AN: So this is chapter 2. I feel like this should be said before someone asks me any questions. Basically this story is following Deidara's and Itachi's relationship all the way throughout the end of A reason for the Future. So chapter wise...We're looking at about 10 or 12 chapters; 15 max. Again I don't own Naruto, there will be yaoi in this and also mentions of rape...you'll see. Anyways I hope you guys enjoy.

The second time he visited...I thought my world was going to fall apart.

It had been around a month and a half since Itachi had last visited, I was anxious about his answer but I had other shit to deal with. It was Friday night and my day couldn't have been any worse. Due to Sasuke being off I had to take all of his customers, which were mostly S&M guys, and one of my own that I fucking despised. See, around the house it is very rare that a woman comes through since this is a gay whore-house but once in a while one will come through.

When she walked into the main room to ask Shikamaru for a "man"-that's how you know she's out of place since most of our customers refer to us as "boy"- for an hour. Shikamaru tried to explain to her that this was a gay whore-house and that none of us would take her as a client. She just smiled at him and explained to him that it was a little fantasy of hers to force a gay guy to fuck her. As weird as it sounded, she was offering to pay double for whomever would take her. Shikamaru had asked me and I had no real choice to agree since I could tell by the demented glint in her eyes that she was going to be a handful.

She, indeed, was a handful. She ended up tying me down with a vibrator shoved up my ass while she rode me relentlessly. If it wasn't for the fact that the vibrator was pressed against my prostate, I doubt I would have been able to remain hard for the entire time. She also got her kicks by slapping me around and saying that she was going to 'turn' me. When the woman left and I went back to my room, I was only able to stay sane by reminding myself that it was all a woman's fantasy and meant nothing. Sadly, this didn't help the memories that came flooding back...

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"You're trash. Nothing but filthy faggot trash! How dare you bring such filth into my house you queer!"

A slap was delivered to my face. I was knocked back onto my bed where a Play Girlmagazine sat. It was opened to a page filled with various naked men. I looked up to my foster mother and said, "P-please stop! I'm sorry I won't do it again, un!"

My foster mother gave me a nefarious smile and said, "Oh I know you won't because I'm going to teach you to like women!"

She was on me in a moment, right away she yanked my pants down and busied herself with touching my limp dick. My body naturally reacted and I got hard. I whimpered and said, "Stop! I don't want this!"

She snarled at me while she straddled my waist and hiked up her skirt. When she forced me inside of her she said, "I don't care what you want, fag! There's no room in this world for people like you! I'm going to make you learn to like this!"

She continued to rape me for hours. If I tried to struggle she would beat me and threaten to kick me out of her house. I just laid there and took it...This wasn't the first time a woman has done this to me and I doubt it would be the last...

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I snapped out of the memory, feeling sick to my stomach, I made my way to my bathroom and just laid on the floor. I closed my eyes tightly and tried to fight the feeling of nausea but I couldn't. I emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet and sat back. Slowly, I manged to clean up and make my way out of my room and into Naruto's office. I knocked on the door before making my way into the small room. He looked up me in surprise and said, "W-What can I help you with Dei?"

While he looked somewhat calm and composed I could see the signs that Sasuke was in the room. The main one was that part of a foot was sticking out from underneath Naruto's desk, the other one was the blush that was spread across Naruto's tan face. I just sighed heavily and said, "Daddy, may I please have tomorrow off. I've had a very long and hard day since I had to take all of Sasuke's clients, and I just dealt with a very demented woman, un. I'm worn out and I don't think I'll be much use tomorrow."

He chewed his lip in thought before pulling out a schedule from his stack of papers on his desk. He skimmed it over before saying, "Yeah that's no problem. I mean you have one scheduled for Monday but if you really need it we can switch you around."

I gave him a grateful smile, "That would be very much appreciated. Thank you, un."

He gave me a "You're welcome" and I left the office. I went back to my room and laid down. I could feel exhaustion weighing heavily in my body. I just sighed to myself as I slowly drifted to sleep, maybe tomorrow would be better...

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Thankfully tomorrow was better...Until later in the evening. I decided to go out for a drink by myself. The awful memories of my various foster mothers wouldn't leave me alone and I needed a way to cope.

I had been in the run down bar for around three hours or so. I drank while listening to random people chat about their so called 'horrible lives'. Before I knew it, it was almost midnight. I groaned as I finally stood up from my seat and would have fallen if someone hadn't caught me. I said to the stranger, "Thanks, bud, un."

I heard a deep chuckle, then a voice said, "Anytime Deidara."

I recognized the voice right away. It was Itachi. I looked up at him and a smile immediately spread across my face, "Itachi! It's so good to see you again!"

I hugged him tight, which he responded to, when I pulled away I said, "What brings you to this shit-hole, un?"

He smiled, "I come here sometimes to catch up with my informants that frequent here. What about you?"

I frowned and looked away from him, "I had a bad day yesterday and I just want to forget it..."

A frown marred his face, "Do you want to talk about it?"

I shook my head and took a deep breath, prying myself from his arms I said, "No. I need to get going anyways, I have work in the morning, un."

I started to walk away from him, even though I didn't want to but he grabbed my hand and said, "Wait."

I looked back at him, his eyes were shining with some weird mixture of pain and lust. I sighed, "Yes? Please make it quick Itachi. I'm very drunk and Daddy will probably kick my ass if I'm not home soon, un."

He took a deep breath and pressed close against me, then said, "I want you again. I...I can't stop thinking about you and it's driving me crazy. Please."

