Drabble Rating: K
Status: 2/45
Word Count: 137 words
Warning: None.
Theme: Emotions
Sometimes Rukia wishes she were a Hollow.
As stupid as it sounds, she often wishes she were like them—unfeeling, uncaring, oblivious to other people's pain. Unable to feel pain or sadness because of the lack of a heart, oh how it were tempting at times to rip out her own.
She really wished she couldn't feel anything after the confrontation with Renji and Byakuya, before being taken into custody for her felony. Her threat to Ichigo, the look he gave her—pained, broken, destroyed— and it was all her fault.
Emotions were a troublesome thing to deal with. They showed weakness in one's self, forming a giant neon sign over the unfortunate one's head that read in flashing lights "Guilty! Depressed! Use him! Abuse her!" Rukia hated feeling so vulnerable.
Then again, she just hated feeling.