Over the Rainbow

Chapter Four

All is revealed

Albus and my eyes were still connected, I could read the confusion and acceptance in them and I felt a huge weight leave my shoulders; Albus backed me even though I was not human.

My eyes left his, the Order has grown restless, watching, waiting for my true identity to be revealed, my family stood still and silent as statues.

My green eyes swept over every single one of them, from Severus Snape resided at Ablus's elbow to Molly and Ginny Weasley standing at the back of the group.

I laughed out loud, causing everyone to jump, all except those behind me.

"have you already forgotten me? Do you not know me?" my musical voice carried over every single one of them.

Hermione Granger bravely answered "we have not met you..."

And i laughed again, causing her to make a noise in the back of her throat and take a step back, as I spoke I noticed Ron Weasley pace his arm around her "have a changed that much?"

When they remained silent, I slipped my hand out of Carlisle's grip and took a few steps towards them, movement made me pause in between my first to second step, as Severus Snape, Arthur Weasley and Alistor Moddy drew their wands and pointed them at my non-breathing chest.

Carlisle moved quickly, too quick for humans eyes and suddenly I was pull against his chest, his arms locked around me, keeping me safe and out of harm's way, his grow reached my ears as he threatened the wizards; daring them to move, to take a step closer, to hurt me. I placed a hand on his chest, calming him. However when I spoke next I stayed in safety of his arms "I haven't been gone very long and you all have already forgotten me, I thought I knew you all better than that" and without waiting for them to answer I pulled my dark soft bangs away from the scar on my fore head. Gasps reached my ears and I could see the shocked faces of everyone around me.

Molly Weasley pushed her way through the shocked crowed of Order members and stepped towards me, immediately members of the Order reached for her, warning her, I was now dangerous, a monster!

But still she stepped towards me, cautiously, watching my body language for signs of distress, she took another step closer and another and immediately i could smell the scent of her, her blood sung to me in ways animals didn't, it smelt sweet and warms and absolutely delicious. My body stiffened and Carlisle's hands tightened around me and I felt him brace himself. Molly took another small step and at that exact moment Alice shot forward from her place next to Jasper and stood in front of me, facing me. She held her ands on either side of my face and looked into my eyes, while Edward's voice wafted over me warning Molly Weasley to retreat, at that moment Fred stepped forward, intent of on pulling his mother further away from me and my family. But as soon as he stepped out behind Molly, I snapped, I could hold back any longer, the scent of blood pushed down on my senses burning my throat.

Edward, Emmett and Jasper all stepped forward to help restrain me while i struggled him Carlisle arms, they made a barrier of solid vampire flesh between me and my now prey. I twisted and turned in Carlisle's arms and when that didn't work I bit down on his arms and every other bit of skin i could find, but he still held me, grip never wavering. I growled at Emmett, Jasper and Edward for standing in my way, I was angry; I wanted her blood more than anything at that moment in time.

I twisted so I was facing Carlisle and growled at him too but he spoke to me in a quiet voice, full of love and compassion "Harry, you are stronger than this, resist the urge. Come on baby you can do it" he repeated these words over and over again until I stilled in his arms, my face pressed into his neck and my legs wrapped around his waist. His arms tightened again around me, but this time in a comforting way and I pressed myself into him further, embarrassed about showing my weakness in front of the entire Order, in front of those who were my family and friends.

Horror washed over me; I had wanted to kill, and none the less I had wanted to kill the one who from the very beginning had brought me under her wing, who had loved me no matter the trouble or danger.

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Who was I kidding coming back here?

I had no place here among them, I was now a monster. These were some of the many thoughts that passed across my brain during the course of the two days we had spent among The Order of the Phoenix, and they were now the thoughts that came to mind as my new vampire family and I sat at the dinner table watching everyone eat. The mood was light and energetic, however the humans kept their distance from us, especially me; after my display of weakness the other night none of them except Hermione and Ron had strayed too close to me.

