Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note in any way shape or form. I am just a humble servant of the ever great Raito and L telling their tale for others to read and admire in any way the others see fit.

WARNING! Yaoi, cursing, and a whole lot more that I can't thing of. If it offends you, please leave this story now and don't flame me. I really hate to be criticized for my hard work. Also, I might get some things messed up. I haven't read the entire manga or seen the anime, but I've picked up on a few things. Sorry if Raito or L or any other characters seem out of it… This is a FANfic and I can do what I want… so long as it's within limits. Enjoy the story!

Second warning to everyone. This is off the top of my head and when it comes off the top of my head, things tend to get a little… wacky… Just try to bear with me and let's keep it together now. If I get stuck and ask for ideas, please do help. I would greatly appreciate it and I just think it would be nice to see what other people would like to see in the story. It means that I might not do what you ask me to put in, but I will consider it. Thank you for your time.

Thanks to: freak.with.a.shoe and Naomi Iori

The routine of the next day was pretty much the same. I was chained to the bed, you emptied the bucket urine and return it, my father would bring me lunch, you would empty the bucket and return it again, and then we would be sitting there quietly at night again. I stayed awake this time watching your fingers as they danced over the keys of the laptop. It was quiet beautiful really. The way you used all of your fingers to type on that computer when you normally only use the index and thumb of your hand. Your left hand scrolls the page down while your right reaches into the bowl you have next to you. It's full of strawberries. I snatch one while you aren't looking, but your black eyes look up and bore into my being. I am about to eat it when you tackle me to the bed.

I struggle against your body as you reach for the stolen strawberry. You tell me I don't deserve the fruit, that you didn't offer it to me, and that I shouldn't take what's not mine without permission. I keep the strawberry from your reach for five minutes at least and all the while you are squirming and wriggling above me trying to get to the fruit you love so much. I drop it on the floor knowing you won't eat it now because it's been contaminated with the dirt on the ground. You huff removing yourself off of me. You return to your laptop typing once again. Those fingers of yours are moving over the keyboard again in a little dance of taps with each key you touch.

I reach for another strawberry, but you slap my hand with yours. I pull my hand back to my body and hold it close. I ask you why you are being so hostile, but you don't answer because you know I know why you are. You don't want to share your sickeningly sweet strawberries with me because I refused to go along with what you wanted… I refused and I do refuse to believe that I am Kira. I cannot be that man! I am not that demented to be able to kill so many without second thoughts about what I'm doing. I sigh softly. I move towards you mere centimeters from your face. Your eyes flick towards me, but your face doesn't move. I smile at you before brushing my lips against your cheek. Your black, endless eyes widen from the contact. I whisper into your ear, "I'm sorry, Ryuuzaki." I turn away from you and keep my back to you as I fall asleep.

I wake up by you calling my name continually. I groan asking why you're waking me up early. You tell me. You… You chained us back together? Why? Had I done something to make you change your mind? Was it that innocent kiss I gave you on the cheek? I turn over in the bed and the chain rattles. Your finger prods my body making me squirm and wriggle away from you. I fall off of the bed because I had already been at the edge. I land with a thud and a groan of pain. I open my eyes to look up at your face that is over the edge of the bed. "Are you okay, Raito-kun?" you ask me. I nod at your question before hauling myself up to my feet. You lead me out of the bedroom to the bathroom. "Raito-kun needs a shower," you explain to me. I motion to the chain that binds us. You understand and remove the chain so that I can remove my shirt. The chain is back on my wrist before I start to remove my belt. You turn around to have your back to me giving me privacy. I quickly remove my slacks and underwear before getting into the shower. I turn the water to cold and take my time in washing.

I know you sit on the toilet with the lid down as a makeshift seat. Your legs are most likely drawn up to your chest in that strange position you always sit in. The chain rattles and jingles each time I move my left arm, but I ignore it and it seems that you do too. I shut the shower off and a towel suddenly appears in front of my face. I take it from you drying my body off and wrapping it around my hips. Your back is to me again as I get dressed again in my clothes. The chain is removed and replaced once my shirt is on. We go to the surveillance room to take our respective seats. You're in that position again and I'm sitting next to you tapping my fingers against my seat. You put sugar cubes into your coffee and stir it to make the sugar dissolve quicker.