I chewed at my lip in thought. I wanted him too, so bad but the horrible memories. Could I really overcome them by having sex with him? Maybe it was the alcohol that made me decide to nod my head yes, but I did. He pecked my lips and said, "Can we go back to my place? It's not horribly far from here and like you said, you're drunk. I don't think you could sneak me in the house."

I gave him a nod, then this popped into my head, "You don't feel bad about taking a drunken whore back to your place?"

He laughed loudly, "No, I'm a little tipsy myself so what the hell."

With that we left. The next few hours were spent tangled in his sheets, sadly what shattered my world was the aftermath of our reunion...

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I returned to the house around six in the morning. Thankfully, I was more sober but very sore. Turns out while Sasuke is a masochist his brother is a sadist. I was covered in scratches and bite-marks from my shoulders down. When I came through the door I saw Haku in the main room. More than likely he was waiting for Zabuza, his Sunday only client. I gave him a small wave before heading to my room. I only made it halfway before he called out, "Deidara wait!"

I made my way back to him and said, "What do you want Haku, un?"

He gave me a polite smile, "Daddy wants to see you. He's been in his office since five and wanted me to send you in upon your return."

I groaned to myself, just what I fucking need. I gave him a nod and went to Naruto's office. I knocked on the door before entering. A very pissed off looking Naruto was staring at me. I closed the door and said, "You wanted to see me Daddy?"

He all but growled out, "Sit down Deidara."

I gulped, I've heard that tone before and very few good things ever come from it. I sat down and said, "Is there a problem Daddy?"

He narrowed his eyes at me, "There's a few. The first one is why the hell are you coming home so late? You've been gone since eight last night and you're now coming in. I tried to text and call you but Shikamaru found out you left your phone here. Care to explain."

I could tell from his tone that he wasn't asking a question, as calmly as I could, I said, "I was at a bar. Friday was a very bad day for me that triggered some unpleasant memories, un. I just wanted to forget them for a little while by drinking them away."

He growled lowly in his throat, "Ok, I can buy that bit because you reek of booze but you also smell like sex. Explain that."

Shit! My eyes widen as I grasped for an answer. When I didn't speak up he said, "You know, before I took over Orochimaru told me you were always a handful and when we worked together you were always sneaking around. No one ever seemed to know what you were up to. So tell me the truth, are you taking clients outside of this house?"

I laughed, not out of humor, but fear. I smiled at him, "Daddy you know I would never do that, un! What would give you that idea?"

His eyes glinted with rage, "Because of that huge bite-mark on your left shoulder. That's why."

I immediately covered it up. Think Deidara think! I just gave another smile, "That's from the crazy bitch I had Friday night. She really wanted to cause me pain."

He just stared at me for a long moment. I did my best to keep a straight face but I feared that I failed. He just stood up and said, "Until I say otherwise, you're under house-arrest. If you so much as go into the alley to smoke a cigarette I'm kicking you out, and I will be watching. You've been acting weird for the last month or so and I don't like it. I don't want to do this Deidara but I'm not sure I can trust you right now."

I felt dread hit me like a truck. How could he do this! I won't be able to see Itachi, I'm trapped...Just like all those years ago. Memories started to flood back. It was over-whelming. I did my best not to cry but the tears found a way. I choked out, "Daddy, p-please don't do this, un. You can trust me I promise! Don't do this to me!"

He gave an uncharacteristic smirk and said, "If you have nothing to hide then this won't hurt you much. I'll lift the house-arrest soon but until then deal with it."

He left me in his office. I just sat in my seat and cried, for some reason I couldn't help but think of Itachi and only him. I sobbed as one memory came back from tonight...

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We had just finished making love. I was sitting up smoking as he got settled down. I looked down at him as I blew my smoke out and said, "That was amazing Itachi, I didn't know you were so aggressive."

He chuckled, "I've done some research on this since I was so ignorant last time. I wanted to make sure you felt just as good as I did."

I gave him a nod and took another drag. We just laid there in silence until he broke it by saying, "By the way...I made a decision..."

I felt my eyes go wide. After putting out my cigarette I said, "And, un?"

He smiled at me, "I think it would be good for me if we started seeing each other...You know outside of the whore-house or random bar hookups."

Hope swelled within my chest. All I could say was, "You know that I would still have to take clients right?"

He sighed and his smile dropped. I was scared for a moment, but then he said, "Yeah, I know. I'm okay with it though. Well, okay is subjective at this point. More like I can deal with it as long as you're still safe. As long as I'm the one you think about at night I'm okay with it."

My eyes teared up. I tackled him and kissed him passionately. When we parted I said, "Thank you Itachi. I know this may seem rushed and everything but I have a very good feeling about this..."

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I wanted to scream but I knew that everyone would wake up if I did. I just made my way back to my room. Haku tried to speak to me but I ignored him. When I got there I closed the door and locked it. I let out a small cry of frustration and slammed my fist into my leg. How could he be such a bastard! Naruto is never like this. Something was up. As I laid down in bed my only thought as I drifted off was how am I going to see Itachi again and if I could break out of yet another prison...

The third time he visited...I was scared.

So that's chapter two. And I am so so so so soooooooo sorry that I haven't updated in a while. Finals, personal life, and many other things got in the way. Please read and review and many thanks to Mrs. Padfoot x for betaing this!

Mrs. Padfoot x would also like to apologise for the lateness in her betaing. She had no internet over christmas and is sorry for the inconvenience.