My family and I sat away from everyone. Edward, Jasper and Emmet were playing wizards chess, Bella was reading a magazine, Rosalie and Alice were discussing the newest and most improved season of Gucci and Carlisle and myself were sitting furthest away from the humans; I was sitting on his lap, my head tucked under his chin and my hand was running (at human pace) up and down his forearm.

I knew what my family was doing, even if they were trying to hide it; they were creating a wall, at wall between me and the delicious sent coming from the other end of the table, the very sent that had my throat burning so bad if I was human my eyes would be watering. I tried to hide how much it affected me, not only towards the Order but my family as well.

Right now as we sat at the table, surrounded by the sweet, delicious sent of blood i resisted the urge to sprint across the room and sink my teeth into the neck of Fred Weasley. I could do it, I knew I could. I would catch my family unaware and the Order would have no time to react, they wouldn't even see me until it was too late.

I battle with myself, sinking my teeth into one of their necks and sucking them dry would be heavenly, but only for a second. Once i had finished the guilt would consume me along with the pain, not only that of betrayal to myself and my family and friends but of the death of a loved one; and more importantly me being the reason for their death.

Especially, when I strongly believed that no one, not one person can decide if a person has the right to live or die. No matter how important, no one is important enough to decide the outcome of someone's life. And I wasn't about to back down now, I had discovered that moral because of the things i had faced, the things i'd seen and more importantly the man who thought he had the right to murder, torture and destroy people.

A shudder when through my spine as I remembered the times of my imprisonment, the things I had seen. The things Death Eaters and Lord Voldemort did to people, had done to me were horrific and I was truly grateful I was still alive.

I took a deep breath, although I didn't need it. I was starting to lose it. Memories assaulted me, they flashed before my eyes, each time bringing another stab of pain. I looked across at my family, hoping to lighten my mood. Jasper was looking at me, his face in a grimace. He could feel my pain. I had to leave, to find somewhere quiet so i could get control of myself before I had another embarrassing fit.

I carefully got off Carlisle's lap, trying not to draw to much attention to myself. I turned towards the door, however Carlisle's hand caught mine and he pulled me back to him. He was standing now and my eyes met his chest (once again reminding me how short i was)

I could feel his eyes searching my face and his hand came to rest on my neck as he whispered "Are you alright baby?"

My stomach did I few summersaults at the use of the word baby but still i did not look at him, my eyes staying fixated on his muscular chest, I nodded and finally forcing myself to look him in the eyes I placed a smile on my lips.

He didn't look convinced. "Im just going upstairs to change into something more comfortable" I assured him.

He raised an eyebrow and that was when I realised I was dressed in tracksuit pants and a t-shirt, I cursed my stupidity. I turned quickly and before he could stop me i was out of the room and up the stairs heading towards our room.

I closed the door behind me and listen for footsteps just to make sure he hadn't decided to follow me, I sighed in relief as I heard him sit back down. Grabbing my wand from the back of my pocket I silenced the room and walked slowly towards the bathroom. Once there I spent a long time staring at myself in the mirror. I looked at myself, I mean really looked at myself for the first time since my transformation. My hair was messy (as usual) and my frame was still the same, short and skinny, yet the only thing that seemed to change (ruling out my pale white skin, my rock hard muscles and my supersonic speed) were my eyes; they had seemed to intensify. As I gazed into them i couldn't help but think of my mother and father and ask what would if be like if Voldemort had chosen Neville instead of me? Would he be standing here in my place as a vampire? Would my parents still be alive but have a room at St Mungos with their name written all over it? And most importantly would i win this war? Could I win this war?

I contemplated with myself for a while before i thought i better head downstairs before Carlisle came looking for me worried. On my way down i made sure to change, trying to at least play the part in my little white lie, even though I know Carlisle had seen right through it.

I cruised down the stairs, in no rush to return back to the mouth watering sent and the excruciating pain i received when i was in the presents of one of the humans. As i came to the final landing that lead to the kitchen, I heard I voice. A voice so familiar my heart would of stopped if it was still beating. This voice i had heard all through my years of school, taunting me and this voice i heard when I was Voldemort's prisoner and it was this voice that i had heard yelling out the names of excruciating curses used upon me and others.

