A/N, so this is chapter 2. i do not own anything except my story (: hope you all like it. And thanks for your reviews (:
Chapter 2 – Almost over Him.
Bpov
I waked up and looked at the clock. 7 A.M. It's Saturday, so i have nothing to do. I felt happy today. No nightmares. It is good sign, means im getting better. It's been 2 days since i was in woods and met those huge horse-sized wolves. I thought it's better if dad don't know. If i tell him, he is just gonna hunt them and i don't want that. I went to bathroom and had a shower and brushed my teeth. It was sunny today which is good, cus here in Forks always rains. I went downstairs and dad wasn't up yet. That's good, he's working alot lately. I started makeing bacon and eggs for him. 15minutes later he came downstairs.
''So Bells, how are you today?'' he asked me.
''I'm good dad. No, im Great actully'' i said to him with a big smile.
''Hmm..okay'' he said, looking at me suspiciously.
''You know dad, i think im getting over Edward. Slowly, but still'' i told him and then i realized that i just said his name. I haven't said his name ever since he left. I started jumping up and down like a maniac.
''Bells, you alright?'' my dad asked me, voice full of concern.
''Im Great, dad'' i told him with happy voice.
I ate my breakfast and dad left for work. I went to my room and did my homework for Monday. I opened my window and looked outside. I saw him, Silver gray wolf. At least i think it's him. I went outside and to treeline.
''I saw you!'' i yelled. He came out of woods, he's head down. Damn, he was huge.
''What are you doing here, my dad will kill you if he sees you. You know you are horse-size right?'' i asked him.
He rolled his eyes at me. What the hell? Did he really just rolled his eyes?
''Did you just rolled your eyes at me?'' i asked in confusion. He started barking again, which i took as laughing.
I stretched out my hand to touch him. Last time i couldn't. I touched his face, i hope he isn't gonna bite me tho.i put my hand on his cheek and he leaned into my touch, i smiled at him.
''You want some food? I made too much breakfast'' i told him and he nodded. Wow, he understands me!
Ppov.
''I saw you!'' she yelled with her angel voice. Damn it, i thought. I went to her, my head down. She caught me.
''Busted?'' Jared asked me.
''Oh yeah''
''Okay, imma phase back to give you your privacy and im going over to Kim's. See ya, man'' as he said Kim's name, his voice was full of love.
''See ya'' as he phased back i was fully focused on My Bella.
''What are you doing here, my dad will kill you if he sees you. You know you are horse-size right?'' she asked me. I rolled my eyes at her. She is worrying about me. She don't want me to get hurt. I was happy that she cared for me.
''Did you just rolled your eyes at me?'' she asked. She was soo cute when she was confused. I started laughing.
She stretched her hand out, like last time, but this time i wasn't gonna jump away from her. Hell no! She put her soft hand on my cheek and i leaned into her touch. She smiled at me, wow, this is the most beatiful smile i ever seen in my entire life.
''You want some food? I made too much breakfast'' she asked me after awhile. Sure i want food, i love food. I nodded and i guess she was surprised that i understand her.
She came out with eggs, bacon and some meat. She looked at me apologizelly. I looked at her, confused.
''Sorry, i don't know what wolves eat. But i think meat should do?'' she asked me. I nodded. She put plate infront of me and watched as i ate it all. It was delicius. I was planning to tell her the truth today. I wanted her to know me first but oh well. Jake wount help so i just tell her. I nodded with my head towards to the trees. She was confused. i went to treeline, she followed. I was so nervous. I went behind the tree and phased.
Bpov.
He nodded his head towards to trees. I was confused. he went to treeline, i followed him, i didn't want him to leave. He went behind the big tree and disappeared. He stepped out and i saw a boy, looking down. My jaw dropped and i gasped. He's a boy? That wolf who just...but...how...i..and everything went black.
