Edward- Chapter 2
"Bella, love?"
His beautiful voice brought me out of my silent thoughts. "Yes, Edward"
"Are you ok? You're painfully silent."
I rolled my eyes at the dual meaning of his statement. I have always thought my brain didn't work right as I was the only mind he couldn't hear. " I'm fine. I was just thinking about everything that has happened since I met you."
"Bella, I will never let anything hurt you." I could see the pain in his eyes that always showed as he thought of something bad happening to me because of what he was.
"Edward- the love and happiness I've experienced is nothing compared to the few accidents I've had."
"Accidents?" Anger leaked through his voice with that one word. Ugh! He'll never stop blaming himself for my chronic bad luck.
"I love you but do you think I could have a few moments alone to think?"
Edward stood in front of me hesitating trying to figure out if he should leave or continue this conversation. "Are you getting cold feet?" He had a hint of humor in his voice but the expression of his face showed sadness.
"No, I won't be cold until the wedding is over." I smiled but he found no humor in my words as he was always the typical brooding vampire. The conversation ended with an always too short kiss and his silent retreat. A few moments later I could hear my lullaby creeping upstairs. He apparently wanted me to relax.
As I sat there staring out the wall of windows in Edward's room my mind drifted back to a couple of months ago when I was forced once again to endure a school dance.
Flashback:
Everything was going ok until Edward, Emmett, and Jasper said they'd be right back. Automatically my heartbeat doubled and I scanned the room for danger. Rosalie and Alice grabbed both of my arms so I knew there was danger somewhere. That was when the lights all shut off and everyone scattered to the sides of the gym. I could now feel my heart in my ears. Suddenly I saw 3 spotlights and Edward, Jasper, and Emmett appeared in ridiculous hip-hop outfits complete with baseball caps turned sideways. That is when the music and dancing started.
Saw you 'round the other day,
Shorty she was all the way
Looked like you were feeling me
So I had to come and see
Girl he wasn't tryin' to hate
But she had to demonstrate
That she was the queen to b
e But she couldn't fight the chemistry
and I say... I, I, I, I can't lose you,
no I, I, I, Nooooo
She was disco lights on a Friday night
She moves across the floor Suga!
She was o so tight like dynamite
Blowin' me up with her love
She was on the phone with me
All night long I just can't get enough
She was ah ah oh, ah ah oh
Blowin' me up with her love
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
* Wow, I didn't know Emmett and Jasper could move like that, much less Edward!*
Girl its just the sexy way
You back yourself into me
You're more then just a pretty face
You're better then a fantasy
*Edward walked over and danced real close to me*
Come on baby Don't ignore me
I know what you're feeling for me
You can't fight it Cause you want me
Don't you miss this or you'll be sorry
So tell me what it's gonna take
You've got me all bent out of shape
Thinking bout you all day
And how you gonna make me wai
t and I say.. I I I I can't lose you no
I I I Whoaaaa
She was disco lights on a Friday night
She moves across the floor
She moves across the floor
She was o so tight like dynamite
Blowin' me up with her love
She was on the phone with me
All night long I just can't get enough
She was ah ah oh, ah ah oh
Blowin' me up with her love
Ahhhh... there's just something about you baby..
it's taking me over... I want you to know
*there was an interlude of music, the 3 guys started, wait what?, they were stepping?*
Now it's on tonight
She took all control
Turned off all the lights
She said ... don't.. you.. want.. to..
Na na na, na na na Hey! Na na na na na Yeh yeh yeh yeh Na na na na na na Oh oh oh
* I'm going to have a permanent blush*
Tell a story
She was leaning on me
Getting horny Maybe we'll get
Look at shorty She was leaning on me
Getting horny Maybe we'll get naughty
She was on the phone with me
All night long And I just can't get enough
She was ah ah oh, ah ah oh
Blowin' me up with her love
She was disco lights on a Friday night
She moves across the floor She moves across the floor
She was o so tight like dynamite
Blowin' me up with her love
She was on the phone with me
All night long And I just can't get enough
She was ah ah oh, ah ah oh
Blowin' me up with her love
Na na na, na na na, na na na na
She moves across the floor
Na na na na na na na na na na na na no O! she may! o!
I can't get enough
She was disco lights on a Friday night
She moves across the floor Ahhhh!
She was o so tight like dynamite
Blowin' me up with her love
She was on the phone with me All night long
And I just can't get enough
She was ah ah oh, ah ah oh
Blowin' me up with her love
Oooh oooooh
End Flashback
It was a perfect routine. Almost liked they had practiced it for months. I sat there with my mouth open. Somewhere in the middle of their performance a spotlight was focused on me too. Alice and Rose were bouncing up and down, screaming for their "boyfriends." The scene that just unfolded before me was not only entertaining but another way Edward always wanted to show everyone how much he loved me. For me, it made me feel like I was inferior. I could never be enough. I had no talent. I couldn't play the piano, no dancing, no singing, heck I couldn't even walk across a flat surface and he was perfect at everything.