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Disappointment

They finally left the restaurant and headed for the mall. Shaoran was not all to sure why Melin had came back he was sure it was not just to see him. So he decided that later he would ask her but only if they were alone. Finally they had arrived at the mall. It was a huge mall to say the least. There were tons and tons of stores which meant lots of walking and shopping. Both Shaoran and Eriol knew it and realized maybe they should not have suggested going to the mall.

They walked inside and were amazed at the sight of tons and tons of stores. They ran straight for the first store which was a candy shop. Tons and tons of candy jars leaned up against the wall. They all ran up to different jars getting handfuls of candy. They paid for the candy and left with a smile on all their faces.

The girls then decided to go drag Shaoran and Eriol to a girls clothing store. Eriol and Shaoran just sat in a chair at the back. They just sat there eating their candy and trying to relax but it was kind of hard because every minute one of the girls was asking them how something looked on them. Finally after an hour the girls decided to leave. But not before buying a couple bags of clothes for Shaoran and Eriol to carry.

Then Sakura had a great idea. Sakura: Hey let's go to the arcade and play some DDR (dance dance revolution)

All: Yea!!!

So they all ran upstairs to the already overcrowded DDR machine and placed their cards down. They just sat there waiting for their turns. Then Shaoran realized that Melin did not have a partner he decided to ask Sakura to see if she had any ideas for a partner for Melin. Shaoran: Sakura what about Melin who is she gonna go with because it's me and you then Tomoyo and Eriol.

Sakura: Hmm…… we could…….. I dunno maybe it was a bad idea to go play DDR….

Melin heard their conversation and began to tear up she realized she was just getting in the way……just like at home. So she decided to go walk around. She picked up her card and left the DDR machine all by herself. Tomoyo was the only one who noticed though because Sakura and Shaoran were still talking and Eriol was staring at the machine in amazement.

Tomoyo: Hey Shaoran did you just see Melin left… and she looked kinda sad.

Sakura: Huh oh no she must have heard me and Shaoran. We were talking about who she was gonna dance with since well she is kinda the odd person out.

Shaoran: you guys stay here…..umm if I am not back in time it's Sakura and Tomoyo. And Eriol you can do doubles okay….or whatever you guys decide.

Tomoyo; That sounds like a good idea it has been a while since me and you have played against each other Sakura.

Eriol: and I wanna do my freestlye double moves…..oh yeah go Eriol …..go Eriol.(cheering for himself while Sakura and Tomoyo do an anime fall.

Shaoran ran off in search of his cousin. It did not take long for him to find her. She was sitting in the middle of the mall crying. Shaoran ran up to her and asked her what was wrong but she would not give him a straight answer. She just continued to cry repeating to herself that she was just in the way and a big disappointment. Shaoran could not help but to feel bad for her so he decided to pull her close to him and give her a hug. Melin finally decided to tell her cousin what happened and why she was here.

Flashback:

The elders all sat in their chairs just staring at Melin in disappointment. She could tell even her own mother did not say a word to her. Elder: Melin you were suppose to make Shaoran happy and you could not do that now look the Li Clan will no longer have a pure blooded ruler.

Melin: I am sorry…(tearing up)

Elder: We have decided to send you away………you have disgraced us Melin and we are very disappointed in you. But we feel pity on you so we are sending you away but we will continue to aid you financially.

Melin runs away to her room. Pushes her head against her pillow and cries. She was so disappointed in herself she thought about suicide but then looked to her bed side and saw a family picture it was of the whole family, but Melin seemed to be isolated from everyone in the picture….everyone except Shaoran. Shaoran had always been more than her cousin he was her friend. She decided that she would leave willingly and go see Shaoran. So she packed her stuff and without saying good-bye to anyone left. She got a plane ticket to Japan and off she was. She attempted to call Shaoran millions of times at the airport but she could not get a hold of him. So Shaoran's butler had to pick her up. Shaoran's butler invited Melin to stay the night and she agreed it was too late to go out and find a hotel. She walked by Shaoran's room and saw a picture it was of Shaoran and Sakura holding each other in the snow. Tomoyo had snuck up on them and took a picture then later gave it to them as Christmas presents. Melin began to tear up at the sight of this picture. She realized that the elders were right she was a disappointment and a disgrace to the Li clan. She realized that she never could make Shaoran happy like Sakura could. And she was jealous. But not jealous of Sakura and Shaoran. She wanted her own person to love. Her own person to care for her. Someone who would make her happy. Then a thought came into her mind……she did not deserve to find someone who loved her. She ran to her guestroom and began to cry uncontrollably.

End Of Flashback.



Okay it was kinda short but oh well. I hope you guys like it. I know it is kinda depressing. Please remember to review.