Meanwhile, after Blaine finished washing the kitchen utensils he used, he went straightly to his room. After he broke up with Kurt, six years ago; he wasn't able to spend many hours in his room. It was like; it was Blaine's first time again to enter that same room where he confessed to Kurt – many years ago.

Nothing changed in his room. The bookshelf was still there, different books from encyclopedias, to almanacs, to different fiction and non-fiction books, and up to the collection of paperbacks from William Shakespeare's famous stories; given to him by Kurt many Christmas celebrations ago. On his table, there was a canister, contained of different pens and pencils he used. There's also a pile of papers beside the canister. His alarm clock, placed on the left side of the canister, and the most noticeable were the two picture frames. The first one was Raine's picture with Rachel, taken from the playground of Ohio Elementary School; and the second one was Kurt's picture. The photo was taken during their high school days in McKinley, and that was the one of the memories that Blaine couldn't forget until now.

He sat on his bead, looking at Kurt's picture again. He misses him very much. But he didn't think that Kurt will do the same. Their break up was hard and emotional for them. Blaine opened his cabinet near the bed and saw a box. He got and opened it. Letters, pictures, notes, ticket stabs, coffee receipts, and others. Those were all given by Kurt as a memorabilia every time they went out together for a date.

Suddenly, he remembered all those words uttered by Kurt after their last encounter, on the same room.

"Kurt! You came here so early." Blaine said, smiling at Kurt.

Kurt looked at him then he walked forwardly. Kurt wasn't happy that day.

"Hey, Kurt... are you okay, baby?" Blaine asked.

But Kurt wasn't paying attention to him. When Blaine was about to embrace Kurt, Kurt automatically pushes him away.

"Don't... ever call me that, Blaine." Kurt answered, almost a murmur.

Blaine didn't understand Kurt. He thought that Kurt was just playing a trick to him, but when he stared at his boyfriend's eyes, he saw tears coming.

"Why... why are you crying, Kurt? What's your problem?"

"What is my problem? Why don't you ask yourself, Blaine? Why you didn't tell anything to me?"

"Anything? And what am I going to tell you?"

"Liar! I thought you love me.."

"I really love you Kurt.."

"You didn't!"

"I was, Kurt..."

Tears were streaming down to Kurt's cheeks now, and Blaine didn't know what was happening.

"Stop! I don't want to see you again..." Kurt added, crying.

Blaine automatically went forward to ask Kurt, but Kurt slapped him.

"How dare you to continue your relationship with me, when you still have your responsibility?"

"Responsibility?"

This made Kurt cried harder. He can't utter his words properly now.

"The day you went out with Rachel... you were both drunk. And something happened."

"I... I don't understand you, Kurt."

"Are you insane? You didn't tell anything to me! And that's what I hate... I'm your boyfriend, and I should know anything about you. I'm doing my part, Blaine. But why you aren't doing the same?"

"Wait, wait... I don't get it. Can you please tell me?"

"Rachel was pregnant! And you are the father of her child!" Kurt said, breathless.

Blaine was frozen by that time. He didn't believe what Kurt said. He believed that he heard that words right. That Rachel was pregnant to his child. Blaine will be a father soon – with Rachel's child. His world was literally devastated at that time.

"W...What? Rachel was pregnant?" Blaine asked.

"You hear me? I said she was!" Kurt yelled at him.

"But I didn't know what happened... were both drunk..."

But Kurt slapped him again. And the two were crying dramatically now.

"That's not the point, Blaine. The point is that you spend a night with her. You know what? I'm not acting like this because I'm jealous. She's my best friend. But the thing I hate is that you already did that silly thing, Blaine."

"Really, I didn't know that."

"And now, you already know."

"Where do you get that?"

"Finn. He texted me a while ago."

"Kurt... I still love you."

"That's the hardest word for now, Blaine for both of us. Think of Rachel, and you're child with her."

"Kurt, don't tell that. We love each other, right?" Blaine said, holding both Kurt's hands.

Kurt quickly removed his hands from Blaine, then he shook his head.

"I didn't know, Blaine. I didn't know what to say. I was still unsure about my feelings for you."

"C'mon Kurt, are you leaving me because of this incident?"

"I think I should do that, Blaine. I think it's better for us to break up to start something new."

Blaine quickly embraced Kurt.

"I love you, Kurt. And I am willing to wait." Blaine whispered to Kurt's ear.

Kurt sobbed like a child in Blaine's arms – for the last time.

"I can't answer you, Blaine. I'm sorry. And please don't promise that you will wait 'cause I know that I will forget you. Try to love Rachel, she's a nice and loving girl.." Kurt finally said.

Blaine sat on his bed, looking at Kurt.

"Please, Kurt. I love you.."

Kurt just looked at him, then he opened the door to leave Blaine alone. Blaine was left, nodding.

Blaine couldn't forget anything about Kurt. His laugh, his smile and his voice... Blaine was missing Kurt a million times. Since the break up, Kurt stopped sending messages to him, even calling him on his phone. When Blaine was online and tries to chat Kurt, Kurt suddenly went offline and never replied Blaine with just a single "Hi" or "Hello". Blaine wasn't receiving any news about Kurt. He hadn't hear anything from their high school friends when he tried to ask them what was happening to Kurt, like what's his job now, or where is he staying. He didn't know if he was still living with his dad, or he just left Ohio and start living somewhere. Six years had passed, and Blaine was still in love with Kurt. But he shouldn't feel that now. He's already 24 years old, and he should be mature in his age.

Blaine was still holding the box when he suddenly got a piece of folded paper. When he opened it, it was Kurt's note to him while they are still studying at the Dalton Academy.

"Hey, Blaine. It's me, Kurt! See you in the practice room. And please don't be late, okay? :D"

Remembering that letter, Blaine went smiling again. The Dalton Academy, where he first met Kurt, where he first realize his feelings by Kurt's song, where they shared their first kiss and the place where they first made their duet...

Blaine couldn't help but to read all the letters and notes that Kurt send him randomly of the day.

Tuesday, September 11

Ugh... I'm bored, Blaine. You know what? I wish I could visit your dorm but I don't think that it will be a good idea. Well, thanks to Wes, he said that he will give it to you by the time I finished writing this. He's so sweet 3 .. Take care! See you tomorrow! - Kurt.

December 24

Merry Christmas, Blaine! I'm wishing you a good year! Well, if you are not busy, can you just drop in to the practice room for a while. I'm there. – Kurt :D

February 14

Exactly, Happy Valentines' Day! And good luck for the serenading drama, later, 'kay? We'll there for you, good luck, Blaine Anderson!

And everything. While Blaine was reading all of them, he can't control tears coming to his eyes again. Suddenly, he heard footsteps coming from the door. It was Raine.

"Hey, Daddy. I'm done." Raine said, smiling at Blaine.

Blaine looked at Raine and he smiled back.

"That's good, baby." He answered.

Raine noticed that Blaine was actually crying, she went forward to her father, worriedly.

"Daddy? Are you okay?" Raine asked, suddenly.

Blaine quickly wiped his tears and put all the letters on the box again. Then, he called Raine to sit.

"Of course, I'm okay."

"You looked crying."

"I'm not."

"Are you sure, Daddy?"

"I was. Please don't worry."

Raine smiled at him again.

"It's boring, right, sweetie?" Blaine asked, smiling back.

Raine gave him a nod. "Truly Daddy, it was..."

Blaine stood, leaving the box on the bed and he held Raine's hand.

"Let's went to the living room. Why don't we watch some movies while waiting for your Mommy?"

"That's good idea. Let's go..."

Then the two leave the room.