Its like i was never there

by Black-Raven56

Takes place during new moon. after edward leaves Bella. They go through the months regreting. and slowly bella is looking her sanity...possible changes later rated t for later chapers

2. jacob

Ok time for chapter to thank you to those who reviewed. Im open to any suggestions. Thanks for reading.

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Chapter 2

: BPOV:

Maybe I was going insane. I was pushing my old rusty red truck to the max of its speed limits. Not nearly as dangerous as a Volvo speeding down a curvy road hitting a new record of 120 miles per hour. I felt like being reckless. I felt the need to do something stupid. The hole inside my chest was throbbing with pain and my breath hitched. But I wouldn't stop. Where was I going? I hadn't the slightest idea. But I knew that I needed to get there soon.

: JPOV:

I hadn't expected to see her. It was a complete surprise but I was happy now the less. Bella Swan's truck pulled onto the dirt road and parked in the space down near first beach. I went you to great her. She was a lot smaller then I remembered, and her skin if possible was even paler then before. If I didn't know any better I say she was one of those bloodsuckers. But her scent was still the same, strong and beautiful.

"Bella!" I sounded surprised and joied at the same time. "What are you doing here, it's quite unexpected."

She gave me a half smile. I saw her wince, as if the small action hurt her horribly.

"Hello Jake." Her voice sounded so stranded as if it hadn't been used in a long time. And for all I knew it probly hadn't been.

"I can because….well im not really sure what I doing here. I just felt like I needed to be someplace other then home."

I smiled some what smypothicly. I know what she was going through. Ever since that venom, that bloodsucker had left. She was nothing but a hollow shell. Charlie talked to bill about it a lot over the phone. He was worried about her. Enough to consider the opposition of sending her to a specialist.

Bill always told him against it. She didn't need to go there. Not just yet anyway. But that's what I was here for. I placed my arm around her and pulled her close into a warm embrace. My body heat was hot enough to withstand winters coldest snows. She was surprised but after some time, she sank into my warmth and wept. I held her tighter, calming her with a gently swaying motion, and stroking her hair.

"Shh, Bells, it's alright im here for you." I pulled her towards the house, to get her out of the cold chilly air and to get what she was thinking off her mind.