose you know you don't have to go in there we could always go to that café that makes good tasting coffee." Christian said trying to make me feel better about going in noticing my fidgeting but something in his eyes told me he was feeling the same thing I was feeling. We could always take the easy way out and never face what hurts us and never get over it or we could go in there with our chins held up high letting them know that were not losing without a fight.
"No we need to face them. They need to know that we are not hurt by their actions." I stated putting my foot down there was no backing out now. This was it. I pushed the door to enter the food court and there behold was a surprise. I gasped.
"What?" I said my face looking shocked at Christian. He too looked surprise.
"ROSE!" someone squealed at me in utter delight.
Yeah I'm truly sorry I wasn't able to update. But here is a chapter I know I promised a longer chapter but I didn't want to keep you waiting so I am very sorry. I want to say thanks to vampzgirl. You are such a big help to me. Thanks.
*Kyra