It's all back to normal… Mostly. You still aren't talking to me. I won't complain. So long as I'm with you again. The rest of the investigation team came in at seven thirty. This time when Matsuda greets us, you give him a sidelong glance and I smile awkwardly and greet him back. My father doesn't say anything and neither does anyone else at the fact that I'm back with you. Did you tell them what happened? What have you told them? Have you told them an excuse as to why I wasn't chained to you for those two days? You catch me staring at you and a smile creeps over your lips. Now what? Why are you smiling at me like that? "What, Ryuuzaki?" I murmur so that the others are unable to hear me.

"Nothing, Raito-kun. I was just wondering…" That smile of yours broadens. I can't help but to shudder at it. Your eyes again… they're trying to tell me something that I can't quite decipher the meaning of. I ask what you were wondering. It was to enlighten you. I really didn't want to know, but another part of me wanted to know what you would say. "I was wondering what it takes to make you wither and scream in pure ecstasy." My eyes widen and my cheeks warm at the thought. I'm blushing, you chuckle lowly, and you brush three of your fingers over my face to get my hair out of my face, but I don't turn away. Would it anger you if I did? My heart is pounding against my sternum harshly and I vaguely wonder if it will burst from my chest. Would Kira do that to me? Would he have me killed by a simple touch of your hand with my heart pounding so roughly that it bursts from my chest?

"Ry… Ryuuzaki," I whisper. I move towards you closing my eyes. "I… I don't kn-know what happening." My breathing comes out between my lips in erratic puffs and pants. I open my eyes to look up at you. Your deep black eyes are staring down at me expectantly. What are you waiting for? I'm here, you're here, I'm willing, and I'm ready to make up for what I had done about three days ago. Why are you hesitating in kissing me?

"Are you sure about this, Raito-kun?" you murmur close to me. I shake my head and tell you I'm never sure about anything anymore. I close my eyes again, but open them once again when I hear you stand up. I look at you bewildered on where you might be going. I stand up so as to not be yanked along. The others look at us with questioning glances. "I just need to have a word with Raito alone." My father nodded in understanding and they turned back to what they had been doing earlier. You lead me to the bedroom that you force me to share with you before you push me down onto the bed with my back to the mattress. "Just tell me when to stop." I gasp when you yank my shirt from the band of my pants and unbutton it. I close my eyes lying still feeling your hands run up my chest. You kiss my chest up to my neck and then to my lips. There, you deepen the kiss you place to my lips with your tongue.

Your kiss… It's so captivating that I can't resist you any longer. I wrap my arms around your neck tangling my fingers into your hair. Your hand cups the back of my head bringing me closer to you. We twist to where I'm above you. I pull back with your permission because if you wanted to, you could keep us together in a kiss with that hand. I look down at you panting softly trying to regain my breathing to a normal pattern. Before I can, I moan softly feeling another hand on the crotch of my pants. I lean down placing kiss to your face. I move down pushing up your cotton white shirt to reveal your chest. I kiss your navel. You bring me back up with your hands to kiss me again before we switch places again. The kiss is broken and I feel my belt being removed.

"Ryuuzaki!" I want to stop you, but a part of me doesn't. I don't want this, but a part does. How far will you go?

"Please, Raito-kun. I wish to do this for you." I look down at you and your eyes are pleading me. I sigh and nod before I feel my pants being pulled down to my knees. My boxers go along with my pants. I arch my back upward to the feeling of your long fingers wrapping around it.

I must have blacked out at that time because I don't remember anything that happened after that. All I remember is blinding ecstasy, you silencing me with a kiss, and us just lying there afterwards. What about you, Ryuuzaki? Are you not in need? I turn towards you to ask, but you shake your head as if you know what I was going to say. You say that you are not as young as I am, that you aren't as needy as I am. Should I take that as a compliment, or as a disgrace? I think it was meant to be a compliment because you say I'm a healthy young man. It was a compliment. I close my eyes to find myself asleep within moments.