''Bella, honey? Are you alright?'' he asked. That voice, it sounded so sexy. Wait...what the hell? I opened my eyes and saw that same boy. And i reconized him. Paul. He was in Sam's ''gang'' as Jake told me. He's eyes were dark brown, almost like mine. His hair were short and black. he was shirtless, but he had shorts. He was tall and very mascular. He was beatiful. Where this came from?
''But..you..wolf..how?'' i muttered.
''It's okay. I'll explain to you later, maybe i shoul leave?'' he asked me.
''No..don't go. I mean, i wanna know now'' i told him.
''Oh..okay'' he said and his eyebrows pulled together, he was so cute when he was serious like that. What am i saying?
''i'm ready to listen'' i said seriously.
''Look, you know Jacob Black right?'' he asked. I nodded.
''Well, he is one of us now. Do you know Quileute legens?'' he asked me seriously. I nodded again.
''The legends are true, we are La Push protectors and yes, we are werewolves. Jacob is one of us now. And there's other thing. Imprinting. It's when you find your soulmate, your perfect match, your other side. You have to look in person eyes for that. And well, Bella, i Imprinted on you'' he told me, looking down. My jaw dropped and i just stared at him with big eyes.
''I think you should leave now, Paul'' i said to him in a low voice.
''Bella..I'm sorry..I'' he started mutter.
''Listen, i belive you and all but, i need time to think this through, ill call you soon. I'll get number from Jake'' i told him , and he looked pained.
''Okay'' he whispered.
Ppov.
''I think you should leave now, Paul'' she told me in a low voice. She have no idea how much those words hurt me.
''Bella..I'm sorry..I'' i started to mutter.
''Listen, i belive you and all but i need time to think this through, ill call you soon. I'll get number from Jake'' she told me.
''Okay'' i whispered and started to leave. I stepped out the door ran to the treeline and phased. As soon as i phased i let out a loud howl and started running towards home. No one was phased except me. I think its one good thing today. I thought through what happened at Bella's place. I hope she calls soon. Her words hurt me much, she have no idea, but i'll survive that. What i cant survive is total rejecting from her, what she haven't luckly done yet. I was behind my house, in treeline, i phased back and went to my room. I took some clothes and towel and went to bathroom and had a shower. After that i went to my room and straight to bed. It was a rough day.
I woke up at 9 A.M. It's Sunday. Today is a bonfire. No mood for go but, oh well. I went to bathroom and had a shower. I put towel around my waist and brushed my teeth. I heard some voices downstairs. I went downstairs to look who was it. I went to living room and i was in shock.
''Bella?'' i asked in shock. She turned her head towards to me and smiled a little. She looked at my body. Which made me smile. Is she checking me out? I started to chuckle. As she noticed that i saw that she was looking my body, she looked at the floor and blushed. That blush was so cute.
''Oh, hey Paul'' she said blushing, looking at ground.
''I'll go upstairs'' my sis said. I lived with my sister since both of my parents had died.
''Listen, ill go get dressed if this bothers you'' i said to my angel with a smile. She blushed again.
''No, it's okay. I was about to leave soon . I'm going to Jake's. Need to talk to him about some stuff'' she said.
''So, why are you here? Not that i don't want you to be here. I do. I just-'' she cut me off.
''It's okay. Slow down there. I came to talk about yesterday''
''Im so sorry. I didn't want to scare you. I know it sounds crazy an all but i just had to tell you'' i said to her, looking down.
''It is okay. Calm down. i came to say that i guess we can be friends, for now'' she said and my face lit up. I was smileing hugely, like a maniac. I ran to her and hugged her tight.
''Paul...can't..breathe'' i put her down and smiled my half smile. She smiled back and it made my heart melt.
Bpov.
''It is okay. Calm down. i came to say that i guess we can be friends, for now'' i said and his face lit up. He was smileing hugely, i thought he's face gonna break. He ran to me and pulled me in huge bear hug. I hugged back and i wanted him never let go, but i couldn't breathe.
