I lift myself up and see Castiel standing there, worried.
I am use to suffering through a night alone.
Fighting every part of myself that yearned for his touch.
But my Castiel was here now so I went to him.
His presence was more than anything I ever deserved.
All his concern was for me and we were alone.
Castiel didn't even ask anything.
He just held me.
"I need you." I murmured wanting to make an effort, especially now that I have him.
"I'm here Dean." Cas said.
With a tender, patient, kiss I allowed Cas to save me.