When I awake, I am underneath the blankets fully dressed without a chain on my wrist. Do you trust me? I sit up in the bed and look around. It looks to be around seven or eight in the evening because of the darkness outside. I strain my ears to see if the team is still here or happened to leave early. I don't ear anything other than the gentle hum of the machines outside. I swing my legs out over the edge of the bed and carefully stand up. I pad my way to the door barefoot and open the door. I make my way to the surveillance room to find the team still here, but you aren't here. Where did you happen to go alone? I ask my father and he looks up at me.

"He went to the bakery with Watari for some more strawberry cheesecake. He said we were out of it." Typical Ryuuzaki. You only have a mind for strawberry cheesecake at the worst of times. Why couldn't you have been there when I woke up? I… Did I do something wrong again? I ask my father when you might be back. "He said in about an hour, but it's already been forty-five minutes." I nod to show that I heard and understood. You will be back in a quarter of an hour, right? I hope that you will be because I want… I don't know what I want. I just want you here with me. Is that too much to ask?

I begin to worry when you don't show up in fifteen minutes. I go to the bedroom to pace back and forth becoming more worried that something has happened to you for the next thirty minutes. I pause in my pacing to hear the front door open and close. Ryuuzaki? Could that possibly be you? I listen more closely. It is because I can hear you explaining what took you so long at the bakery. You just couldn't decide if you wanted just the strawberry cheesecake or more than just that. You had decided to get the cheesecake and other cakes. I open the door to be face to face with you. I don't make a sound as you shove me back into the room shutting it behind you. Ryuuzaki… How I have missed you… though, I won't admit that aloud; I hug you anyway.

"Raito-kun! What has gotten into you?" you ask in a bewildered tone of voice. I smile as I bury my nose farther into your neck inhaling your sweet scent. I hear the clink of the chain being replaced onto my wrist, but I ignore it because I don't want to ruin this moment. It seemed you wanted to though… "Please. Stop showing your affection for me, Raito-kun. We need to get back to searching for Kira." I sigh heavily. I reluctantly let go of you just to have you kiss me. What about not showing affection, Ryuuzaki? I thought… Oh, I don't care. I don't care so long as you kiss me. Your tongue swipes over my teeth before you pull away. I groan in frustration. "Hush. Later tonight. There will be more tonight. I promise," you whisper into my ear. You tug on the chain to get me to follow you like a leashed puppy. We got to the surveillance room. You take your customary chair in your usual position whereas I take the closest seat to you and work. The day passes. Nothing is out of the ordinary anymore. Well… almost.

There is the fact that I can clearly see a small tent in your pants. I just hope that no one else would notice this or your change in attitude towards me. You aren't accusing me of being Kira as often. You only accuse every two or three hours. By the time eleven thirty rolls around, everyone except for you and I are yawning. I'm lying on my back on the hard wood floor waiting until the investigation team leaves. I think you are impatient for them to leave as well. You are adding extra sugar to your coffee rather than your normal ten or eleven sugar cubes. Are you as anxious as I am? Once the team leaves and that door closes, you're on top of me like a bat out of hell.

"Ryuuzaki!" I gasp as you kiss down my throat to my collar. You yank impatiently at the cloth. "Sh-Shouldn't we go t-to the bedroom and d-do this on the be-bed?" I ask as your hands explore my chest and you lick and kiss my collarbone. I moan softly arching into your touch. Your fingers work at unbuttoning my pants. "Stop! We ne-need to get to the bed, Ry-Ryuuzaki!"