''Paul...can't...breathe'' i said. He put me down and he smiled his half smile. I loved it. Wait...love? I smiled back and i saw look in his eyes. That look is full of love. And that body...god..he wore his towel pretty low, i saw that V..so yea pretty low. I was lost in my thoughts again. It was hard to not look at him.
''See something you like?'' he asked me with a smirk. I looked down and blushed. I do that alot.
''Sorry'' i mumbled.
''Don't be''
''I should go to Jake's now'' i said and started to walk to the door.
''okay'' he said with sadness. I hated when he was sad.
I walked to my truck and waved to him.
''Bella! Wait! I wanna ask you something''
''Yeah?'' i said.
''Do you want to come to bonfire tonight? It at 6 pm. Please?'' and on that please he made puppy dog eyes. It was hard to say no.
''Sure, i'd love to come'' i said to him with a smile and climbed on my truck. He watched me as i drove away. As soon as i was out of his sight, i started to miss him.
I drove to Jake's house, climbed out of my truck and i stumbled. I fell on my knees. It was raining and it was muddy. Oh great, i thought. Jake came running to me.
''Bella, are you okay?''he asked me.
''Yes, im fine. Get you hands away from me Jacob Black'' i said to him, i was still mad at him that he ignored me few days ago. I came here and he said we cant be friends anymore. It hurt me, alot. He let his head down.
''Im sorry Bella. I didn't want to break my promise, but it was just too dangerous for me to hang with you'' he said with sadness. Ofcourse he was forgiven, in my heart. I couldn't take this anymore and i hugged him. He was shocked for a second but turned the hug.
''I missed you Bella. So much'' he whispered in my ear.
''I missed you too Jake'' i whispered back. ''And dont you ever laugh at me again like that'' i said. He looked confused. ''In the meadow. You all laughed at me '' i faked sadness.
''okay, okay. Come now'' he pulled me and we headed to beach. We went to sit on an old log.
''Jake, is it true?'' i asked, looking at the ocean.
''what?'' he asked, confused.
''Did Paul imprint on me?''
''Yes'' he said seriuosly and i heard sadness in his husky voice.
''Is that bad?'' i asked. He started to chuckle.
''No, it is not bad''
''But?'' i knew there's a but. There's always a but.
''but i wish he wasn't your imprint'' he said, looking at waves.
''Why?'' i was getting curious.
''I wanted you to be My imprint'' he said.
''Oh..'' i didn't have words. I loved Jake like a brother. He is my best friend and always will be.
''Don't worry. It's okay. You are still my Best friend, right?'' he asked looking at me.
''Ofcourse i will Jake'' i said and i smiled.
We talked alot about everything. I asked him what it felt like being wolf. He said it was awsome. He told me everything about being werewolf. He loves the speed. He hates sharing minds, that ment no privacy. Jake is happy person, he's always smileing. I wished i could be werewolf too. It sounded so much fun. We sat there few hours like this. Mostly i thought about Paul. I dont know why. I was thinking about bonfire, when Jake asked me something.
''Sorry, what?'' i asked, i didn't heard first time.
''I asked if you wanna come to the bonfire tonight?''
''I'll come anyways, Paul asked me'' i smiled when i spoke Paul's name. Even thought of him made me smile.
''Oh, okay'' he said. I didn't know what time was, so i took out my phone and looked at the clock. Oh no.
''Oh no! It's 3:45pm.'' I watched my phone with big eyes.
''So?'' he asked.
''i have to go home Jake, now. I have to make dinner for Charlie, before the bonfire and have to take a shower and – '' i started panic.
''Ou Bella! 'll make it in time'' he calmed me.
''your right, your right'' i calmed down. we went back to his house. I climbed in my truck and waved to Jake. I made it home about 15-20min later. I started to make dinner for Charlie. I put chicken in the oven and took a short shover. After shover i had outfit crisis. I didn't know what to wear. It will be cold there, but im surrounded by werewolves so this wouldn't be a problem. Ugh! Alice, i wish you would be here now. After 10minutes i picked out a dark blue skinny jeans and purple tank top. I had pretty long hair so i put my hair in ponytail. I went downstairs and took chicken out of oven when my dad came home.
