Hello readers. I hope you have been liking this story so far. Right now it is a little slow but I promise it will pick up either in this chapter or the next. Oh! and don't forget to review.
Clare's point of view:
I walked home in the frosty air, the breeze making me shiver. For a September night it sure was cold. I wish I didn't walk to KC's. I should have brought my bike. One thing kept playing in my mind. Who was that boy? I admit he was good looking and cute, but I have a boyfriend. And I bet a guy like him would have girls all over him. He possibly couldn't like me. I was me, and he was the good looking mysterious boy, who of which I really wanted to know. I have to stop thinking like this I have KC and I'm happy with him. But why did he act a suspicious when I asked why he smelt like perfume? Was he cheating on me? No he couldn't possibly be cheating on me. KC loves me and would NEVER cheat on me. Does he, Or would he, was he lying to me?
I got to my house at around 11 and climbed up my balcany and into my room. Once I was inside I stripped and put on some pajamas. I picked out a T-shirt that said 'Team Edward' on it and a pair of Juicy Coture saweat pants that were black. I got in my bed and for the first time in a long time, I cried. I cried for my parents, I cried for my sisters absence and for her rape, and I cried for the possibility that KC was cheating on me. I cried myself to sleep around 1:00. I woke up at 6:00 in the morning to sound of my parents 't they realize I'm supposed to be sleeping till 7:00. Of coarse not. self-centered assholes... I might as well get up now. I got up and walked into my bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked like hell. No I looked like shit. Pure and utter shit. I had big bags under my eyes, bed head, a red nose, and some dried spit on the side of my mouth. Not a pretty picture, let me tell you. I walked over to my shower and turned it on. I let it run till it was warm before I stepped in. The water felt nice relaxing my stiff neck and shoulders. After just standing there for about 10 minutes I did my routine. 45 minutes later I was done with my shower, and was getting dressed. I picked a pair of navy blue Juicy Coture sweats with a matching jacket, and a white tank top that had gray and pink roses on it. For shoes I picked my tall UGGs that were gray and had three bottons on the outside of each boot. I then walked back into my bathroom. I blow dried my hair and brushed it. I then applied some makeup consisting of concealer, eyeliner, mascara, and some vanilla flavored lip gloss. I walked into the kitchen and saw my parents sitting at the table as far apart as the table would alow them. I saw my mom glaring at my father and my father flipping my mother off while he was reading the news paper. I cleared my throat and they stopped and acted like everything was fine. Are they really that stupid to think that I don't know what's going on? I grabbed an apple and my lunch money before going out the door. The walk to Degrassi was nice I listened to a song called Overboard. It was by Justin Bieber and some no name chick who was tryin to be famous, But do I care? Nope. I just liked the song.
It feels like we've been out at sea.
So back and fourth that's how it seems
But when I wanna talk you say to me, that if it's meant to be it wil be.
So crazy is this thing we call love, but now that we got it we can't just give up
I'm reaching out for you, got me out here in the water and I
I'm overboard and I need your love
pull me up, I can't swim on my own.
It's too much, feels like I'm drowning without your love.
Throw yourself out to me, my life saver
life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh my life saver Oh
Never understood it when you said, you wanted me to meet you half way
Felt like I was doin my part
You kept thinking you were coming up short
it's funny how things change, cuz now I see.
So crazy is this thing we call love.
And now that we have it we can't just give up.
Got me out here in the water and I
I'm overboard and I need your love
Pull me up, I can't swim on my own.
It's too much, feels like I'm drowning with out your love
So throw yourself out to me, my life saver
life saver
oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh
Supposed to be some give and take I know
But your only taking and not giving anymore
So what will I do
cause I still love you
You're the only one who can save me
I'm overboard and I need your love
Pull me up, I can't swim on my own
It's too much, feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me, my life saver
life saver
oh life saver
my life saver
life saver
oh life saver oh
I really like this song for some reason. I don't know why. Maybe because I can realte to it. You see I'm not most people when it comes to listening to music. Unlike just singing and not paying attention to the lyrics I listen to them. If it's happy song I try to feel the singer's happiness. If it's sad I try to feel the singer's hurt. If it's heartbreak, then I try to feel thrie pain. Apparently I was so into the lyrics that I didn't even notice that KC was calling my name. I took my ear buds out and turned to see KC.
"Hey" I said Giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Why didn't you answer when I called your name?" He asked.
"Oh I didn't hear you. My music must've been too loud."
"Well you should turn it down before you go def." KC scoffed.
"Lets get to class I don't want to be late." KC said as we were walking up the steps. What was his deal? Someone must be PMSing. Kc walked me to Mrs. Dawes's class with 15 minutes till class started, why did he want to get to class so early. When we stooped outside the door, KC planted a hard and forceful kiss on my lips. Usually I would like KC's kisses. But this one was controlled and forced. I hated it. Once he stopped kissing me he walked away down the hallway. I walked into the classroom and sat in my regular seat. That's when I heard Mrs. Dawes speak.
"And here is Miss Edwards now." She said. I looked up confused.
"Clare you will be Eli's writing partner for rest of the year." I didn't care looking at the person so I went back to writing silently in my journal. The person sat down in front of me and I still didn't stop writing. I felt a pair of eyes on me when I looked up I was met with the most beautiful Emerald eyes in the world. It was him.