I picked up my pace dramatically and burst into the room, it was a sight i would rather no see. Standing in the middle of the room was Serverus Snape, his wand pointed at Carlisle – who had his hand out, palm raise towards Edward, Jasper and Emmett who looked like they were about attack.

Severus sneered at Carlisle, whose attention was still focused on trying to stop Edward, Jasper and Emmett attacking. He was just about to say something when i growled, and i mean really growled. The sound was loud and fierce, even more so than the night i had growled at my family as they held me back from attacking Mrs Wealsey. My whole body shook and it burst from my chest and out of my mouth, as Serverus turned around, i barred my teeth, showing him my fangs, trying to get the message across. 'No one touches or even points a wand at MY mate without getting away with it"

I smirk flittered across Severus' face, showing his horrible yellow teeth "Ahhh young Harry, long time, no see. I sure have missed you"

I growled again.

"mmm. Now that's not very polite, now is it?" he replied in answer to my growl

This time I hissed, barring my teeth once again.

"Now, now, now..." he stated as if he was scowling a five year old "last time we saw each other you were this rude and we both know how that turned out" he twitched his wand, reminding me of the torture curses he had subjected me to.

This time i spoke, however it sounded more like a hiss "Get away from my mate and family"

Snape laughed as if it was the most hilarious he had ever heard, I didn't find it amusing and neither did the Order or my family. The earlier all had their wands trained of Snape.

I watched Snape as he turned around and studied Carlisle, his face serious. He kept his eyes on Carlisle however all the while muttering "Little Harry has a mate. Hmm how interesting. I wonder how the Dark Lord will reward me when i tell him this bit of information..." The Order gasped, each and everyone one of them had believed he was a spy for them, although many had, had their doubts. Albus Dumbledore looked heart-broken.

I growled again (i was growling a lot tonight) "You won't make it that far Snape"

This time Snape turned to me when he spoke, "Is that anyway to speak to your teacher?" He asked.

It annoyed me how he spoke as if we were sharing a joke, as if we were good friends sharing a little banter. My reply was cold and dark and it whipped the smile right off his face "You're not my teacher anymore."

He turned away from me again, this time examining the rest of my vampire family, who were all barring their teeth at him. With a little smile to himself, Snape turned towards Dumbledore and spoke, "I was never yours, you old fool."

He strode towards the door, the order too stunned to act, each of them rooted to the spot (even a few had their mouths open in shock) and my family weren't sure how to act. All of them were looking towards me, hoping for some kind of clue as to what to do. However i still had my eyes on Snape, deciding whether to act but i guess the decision was made for me because just as he was about exit through the door, he turned at looked me into the eyes and said "Im so sorry Harry" I could tell he wasn't "I had to kill Remus, he was just in the wrong place at the wrong time and trusted just a few too many people" he grinned at me and i let loose a wail which turned into a rawr.

Pain cursed through my body at the loss of a mentor and friend quickly followed by anger; anger at the man standing in front of me, anger at Remus for dying and anger at myself for not being able to save him. Without thinking i lunged towards Serverus Snape with a cry of rage. I was quick however he was quicker; after years of practice Serverus Snape had learnt the fine art of using quick reflexes to his advantage and yelled out the torture curse, his aim was perfect and the curse met me head on. In seconds i was on the floor screaming for all i was worth as pain cursed through my body.

Then suddenly it stopped and i was left panting on the ground. I heard screaming, wails and angry growls and was surprised to find the site that greeted my eyes when i opened them; Snape lay on the floor in a heap of human flesh and Carlisle stood next to him, blood covering his shirt. With one final look down at the once former Potions master he hissed out "No one hurts my mate, no one" before rushing over to my side and scooping me into his arms, where he held me bridal style on the floor rocking me back and forth while i wept tearlessly into his collar. I wept for Remus as he held me.

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Over the Rainbow

Chapter Five

Bonds are discovered

It was one afternoon in which i stumbled across a rather interesting book about vampires. It was a few days after the news of Remus, and Hermione had dragged a rather grumpy Ron and I towards the library. It had taken some time but eventually Ron and Hermione had begun to trust me a little more and I had begun to become stronger in the way which i no longer thirsted for their blood.

