A/N: Chapter 2 is here, and it maybe a bit longer than I expect before, but I will try my best to update it.
Disclaimer: I didn't own the Character and the Story of Dadada, but the plot was mine.
Summary: She had to choice, she loves him, still loves him, even he was not here her when she need someone beside her the most; and he, he promised that he will give all the best to her, he was here to support her, to give her the strength to live, and no one can find a reason to reject her. Right after everyone gave up, he appeared suddenly, and who will she choice? The one she loves? Or the one loves her so much?
"Miyu, take care of yourself okay? I am sorry that I can't take care of you anymore, find someone who deserves you, and have a happy future with him, okay?" Kanata cupped her cheeks and said, and his movement was so gentle.
On the other hands, Miyu just grabbed Kanata's arm tight, she didn't want to let go, the tears ran out, and she didn't know why he decided to leave her suddenly.
"I have to go now; remember to live well, okay?" Right after he said the last words, he vanished in the air.
"Kanata…"Miyu murmured, and didn't believe that what she saw. "Kanata!" she shouted and the tears rolled down on the cheeks unstoppable…
"Kanata!" Miyu woke up and screamed, and noticed that it was just a dream, slowly touched the wet cheeks, she could still feel the tears, and the painful in her heart.
And since it was weekend so she didn't have to go to school today, oh yeah, she was a kindergarten teacher.
She walked toward his desk, and pull out the velvet box inside the drawer, a beautiful diamond ring popped, what she remembered was the day he left for the service in Africa… and it was one of the most heartache days in her life.
FLASHBACK
Airport was the place that full of farewell and re-meet, someone left but someone arrived, it was not that she hated this place, but it made her sick, really sick. She walked with Kanata who was holding a luggage, but she looked pale and silence, didn't like before that talked a lot.
Kanata noticed that on the way, and he concerned her a lot too, but it was his dream, he was a kind heart doctor; he wanted to help the people that in the poor regions, so that he decided to join the volunteer organization after he graduated the Master Degree, to help the poor people around the world.
"Miyu, are you okay?" Kanata asked while he couldn't bear the silence of Miyu, she was the one he considered a lot, but she just supported him right after he told the decision to her, and didn't disagree it. "If you don't want me to go, I can stay here with you."
He knew that he couldn't be selfish; he just wanted her to have all the happiness, so if she just told him that to stay, he would stay for her.
"I understand you," Miyu said, and she forced a smile toward him. "It's your dream, your mission, if you want to go, just go ahead, I will be here to wait for you, to support you." Miyu add, even the tears blurred her vision.
He knew that she hated to be alone, and she just let him go to another place for 1 to 2 years, she had never consider about her feeling, and just to fulfilled his dream, no matter that she got hurt, or she missed him a lot.
Looking at the girl, who hadn't said anything about his leave, and just supported, Kanata sighed, he didn't want the things being like this. But he felt a bit relax since she understood him.
Slowly grabbed the purple velvet box inside his pocket of jacket, and gave it to Miyu. Miyu got the box with her tremble hands, and open it, a heart sharp diamond ring appeared in her vision, she looked at Kanata with an unbelievable eyes. When did he buy this? Miyu thought in her mind. And Kanata just smiled while noticed her reaction, he put out the ring, and helped her to wear in on her middle finger.
"Miyu, right after this service, I will come back, and let's get marry, okay?" Kanata said with a sweet and tender voice, he held Miyu's hand tightly.
Staring at Kanata, Miyu hadn't imagined that he would do something sweet and romantic like this, the tears started to roll down on her cheeks, but it was wiped away by his hand. Miyu grabbed his wrist, and put his hand on her right cheek, to feel his warmth and love. She didn't say anything but just nodded, that means she accepted the purpose. And she knew that he wanted her to know that he wouldn't want her to be leaving alone.
Without any doubt, he pull her more tightly in his embrace, than his lowered his head, to let his lips met hers, their lips entangled, danced with each other. And they kissed each other just like there was no tomorrow… it was sweet, but more that was missing…
Finally they broke the kisses, after they heard the announcement of Kanata's flight, his finger traced on her cheekbone, and he fixed her bangs, also slowly wiped away her tears on the processes.