''Hey dad'' i was excited about bonfire.
''Wow, someone looks excited'' he said.
''Yea, i am, should be fun'' i said with excitement. It was 5:30 pm now. I went upstairs and put on my parfume. I was sweet put not super sweet. I liked it. I took my new hoodie that i bought 4 days ago. Before i went to the woods. It was pretty cool. It was DC's. I like it. I ran downstairs, carefully not to fall down, like i usually do.I said bye to dad and went to the driveway. I climbed in my truck and drove to La Push. As i parked jy truck i saw big fire and most beatiful boy i've ever seen in my life. He sat on a log and laughed, he's laugh was so..i dont know, i dont have words for it.i loved that laugh. His tanned skin like glowed. As he saw me he jumped up and walked towards me. I felt my heart speeding up. Calm, Bella, calm.
''Hey Bella!'' he yelled and smiled hugely.
''Hey Paul'' i said and i returned the smile.
Ppov.
Bonfire started and i sat on a log and talked with Embry. I started laughing when Quil came and stumbled and he fell on his face. Even he laughed. He has something common with Bella. Then i looked at the parking lot and saw Bella stareing at me. It made me smile. I jumped up and walked towards to her. I heard her heart speeding up with my wolf hearing. I smiled.
''Hey Bella!'' i yelled and smiled hugely.
''Hey Paul'' she said with her angel voice and returned the smile. I loved how she said my name. We walked to the others and she sat down on a log. I sat next to her, on a sand. Legends were about to begin. She was so focused on legends. If she was very focused on something then she chewed her bottom lip. It is so cute.
''What?'' she asked, looking at me. What? I haven't said anything. I just thought. Oh no.
''Did i just said that out loud?'' i asked, looking at ground. She chuckled.
''Yeah, you did'' she said.
''Sorry''i said, blushing. All the time i was focused on Bella. When legends were over we went to walk down the beach.
''Legends are interesting'' she said.
''Yeah, they pretty cool'' i said.
''What do you love about being wolf'' she asked me, looking me in the eyes. I was lost, i didn't remember even my name.
''I- I- I'' i mumbled.
''Take your time, it'll come to you'' she giggled. I blushed. We talked there few hours. We got to know eachother. We talked back and Emily had gotten food. We sat down and started to eat hot dogs. Bella had her first when i had my 4th. She looked me with big eyes.
''What?'' i asked.
''Where do you put that all?'' she asked me. I started laugh.
''We eat alot'' i smiled at her.
''Oh..'' she said. After eating and talking Bella started to shiver and put her arms around her legs.
''You cold'' i asked, worryed. She nodded.
''You know, im 108 degrees here'' i said with smiled and she curled into my side. It made me smile. After awhile he fell asleep. She was cute and peaceful when she's sleeping. I carried her into her truck and drove her home. Infront of her house i shaked her.
''Bella, wake up, your home'' i said to her in a soft voice.
''What?'' Did i fell asleep?''my angel asked me.
''Yes, you did. It's okay. Your home now'' i said.
''Thanks, Paul'' she said in a sleepy voice.
''You welcome. Listen, do you want to hang out after your school day is over?'' i took my changes.
''Sure, what time you schoolday ends?'' she asked me. I chuckled.
''Bella, i dont go to school anymore'' i said to her.
''Oh..right..19..i'll come after school then?'' she giggled and asked me.
''Cant wait'' i said. And honestly i cant wait. She smiled at me and i sent her to the door.
''Bye Bella'' i said.
''Bye Paul'' she said and gave me a kiss on a cheek. It made me smile hugely. Yay, i thought. She closed the door.
''I love you'' i whispered and ran to the treeline to phase. I went on my patrol.
A/N, listen guys, imma make a little surprise on 3d chapter, and i wanna give Bella some power. What power? You guys can recommend everything! And review. (: