NeCole's p.o.v.

I was very warm when I woke up. Mmmm I need to get me one of these blankets. I snuggled deeper into the covers only to find out the weren't covers. I opened up my eyes to see just what I was wrapped up in and I was utterly shocked at what I found. There were two big arms wrapped around my eyes followed the arms up from my waist all the way up to a pair of muscled shoulders and finally they landed on a face I didn't know. His eyes were closed and he was breathing silently. He was gorgeous I'll give him that. His brown hair fell slightly onto his forehead, he had amazing jaw structure and lips perfect for kissing. I groaned inwardly, I hoped all I had done was kiss those lips. I tried to remember what happened last night but it was so foggy. The last thing I remembered was dirty dancing with Katelynn then after that I draw a blank. I kept trying to push my mind harder to remember what happened but the farthest I get was dancing with the girls. This was the very reason I don't go to clubs, the very reason I don't drink hard liquor. I drank so much I don't remember leaving the club with the man next to me, hell I don't even remember meeting him period! My leg started to itch so I raised my right foot up to itch and I noticed I felt 'free', very free. I started to panic when I ran my right foot over my left leg. I didn't have any pants on. I sat up slowly, careful not to wake the stranger beside me who's name I did not know, and lifted the covers up and I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw I had an oversized black shirt with a really awesome lion tribal like design but that quickly faded when I realized it wasn't my shirt I was wearing. The shirt made it to the middle of my thighs so anything important was covered up. Not that it mattered I'm pretty sure the man beside me had already seen every inch of me anyway. I eased out of his arms and off of the bed waking him up in the process. He rubbed his eyes and stared at me.

"NeCole you're awake." I nodded.

"Obviously," he sighed and sat up, the sheet covering his lower half.

"Well I think we need to talk," I shook my head and scooped my clothes up in my arms. Oh yes he defiantly had seen every inch of NeCole Steiner that there was to be seen.

"No I think I need to go." He stood up and started walked towards me but I bolted out of his hotel room door and collided into a hard substance. I don't know if I hit a wall or what until I looked up and saw his smiling face. He smiled and leaned down and pulled me up.

"Are you okay?" I turned my head so he wouldn't see the tears rolling down my face. No I'm not okay. I just lost my virginity to a man I didn't even know, a man that won't remember me tomorrow. He reached over and grabbed my face making me face him. He pushed the hair out of my face and stared at me intensely with his deep blue eyes. I lost it I hugged him as the tears rolled down my face. This shows what a mess I am. I'm sitting here in the middle of a hotel hallway in another man's shirt with no panties on crying my eyes out to a complete stranger. The stranger wrapped his arms around me and sat down on the floor bringing me down with him. He gently rubbed his hand up and down my back and just held me as I cried. I don't how long I sat there but after I got every tear out of my body I looked back into those mesmerizing blue eyes.

"You feel better now?" I just nodded. Great add that to my list of things I've majorly screwed up. I just poured my heart out to a complete stranger because I was so upset over what I saw when I woke up.

"Yeah I'm so sorry I'm not usually like this. I've had a real rough night." He chuckled.

"Yeah weren't you with Teddy last night?" I blushed and then pushed myself off the ground.

"Look thanks for the good cry I appreciate it but I got to go." He grabbed my arm before I was able to bolt.

"Hey its okay that kinda thing tends to happen. I'm Cody by the way." I rolled my eyes, silently hoping they wouldn't tear up again.

"Yeah right its every day you lose your virginity to a stranger because your best friends take you out and get you smashed to celebrate landing your dream job. Yeah Cody it happens every day," with that I took off in the opposite direction as fast as I could.

I made my way down to the hotel desk and I smiled sweetly at the receptionist as I sat my things down on a chair in the lobby. I started digging through my purse trying to find my cell phone which after five minutes of endless search I found. I quickly called Jenny and asked her to pick me up at the hotel. I hung up right after that. I sat down in the chair beside the one occupying all my things and instantly got lost in thought. I had worked so hard on staying a virgin because the man I slept with was going to deserve it. I was going to love him more than I've ever loved another. That man would be the one I would end up marrying and have children with but one drunken night had sent my dreams in a whirl wind. I should have celebrated at home I wouldn't have had quite as much 'fun' but I still would have celebrated. Did he wear a condom? Should I go get the 'day after' pill? I was so afraid I didn't know what to say or do. How could I have let this happen? I stared down at my bare feet as if they were the most marvelous things in the room. I'm so disappointed in myself.

Jenny arrived and didn't say a word. She must have known I needed that but I wouldn't voice that thought to her. I didn't even want to hear my own voice I was so disgusted with myself. I just hopped into her Firebird and stared out the window. Jenny was dressed a lot more frumpy then normal. Her black and blonde hair was put up in a bun, she was in loose sweatpants and a hoodie that was four sizes too big. I turned my head and stared back out the window. All I wanted was a shower and a bed when I get home and that's exactly what I did

**sorry its seems cut off the next one will be better. I also apologize about deleting the story and reposting it. I needed to change the summary and I couldn't change it any other way. Anywho hope you enjoy it and review.**