We were sitting at a table located at the very end of the library, reading fairly solid books or in Ron's case eating and reading a Quidditch magazine when i saw it. I had glanced up to look at the clock once again; i had been doing it all day because my family and i were due to go hunting at six. When i noticed a book sitting on the table beside the clock, the book was red and the pages were all dog eared, the leather on the outside was ripped and worn. As soon as i picked it up a tingle of magic shot through my body making me feel alive.

As you can imagine i was instantly curious. I hid it from Ron and Hermione and decided to read it later, once everyone except vampires were fast asleep in their beds.

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Later that night as i lay in bed, having already changed into silk pyjama bottoms i removed the worn book from the folds of my coat. The title read

"Everything you need to know about a Vampire"

By Celia Knowsky

I opened to the first page just as Carlisle crawled in behind me, his arms coming to rest around my waste and his chin rested on my shoulder as he investigated what i was reading. Not recognising the book he mumbled "What are you reading?"

I turned my head around and pecked him on the lips before replying "Just a little something i found in the library today. It's about Vampires"

Sitting up he ask if he could look at the book, once i had handed it to him he inspected it for a few minutes before handing it back. He then picked me up in his arms and paced me in between his legs so he was leaning against the bed banister and i was leaning against his chest and as i read he watched me, his hands and lips caressing the back of my neck, shoulders and back.

The first chapter explained how humans transform into vampires and the painful process involved. The second chapter talked about vampire coven and the Voulturi and the third talked about how a vampires skin glows and sparkles in the sun, these chapter I skimmed through, the fourth chapter however caught my complete attention. The title read: A Vampire and his/her mate.

The chapter went as follows:

A Vampire has one mate and one mate only, they spent their whole life waiting for them and could end up waiting for centuries. A Vampire can tell when they have found their mate however this may vary depending on whether the vampire meets his/her mate while they are a vampire or human. A vampires relationship with his and her mate is a very strong bond mainly based on the fact that there is always a dominate and submissive mate.

The dominate mate is always the biggest, it is his or sometimes her job to protect their submissive mate from any threats (usually other dominate vampires) The submissive mate of the two develops a strong bond with their dominate mate normally based on the fact that they rely on their dominate to protect them. Dominants are very possessive and protective of their mates.

Submissive's are usually very small, or the smallest of the two. Subs rely a lot on their doms to protect them. It is hard to come by a submissive without their mate because dominants rarely leave them alone in fear of another dom over powering them. Dominants are very protective and possessive especially if their sub has baby on the way-

I stopped reading there, completely in shock.

I turned around in Carlisle's arms "I can have kids?" i asked in surprise.

At Carlisles nod and said "It is only made possible because you are a wizard. This book must be magical because it is only possible for vampire male and females to fall pregnant with the aid of magic"

I glanced down at the book again and sure enough there written was: It is only possible for male or female subs to fall pregnant if they are a wizard or witch-

A grin broke over my face and i let out a giggle. "You want children love?" Carlisle asked. Instead of answering verbally i decided to show him. With a quick non-verbal spell i plunged the room into darkness. Under the covers i crawled on top of Carlisle, effectively holding him down as i kissed up and down his neck, stopping at his collar bone i decided to stop there and suck particularly hard creating moans of pleasure from him, which only increased as i started thrusting my hips into his, we grinded together our hips meeting. I was panting loudly, my breath coming out in gasps.

"Harry..." Carlisle whispered, I sat on top of him my head thrown back as our hips thrust together so forcefully it would of broken a humans hip.

The passion, love and lust was there and i wanted more, it felt so good i couldn't stop moaning. With another quick non-verbal spell we were both naked making us scream in pleasure as out naked forms touched again and again, sliding against each other. When suddenly i stopped, panting i rolled to the right, bringing him with me so our position was reversed. Now he was on top as he continued to grind i whimpered "I want you in me now, make love to me" my eyes were clenched shut and i was tossing my head from side to side, without hesitation we became one.