"If Raito-kun insists, we will use the bed." I shiver involuntarily as you help me up and we head to the bedroom. You remove the chain tossing it off to the side. Are you not afraid I might run in the middle of the night if you suspect me of being Kira so much? I don't worry about it as I crouch over you running my hands up underneath your shirt making it ride up to your chest. I kiss you fiddling with your now hardened nipples rubbing my lower body against yours. I hear you grunt and you switch our positions. I still have my legs around you as you remove your shirt leaning down to kiss me. I return your kiss eagerly. I pull your chest down to mine feeling your warm flesh against mine. I gasp into the kiss feeling you thrust your hips forward into mine. We part slowly, but remove the remaining clothing quickly. Once we are both fully nude, you crawl up onto the bed and I quickly follow you wanting this more than anything.

Our lips meet again and so do our bodies. Our erections press together. I can feel myself harden more as you roll your hips into mine. I moan softly into the kiss. You pin me down onto the bed trailing your sweet lips down my body. Those lips of yours go lower and lower. They stop at my navel. I arch my back feeling your slippery tongue dart into the dip of flesh. I push you down farther to the destination we both have in mind. I cry out in pleasure arching farther off the bed when your mouth takes my flesh in. "Ryuuzaki!"

You move away from me reaching underneath the bed to get something. What are you retrieving? Is it lotion? More handcuffs? You find what you wanted and pull it up onto the bed with us. I look at it to see Johnson and Johnson's Baby Lotion. I lift my hips to help you as you wrap my legs around your waist. I watch as you smear the lotion onto your length coating it with the soft pink color, which adds to its already blushing state. "Are you relaxed, Raito-kun?" I nod angling my hips. You position yourself before sliding into me slowly. I moan as the head of your length slides in. Taking in the rest of your shaft is smooth until you're sheathed fully within me. "Tell me how you want it."

"Ryuuzaki… take me… hard and fast. Please. I'm begging you to take me!" I cry out trying to buck my hips. You don't allow me to by holding them in place. You ease out of my passage slowly all the way to the head before slamming back into me. I arch moaning. I can feel your throbbing length within me as well as the cool lotion warming up quickly. You pull back again and slam back inside. Your pace quickens with each thrust. I can't resist any longer. I yank you down to me by your unruly black hair connecting our lips together. I slip my tongue against your lips before I force it into your mouth. I hear your gasp of surprise and feel a sudden rough thrust. I groan moving my slippery appendage back and forth in your mouth.

"Raito-kun… Wha-What are you… doing?" you ask. I pull back chuckling softly.

"Don't worry…" I whisper in your ear before licking the shell of it and bucking my hips to meet your thrust.

I think I'm gonna stop it there… It's already over the Teen rating so it's gone up to Mature. That and I think it didn't go the way I wanted it to… Oh well. Hope you enjoyed! Here's an incident that happened with Raito…

Raito is twitching in the corner of the studio with wide eyes on the script that is in his hands. 'So violated… I'm going to be violated by Ryuuzaki… L… Oh me,' he thinks. He tosses the script away not bothering to read farther than the part where he has to hug the detective.

"Raito-kun! Read it, know it, loves it!" Nimad shouts from the director's chair, which is more like an overly large armchair instead. She is curled up in the seat with her right leg underneath her and her left above her right by her side. A full five or six inches of the scar revealed on her left thigh because of the gray men's shorts she's wearing. Her gray eyes watch him as he grumbles and picks the script back up to read it again. "Thank you, love!"

"Whatever…"

"If I didn't know any better, I would say Raito-kun is embarrassed to have to participate in sexual intercourse with me," Ryuuzaki taunts. Raito throws him a glare before reading again, his eyes going wide by the end. The boy begins the rant and rave on the reasons why he and Ryuuzaki shouldn't do the ending.

"Raito-kun. It was my decision for you both to do it. Ryuuzaki-kun doesn't want to do it either as much as you. I had to convince him to think about Misa Amane to keep the tent in his pants for that one scene…" Nimad trailed off, as Ryuuzaki's face grew red. "Sadly enough, I can't have Misa on the set for she is annoyingly distracting to everyone. As well as the fact that she never shuts up and… I just don't get along with her…"

"That's your problem, director!"

"Shut up and read the script, Raito-kun."