I didn't answer him. Luckily I was doing something my brain was telling me to do. The entire time we danced I was looking at the floor. I didn't want to look at those intense eyes again. I heard him laugh, and I looked up.
I felt a tight gripped clenching around my muscles. No matter how much I tried to pull away, I just couldn't. My eyes wouldn't look away from his. They looked so gentle but there was an unseen force behind them.
I heard glass shattering over by the bridal table. "Jacob are you ok?" Renesmee asked. I was worried I wanted to see if Jacob was ok, but as hard as I tried I couldn't. I wanted to cry but nothing, not a single tear.
Why can't I move? Please let go of me. I pleaded. I tried to get me vocal cords to say it but I could only think it.
"Emerson, that's enough." I heard a voice say next to us. I couldn't turn my eyes to look at them. I felt a cold hand on my shoulder, and then I felt like I was being literally torn away from the stranger. It was extremely painful, but at least I had control over myself again. The cold hand was on my shoulder and I was cradled into someone's side. When I could finally remember how to move my body, I looked up and I glared at the person.
"Come on Edward. It was just a bit of fun." The stranger said.
"Toying with someone's heart is not my idea of fun, Emerson." Edward said pointing over to Jacob. I leaned over to look at him. His hand was bandaged up, and he was glaring at Emerson. Emerson just laughed. Edwards started to turn me and walk me back to my table, but I pushed him away.
"Get away from me you dirty bloodsucker." I said walking back to my table on my own.
I sat down next to Billy and buried my face into my hands. I started crying into them. This was another thing I couldn't control, but at least I wanted to cry. Billy put his arms around me and brought me close to him. He rubbed my arms trying to comfort me. I felt a warm set of arms on my shoulders. One of them had a napkin wrapped around it.
"Sarah are you ok? What happened?" Jacob asked.
I dropped my hands down, and look at Jacob's worried face. I reached out for him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I buried my face into his chest. Jacob gently wrapped his arms around me and let me cry into his chest.
"Jacob I want to go home." I said looking up at him.
"Ok Sarah I'll drive you and Billy home. I'm just going to tell Renesmee you're not feeling good and that I'm taking you home. Ok?" He asked.
I nodded gently. I didn't want to say anymore. I felt bad for doing that to Jacob, but I couldn't control myself. I felt even worse for ruining Renesmee's wedding. It didn't take Jacob long to tell Renesmee. She looked over at me; she gave me an apologetic look and nodded towards Jacob.
***
I sat in between Jacob and Billy in the truck with my knees in my chest. My arms were rested on my knees and my face was buried in my arms. The truck ride home was quiet aside for my sobs and constant apologizes. When we got home I explained everything to Jacob and Billy. I told them I had no control over myself, and that I was in a lot of pain when Edward pulled me away from Emerson.
Jacob was very understanding about it. I give him credit for not yelling at me, because I'm pretty sure if I was him dancing with another girl and looking into her eye intensely I would be yelling at him with no mercy.
That night when I was lying in bed with Jacob, my mind wouldn't stop thinking about Emerson. I couldn't stop. I was so disgusted with myself. I was cradled in Jacob's arms and I was thinking about that creep. I made myself fall asleep, it usually isn't hard all I have to do is listen t Jacob's snoring and I'm out like a lamp.
My dream was very pleasant. I was in my fox form running through a large open field Jacob was running beside me. We were racing to a large boulder in the middle of the field, Jacob won. We were lying next to each other on the cool ground. We were now in our human forms, clothed and everything.
I was sitting in between Jacob's legs. My back was pressed up against his chest. We held hands, and every once in awhile he'd lift my hand up and kiss my fingertips. Jacob and I watched the sunset, several times. It kept rising and setting. Then after it set it never came back up. If it weren't for the twinkling stars we would be sitting in complete darkness.
I went to look up at Jacob so I could kiss his cheek, but when I did Emerson's intense stare was looking down at me. I tried to run away but I couldn't. He leaned close to my face he forced his lips onto mine. I wanted to lift my hand and smack his face, but it hurt when I tried to move my arm.
I shot up from the bed. I was breathing hard, and sweating. Jacob's arm was lying on my lap. I turned around to look down at my mate. I rolled my eyes at him. I didn't even get him to snort. Jacob was still fast asleep. I pulled Jacob's arm off of me, and headed towards the nearly complete bathroom.
Jacob and his pack had been remodeling our home for awhile now. The first thing Jacob started on was build a garage, then and extra bedroom, He just completed extending the kitchen, and now he was almost done with the bathroom.
I turned on the cool water, and wet my burning face with it. "I was just having a bit of fun you know that right?" A voice behind me asked. I looked up at the mirror. Emerson was standing right behind. I closed my eyes before it was too late, but I was too slow. I felt the same clenching grip around my muscles.
My whole body turned around, Emerson smirked. "Isn't easier when you give in?" He asked me. He pressed himself up against me and placed his cold hands on my arms. Slowly he started rubbing them. I shivered at their coldness; well I would have if I could. He leaned in close to my face.
No don't! I screamed. Jacob! Jacob wake up! Get him away from me! I screamed for him.
Emerson pressed his lips against mine. I felt the anger bubble up inside me. My muscles tried to twist and contort, I was trying to change but the clenching grip wouldn't allow it. I was as in so much pain; I thought I was going to pass out.
JACOB WAKE UP AND SAVE ME! I screamed.
The next thing I knew there was shattered glass at my feet. I felt a painful rip in my body, and then I collapsed to the ground. Jacob burst through the bathroom door.
"What the hell are you two doing here?!" He yelled.