"Take care of yourself, and help me to look after my Oyaji, okay?" Kanata said gently, and Miyu just nodded, but her eyes still set on his eyes, and didn't want to leave his stared.
He had to go finally, the plane was far away, and she left the airport, looked at the ring in her middle finger, she looked toward the day he came back, and they were going to marry if he back to Japan.
Flashback end
But he broke the promise, it was not that he wanted to… it had been five years and he hadn't come back yet, there was no good news or bad news about him, he seemed disappear in the world. She lowered her head again, and let the tears rolled down on his desk, and she remembered the day when she got the new, the new that shocked her, Hosho and the gangs very much.
Flashback
After he left, she became a kindergarten teacher near his town, she loved kids very much; also she could take care of Hosho more comfortable that she worked in his nearby town.
But the new was so sudden for her, and she couldn't forget that the day she watched the TV news in her lunch time.
"There was a riot happened in Tripoli, and the people detonated the bombs, there was many people got hurt, also there were some volunteer organizations in Japan are going there for the service, some volunteers hurt by the riot, if there are any further news about the situation of the volunteer in our country, we will report it, here is the report of Japan TV news…" The report said that.
"Cling…" Miyu dropped her cup in the rest room, Tripoli…she remembered the last news she got from him and the organization, they were in the Tripoli, it was a possibility that he was there, also there was a possibility that he got hurt too...with a lot of concern about him, she phoned him, but failed, all he could hear was just some "beeping", then linked to his voice box…
No, it can't be, he promised me, so that he will be come back. She thought in her mind, she still had the hope, so that she waited for his news, but one day, two days…five days were past, she still couldn't contact him, also the Japan government sent the people for the searching mission, but still didn't have any news, she phoned to the volunteer origination, but they just replied that they had tried their best for the searching and rescuing…it might be…
She couldn't believe that was the truth – he lost contact, and just disappeared in the world right after the riot…
Flashback end
The gangs was with her during that time, they let her to accept the truth that he might be dead, and she moved back to her town, she couldn't bear the heartache anymore, she moved back to her town to have another life, she couldn't live in the place that she shared a lot of memory with him.
"Please…tell me that you are alive…" Miyu stared at the ring and murmured, and she put back the ring inside the tray.
"Ringgggggg!" the phone rang insanely that woke Miyu up from her memory, she looked at the caller ID, and it was Hayate. She put the phone on.
"Hallo…"
"Miyu, where are you? Why didn't you call me yesterday?" Hayate said, and she could hear that there was concern in his voice. She frowned a little, she didn't go home yesterday, so that she didn't phone him, also she forgot to phone him…
"Hayate, I am sorry, I didn't phone you because I am too tired, and also I slept over in a friend of my parents' house so that I didn't go home too…" Miyu explained, it was true that Hosho was Miki and Yuus' friend, but she hid something too, that Hosho was the father of the one she loves…she didn't mention about Kanata…And Hayate, he knew that he was never in the first place, he knew that she loves someone else… "I will be right back now, by the train." Miyu added, and then she stood up, ready for packing, but she knew that before she leaves, she needed to say goodbye to Hosho too.
"I pick you up okay?" Hayate said, and he still concerned about Miyu, so that he wanted to meet her in the train station. "We can discuss about the arrangement of our wedding at the café that near the train station too." Hayate added, and he didn't forget to remind Miyu that they were going to marry, his statement means that she should forget the past, and just marry him.
With a frown, she knew that Hayate was too much worried about her and cared of her, she knew that she couldn't go back to the time to reject me right now, she thought that Hayate was just worried about their marriage, so that she didn't doubt about his words.
"I will phone you right after I arrived…" Miyu let out a sigh and said, also she knew that she couldn't avoid the marriage; she should face her future. She walked toward the main hall, and saw that Hosho was doing the morning spell.
