Hi guys so I got a couple of reviews that said that I should continue on with this story. I haven't updated it yet because I was a little skeptical about starting a new story when I already have an unfinished one but, I decided that this won't really be a story, only a couple of chapters. So anyway here is chapter 2 for love me back...hope you guys like it. I don't own any of these characters.
Jane had still been in a coma for the last week, the doctors said that she was making progress now and if she kept going in the direction she was going then she would wake up soon enough. If Maura wasn't at work or at home feeding Bass, she was at the hospital talking to Jane, making sure she got everything she needed, and making sure that she felt loved. Maura was still a little upset with Korsak and the rest of Jane's family, but with Jane's life hanging in the balance she realized that she didn't have time to be upset with them, they are here for Jane just as well as she is and that was the most important thing right now.
It was now Friday, after work Maura went home and made sure Bass had food and then packed an over night bag so she could go to the hospital and stay with Jane for her weekend off. When Maura made it down the hall from Jane's room she heard a lot of yelling, she had tried to hear what the voice's were saying but she couldn't make it out, but then she realized something that made her sprint to get to Jane's door. She recognized the 2 voices, one of them sounded like Jane's doctor who just kept yelling no, and the other sounded like Jane. Maura couldn't really be sure because the voice sounded dry and on the verge of tears. But then she heard the voice say "please just release me before anyone comes, I can't deal with them right now, I promise to take it easy" and that's when Maura knew it was Jane. Maura didn't want to hear anymore as she pushed Jane's door open and saw Jane trying to sit up and plea with her doctor, who wasn't having any of it. They didn't seem to notice her as the doctor kept on talking. "NO Jane, I'm sorry but you just woke up from a coma not even an hour ago, you can't really expect me to release you. "UGHH" Jane shouted as she clenched her fist open and close in frustration. Maura decided she needed to step in before Jane decided to physically harm this man. "Jane" Maura interrupted softly. Jane turned her head to look at her so fast that Maura thought she might have hurt herself. "What are you doing here" Jane asked her with venom in her voice. Maura turned towards the doctor and said "could you give us a minute", but as the doctor got ready to leave the room Jane held up her hand and stopped him "He isn't going anywhere because I have nothing to say to you" Jane told Maura. Maura opened her mouth to speak but Jane held up her hand, effectively stopping her from speaking. Jane turned back towards the doctor, "Could you get me the release form so I can sign myself out of here" Jane asked him. The doctor opened his mouth to once again deny Jane but Maura stopped him. "Jane you can't leave, you're body isn't ready and even if it was you would need someone to stay with you and take care of you at least a week after being released from the hospital" Maura told her, turning into Dr. Isles. Jane once again turned a looked at Maura "well I'm not staying here and no one will stay with me, huh I wonder why that is" Jane said with sarcasm in her tone. "Jane" Maura said knowing exactly where Jane was going with this "Ohhhh I know why, because they all HATE ME" Jane yelled. "No one hates you, stop being so dramatic all the time" Maura told her starting to get annoyed with Jane's behavior.
You may come home with me, or I could stay at your place if that makes you more comfortable. Maura told her completely forgetting that Jane no longer had a home here in Boston due to her move to Chicago.
Before Jane could answer Korsak walked into the room with a shocked look on his face. "I knew you were upset, but to not even call us when she was awake is pretty low Dr. Isles" Korsak said to Maura after getting over the initial shock that was there. "Oh don't come in here giving an ultimatum, I didn't have time to call you I just got here" Maura said with anger in her voice.
"Yeah, don't come in here yelling at her. Why are you even here, need to finish me off. Where is your back-up I'm sure they have something to say too" Jane finished getting really annoyed with the people in her room. She looked over at Maura and saw her smiling at her.
"Jane look I know you are upset with us but I want to apologize, I shouldn't have yelled at you and then stormed out, I should have stayed and heard what you say" Korsak told her really wanting his friend back but korsak knew that it wasn't going to be easy with Jane.
"Oh please I don't want you half assed apology or your pity, you are only saying that because I was shot. If you had really meant that then you would have said it before all this happened. I don't need you feeling sorry for me.
