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Well here is chapter 2 then.....
disclaimer: Twilight belongs to the wonderful Ms Meyer
Chapter 2
I was anxious to get to school and I was happy to get away from Jake so that I would have a proper chance to think. Jake and I went to different schools, he went to school in La Push on the Reservation and I went to school in Forks.
I left a chaste kiss on Jake's cheek as I ran through the rain to my old Chevy truck.
For once I was actually pleased to be going to school. I needed to talk to Alice and Rose and I hoped that they would be able to help me try to figure out what the dream meant. I also wanted to see Edward and to be able to talk to him as we did every day in biology. I enjoyed biology and I was sure that wasn't because I found Mr Banner that interesting. I knew that Edward was attractive but I wasn't sure if I was attracted to him or if my dream was just my imagination running riot.
I walked toward Edward, Alice and Emmett' silver Volvo desperate to see Alice and I noticed that Rosalie and Jaspers' BMW parked next to it.
Alice wasn't really Edward and Emmett's sister, she was their cousin but her parents died when she was very young and so Esme and Carlisle adopted her and she grew up as their sister. Emmett was in senior year and all of us were in the year below. Rose and Jazz were twins with similar looks but very different personalities. Rose is loud and outgoing and Jazz is quieter and more in tune with peoples emotions. People who didn't know Rosalie would call her a bitch but anyone who does would know that she has a heart of gold and that cold exterior is just to protect herself.
I watched as Rosalie brushed her hair with her finger tips and looked at her stunning model – like figure. Jazz is about 6'2" and Rose id 5'7" but they are both tall, blond and thin.
I looked at his bear-like form and if I didn't know him then I would be scared of him. Everyone who knew him would have just thought that he was a huge teddy bear. I saw Edward's bronze hair shining in the sunlight and tried to forget about my dream.
Emmett wrapped Rosalie into his arms and pulled her into a passionate kiss, they were definitely not afraid of PDA's. Alice and Jasper were an odd couple but they suited each other. Jasper was the only one who could calm Alice down when she got overexcited, which was most of the time. I looked at Alice's small pixie-like form and rolled my eyes, we were all used to Emmett and Rosalie's outbursts of affection by now.
I dragged Rose and Alice towards the English building. As we walked I started to explain my dream to them.
''oh my god'' Alice squealed
''yeah but what does it mean??'' I replied
''I dunno but you should definitely talk to Edward, not about the dream but in general'' Rose replied
I groaned I wasn't sure if I was ready to talk to Edward. I knew that he had feelings for me in the past and I definitely had a crush on him when I first met him but those feelings had died away long ago or at least I thought that they had. I couldn't understand why I was dreaming about him if I didn't have any strong feelings for him. This was all just raising further questions.
At lunch I couldn't concentrate on what anyone was saying to me. The only thing that snapped me out of my daydream was Alice reminding me about her slumber/birthday party this Saturday as I suddenly realised that I still had to get her a present. I also reminded myself that Edward would be there, if I did decide to talk to him I had to be careful what I said because I didn't want to cause any awkwardness between him and I before Alice's party.
I decided to just put all thoughts of Edward aside so that I could focus on what to get alice for her birthday. I realised that I only had 3 days to find something so I came to the conclusion of going shopping on Friday in Port Angeles.
I left the canteen just as the bell rang to signal the start of 5th period I groaned internally at the thought of sitting next to Edward for an hour without thinking about my dream.
''hi'' I said casually as I slid into the seat next to Edward
''hi'' he replied just as casually
I turned toward him to start a new conversation as Mr Banner walked into the room
''attention class, today we will be dissecting frogs as part of our work on the digestive system''
(A/N I have no idea what they would be doing in biology so please bear with me). I groaned as even the sight of blood made me feel nauseous but I knew that I had to pass biology or Charlie would kill me. I went about collecting my board, gloves and scalpel. I was already feeling light headed and there was still no sign of blood.
Mr Banner showed us what to do but I gradually felt worse and worse until I could feel the floor slipping under me. I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist just before I hit the floor they pulled me upright and started to carry me bridal style.
All I can remember is waking up with this amazing smell around me and I nuzzled into the smell I realised that it was a person and as I opened my eyes I realised that it was Edward. I blushed a deep red colour and turned away from him.
''don't'' he whispered ''I like it when you blush''
This only made me even redder and I was glad that there were no mirrors around because I was probably beet red at this point. I realized that we were just outside the nurse's office.
Edward placed me down in the leather bed and I immediately missed the warmth of his body but was also relieved to have some room to breathe and to focus my thoughts. Being around Edward made me struggle to form coherent sentences and I wished that I could focus on what I was doing properly when I was around him but it made my brain go fuzzy and my thoughts went everywhere. I just wanted to get lost in the deep green of his eyes.
I was starting to feel too many conflicting emotions which was making it harder to decide how I felt about anyone and everyone. I was trying to figure out if my feelings toward Edward were worth me and Jake splitting up – I love Jake and I thought that we would be together for a really long time. I even thought that one day Jake and I would get married and have children but I also knew that I couldn't just ignore my feelings for Edward. They were too strong to push away.
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I know that it is quite a short chapter and i'm sorry but i'm struggling to express all Bella's emotions.
I am struggling to decide if I should focus on BPOV or if I should also do EPOV to make it more interesting. Please let me know what you think and please review as this will give me a better idea of what I can do to improve on this story.
I will do my best to update as regularly as possible.
I know that this is an E&B story so I will try to move the story along and keep this story happy and exciting. Even if E&B get together don't expect it to be an easy road to get there.
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