Noticed that there was someone outside the door, Hosho stopped his tracks and looked at the girl.
"Uncle, I have to go now, Hayate is waiting for me…" Miyu said, and she had already packed the things.
Knowing that guy was Miyu's fiancé, he met Hayate; in the funeral of Yuu and Miki…he was the son of the Miki's colleagues, also he was a potential doctor…
"Miyu, maybe it's the fate, you should face the fate that he was the one for you…" Hosho said, and patted on Miyu's head, right after Yuu and Miki gone, he was just like a father to her.
Miyu couldn't say anything more, she just nodded, even she still have the hope that he would appear just before their wedding, so that she could give up everything and run to him. She knew that Hayate was too good to her, and no one could find a reason that she had to reject him, but she still loves Kanata, how comes she could…
Finally she left there, and she knew that she wouldn't have too much chance to come back again. She got on the train and went toward her town, she had to discuss the arrangement again, and even the man she was going to marry wasn't the one she truly loves…
He sat on the chair, and took a sip of Latte, waiting for the girl he loved all his might and he couldn't forget the day he first met her… it was his fateful day...
Flashback
He went to the roof to take some breathe, he thought that he was failed as a doctor as he couldn't save his father's friends life, the surgery was unsuccessful…he could imagine how their precious daughter sad to take the news, even he couldn't see it.
But then, he saw an angel, who was with long blonde hair, was standing on the root, and she was about to walk toward the side, knowing too much what she wanted to do, and he was unable to see another life die before his eyes, he ran toward her and pulled her close to him, and they both sat on the floor.
"Please let me die, I don't want to live anymore…" he could hear her voice that was tremble, and she looked devastate, "Everyone left me, papa…mama…" she cried loudly, and tried to struggle out Hayate's embrace, she lost all her hope, and she just felt that she was lonely, and the feeling of being lonely was so unbearable for her.
"No, you are not alone, you still have friends." Hayate whispered beside her ears, and pulled her closer in to his embrace. "You have a lot of reason to live, also no one want to see you being like this."
She couldn't move, and she just let the tears rolled down, she dropped on the floor, knelt down on the ground and sobbed, with her hands cover her mouth, and Hayate just sat beside her, and waited her to stop crying, and slowly pated her shoulder to comfort her, to calm her…
"Thank you…"She whipped her swollen eyes and said after she calmed herself down, then she was about to stand up.
"Where are you going?" Hayate said, even she calmed herself down, it didn't assure that she wouldn't suicide anymore.
"Going home." She said in her lower voice.
"I company you!" Hayate said, and he helped her to stand up, and gave her his jacket. And she just used her emerald eyes to look at him with question. And he sighed. "It's getting cold tonight, and you should keep warm." Then she put the jacket on, and then walked with Hayate.
On the way to her home was silence, he didn't dare to ask one word, it seemed that if he ask, her emotion would be worst, so that he thought that keeping silence was a good way.
Then she stopped in a house that with blue roof, he looked at the doorplate, he was too well to know the surname…...
"So you are Kouzuki?" Hayate said. And that made the blonde looked back to him. Maybe she was too shocked about why the guy knew her. "I am the son of your parent's colleague, and I am the doctor to be in charge of the surgery of the Kouzuki's.
"Oh…" That what she could respond, but then she looked up to Hayate. "I am Miyu, Kouzuki Miyu." She provided her hand to handshake, and he followed it.
"Sagawa Hayate." He said with a smile. And noticed that her hand was cold as ice, he looked at her. "It's better that you go in the house, it really cold outside." He reminded her to back to the house, then she nodded ant walked toward the entrance of her house.
Seeing that she backed her home safety, Hayate sighed with relief, and he rested his hands on his pants pockets and left the house.
"Miyu…I'll remember you." He said with a smile…
Flashback end
Hayate smile and looked at the girl, who was walked in to the café slowly, he stood up and pulled the chair, waiting her to come to him, she seemed a bit fine, and he hoped that the marriage would be end up with happy… he didn't want everything be ruin…
A/N:
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Kitty