"You're right Jane, I probably wouldn't be here saying this if you hadn't been shot but I really do mean every word. The shooting just made me realize that life is to short to be mad at someone you love, no matter how bad they hurt you, and I don't want you to be mad at Maura she didn't have anything to do with us, we begged and pleaded, hell we even yelled at her to bring you back here but it just didn't go down how it was suppose to and for that I am truly sorry, I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me because lord knows I had to dig deep in mine to forgive you" and with that Korsak walked out of the hospital room with his phone in hand to let the others know that Jane was awake and okay.
"Thank you for defending me Jane and not that I'm not grateful but why did you do it I thought you were mad at me" Maura asked her.
"I may be mad at you but I know what you deserve and what you don't deserve and I know you didn't deserve that and I also know that you don't deserve what I have been giving you lately, from leaving you to move to Chicago because I was afraid to leaving you in a parking lot crying because I was angry. I knew in the back of my head that you had nothing to do with that but with everyone so upset with me I needed someone to be upset with and you were there as a decoy and you don't deserve that. I am so sorry Maura and I would completely understand if you don't forgive me but I just need you to know that I am sorry and that I want you, I want everything with you". Jane finished with tears in her eyes. She knew that she had treated Maura like shit and she was afraid that she would loose her.
"Oh Jane of course I forgive you, I know that your family means everything to you and seeing them so upset with you was hard for you and I am so glad you said those things because I feel exactly the same way and I was so afraid that I would never be able to do this again" and with that Maura leaned down to where Jane was sitting on the bed and kissed her, Jane wanted to put everything that she felt for Maura into that one kiss but they were interrupted when Jane's family and frost walked down. Everything got quiet and awkward. Angela was the first one to break the silence as she wrapped her arms around her daughter and started crying "Oh Jane I am so sorry, I love you so much and I can't stand the thought that you could have died out there doubting even for a second that I didn't love you, god I love you so much Jane and you scared the crap out of me" Angela finished letting go of her daughter and wiping her tears. "I Know that you love me ma and I never doubted that, what I doubted was you loyalty ma. I am your daughter ma, your only daughter. I wondered what happened to that saying you use to tell us when we were kids, how blood is thicker than water, well I'm blood and Korsak is water" Jane said as her mother let go of her.
"OH Jane-" Angela started but was interrupted by Jane. "Look ma, I'm tired and I just want to go home, can we talk about this another time. You know when I don't have a bullet hole and a headache" Jane said as she got off the hospital bed. "Sure honey" Angela sighed in defeat. Angela prepared to walk out the door ushering Frankie and Frost out with her. "we'll talk soon honey" Angela said before finally disappearing.
"Can you take me home now Maura"
"Sure Jane, just let me get the release forms for you to sign. When Maura returned Jane had already changed from the hospital gown to regular clothes and had her coat beside her, Maura laughed a little at Jane's eagerness to leave the hospital. "Jane why didn't you wait until I got back to change, I know your in pain. Maura told her with a fake disappointed face. "It didn't hurt too much Maura, I'm just ready to get out of here. Jane signed the papers and only made a little fuss about the wheel chair they had brought up for her to ride in.
As Maura and Jane waited in front of the hospital for the cab Jane reached her hand out to grab Maura's. " I love you so much Maura and sometimes it scares me just how much I can love another human being but I don't want to run anymore Maura. I don't want to be scared and afraid, I am tired of it. And when you trust me enough I want it all with you. Marriage, house, kids, I want it all Maura. I want to give you everything you have ever wanted in life. And I know you love me too because you put up with my bullshit daily and most people wouldn't do that."
"Oh Jane of course I love you and as for the house, marriage, and kids I want those things too but I have everything I have ever wanted in life right here in front of me and I do trust you Jane.
"Okay Maura, now could we please go home, I want to lay in our bed and snuggle since that is the only thing I have been cleared to do for a couple of weeks" Jane said with an annoyed look on her face that made Maura laugh Jane. "Okay Jane let's go" Maura said as she grabbed the detective's hand and helped her into the car and then kissing the top of her head. She looked over at Jane and she knew that they would be alright.
Soo guys love or hate, let me know what you guys think by leaving a review of the story. I was thinking one or two more chapters, maybe the next one will be where Jane makes up with her family and the final chapter when it's 5 years later and we see how the girls are doing but anyway leave a comment and let me know what you guys thing or if I should continue on with this story or maybe this enough. I don't really know but anyway I am working on updating my other story for those of you have been waiting. S
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