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Chapter 1

I leave the bleachers and walk to where he his and he immediately spots me and starts to run in my direction. He kisses me passionately and spins me around. "We did it babe. We won." He says. I can hear the happiness in his voice, this is his moment. "You did it baby. You won this. This is your day." I said burying my face in his shoulder. "I love you. This is for us too." He said smiling down at me and caressing my face. "I love you too. Can we talk… after you're done here?" His face changed expressions quickly; he must have seen my tension. "What is it?" He said looking worried. I shook my head, trying to look okay. "It's just something I have to talk to you, it can wait, don't stress okay? This is your day babe." I finished saying when his parents showed up. "Son, I'm so proud of you. You did amazing on the field." Jasper released me, leaving me to feel a little more far away and empty, to hug his dad. "Thanks dad. I feel amazing." He said and smiled. Jasper's mom was eyeing me curiously. I can understand why. Usually I would match his mood or be worst. I got a long with his parents' just fine. They were always nice to me and welcomed me to their home each time I went there. She soon looked away and hugged her son tightly and I saw tears in her eyes. The proud seeping through them. This is why I can't ruin his life, not now. "You're getting the scholarship baby, I just know it." She said and hugged her son again. Coach called him and he left us three alone to go celebrate with his teammates. "Is everything alright Alice honey?" Mrs. Hale asked petting my arms smoothly. "Everything is perfect. He has a brilliant future ahead of him." I said smiling weakly. "He does. We're so proud of him." Mr. Hale said and hugged his wife. After we said our goodbyes I went to wait in my car. Turning on the radio, of course it had to be playing a sad song. I was trying to control my tears when I saw him. I got out of the car and he smiled widely. "Hey babe. Did my parents leave already?" I just nodded, not trusting my voice. He furrowed his brows and dropped his bag. "Alice, what's wrong? And don't tell me anything because I can see that you're not okay." He said and holds my face in his hands. "Can we not talk on a parking lot?" I don't want this to be the last place you'll see me. I thought making my breathing heavy. He nodded and I drove us to his place. When I parked in front of his house he turned to me. "Spill it Alice." He said growing more nervous. "Something happened… and I'm… I'm leaving." I said, trying to hold back my tears. He looked shocked and hurt at the same time. "What happened?" He asked reaching for my hand. This was it. I knew this would be the last time I would see him. The last time I would feel his love. "I found yesterday that I'm 3 weeks pregnant." I said coldly. Thinking if I didn't allow myself to feel it, it wouldn't hurt so much. His face was a mix of emotions but mostly fear. I didn't see disgust or anger but I saw confusion. "I won't, we won't stand in the way of your future… of your dream. I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm going to Washington. I have family there, my uncle is a doctor, and he'll treat me." I said, trying to make him to speak or react anything, but he didn't move. He was in shock. Tears started to fall from my eyes and my body shook with the violence of the tears. This was it. That moment when he'll stop loving me and my world will fall apart. You still have the baby Alice. It will always be a part of him. Think of the baby. My conscious echoed in my head. He still wasn't moving. I cleaned my face and ran out of the car and towards my house. I didn't care about the car, I didn't need it anymore, it was my parents anyways. Parents that kicked me out of the house. "Alice." I heard him shouting, but I kept running. I couldn't do this to him. I must be happy without me, even if that breaks my heart.

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