Dear Diary

Well today is the big day. I am going to graduate from Hollywood Arts. Four years of my life had just past and it was the worst and the best times of my life. The worst because it was during my time here that I acted like a selfish bitch and almost lost the chance for what turned out to be the best thing about this school and that was Robbie Shapiro.

Last night I told him about the baby and I was afraid that this morning he would be upset, having thought about it, but I am happy to report that he woke me up with a kiss and made me some Cream of Wheat, my favorite breakfast.

"So we have to be there at eleven and the ceremony starts at noon. Then afterwards your parents want everyone over at their house for the party." Robbie said as he ate his Cap'n Crunch. He couldn't stand Cream of Wheat but he always made sure we had some because I loved it. I finished up and got dressed while he made some calls he didn't want me to hear. I already knew what was going on. They were going to have a surprise party for me, but not at my parent's house. It would be here. I know almost no one will show up at my parent's and then when we come home the real party will begin. I overheard him talking to Andre about it last week.

At eleven we arrived at Hollywood Arts. We were going to do the ceremony outside at the Asphalt Cafe. Soon the whole class was there. It was a small class, but then most of them were. Hollywood Arts only took in at the most 300 students every class. And then through the years people moved, failed, got kicked out, and three left because they were discovered and were off living their dreams. So that left us with only 176 students graduating today. I had to sit in the back because I was one of the last ones to go. Damn alphabet.

So we all sat down and listened to speech after speech after speech. Not one person seemed to want to just get it over with. They all just droned on and on. And it really didn't help that the kid I was sitting next to, Joshua Williams, had really bad B.O. It was making me sick to my stomach and that wasn't good when I already threw up a lot through out the day.

Finally everyone shut up and we were called up to get our diplomas. Our gowns were black with red accents, except for the Valedictorian and others like her. They were red with black accents. I got my diploma or at least the stand in rolled up piece of paper. Our real diplomas would be mailed to us later. I shook the new principal's hand and then hugged Lane goodbye. He was a great guy and I was going to miss him. After that we went back to our seats and then threw our caps in the air. It was just as cheesy as any movie you have ever seen it in and just as great. We headed out and were soon at my folk's house.

Just like I said it was a small party with hardly anyone there. Really it was just me, Robbie, my parents, and two of my mom's friends that have known me for years. Mainly this was for my parents to give me their gift because they weren't coming to the other party. Their gift was great. It was a very expensive work desk that I needed for my fashion courses. I was happy as anything at that. Mom's friends gave me money which is always a great gift. Soon we headed home and I put on a big show about no one being at my party. Well I kept it believable at least.

"I can't believe no one showed up Cutie. I thought everyone knew about the party." I said as we pulled up to the house. Of course upstairs was dark.

"Yeah I can't believe it either. Why don't we just go upstairs and I'll help you relax." He said in a sweet voice. Oh two can play this game. I leaned over the center consol in his car and slowly licked his ear before biting on the lob. As I attacked his ear I reached over and slowly rubbed his crotch. I felt him get hard and smiled. See he still thinks that I don't know about the party so this is all normal for him. What makes it so bad is that he knows he won't be able to take care of this urge until later. It will be slow torture for him. That will show him.

"Let-lets go upstairs." He said in a squeaky voice. I really turned it up now.

"My thoughts exactly Cutie." I lick the inside of his ear as I slide my hand into his pants. I swear he dove out of the car to get out of my grip. I was laughing on the inside but I needed to hide what I was doing so I just looked at him. "Cutie what is wrong?"

"You-your hand was cold. It just start-startled me." He said panting on the ground. I got out of the car and walked around to him. He quickly moved away from me but I could tell that he didn't want to. He almost sprinted up the stairs. I followed fighting back my giggles. Of course when I walked in it was dark.

"Cutie where are you?" I called out as the lights came on and everyone shouted surprise. I smiled and acted shocked. Everyone was there and soon presents were given. From Jade and Beck, yes Jade and Beck, I got $100. Like I said money was always a good thing to have. Andre and Tori gave me some clothes that will only fit me for the next few months but that is ok. They are really cute, and there is even some lingerie in here. Robbie will love that. Cat got me a box of red velvet cupcakes. They are so good. I swear she is trying to get me addicted to them like her. As for Robbie he said his gift was for later and I can't wait. After eating pizza and salad, at least I had a salad there was too much grease on the pizza for my poor stomach, Beck announced that we were all going to his family's cabin in Canada. Robbie, Andre, and he had pooled their money together to do it. Everyone was going so it was going to be a lot of fun. I know that means that Jade is coming but after my threat to her in the janitor's closet she hadn't made a move on Robbie. So after everyone left Robbie gave me his gift. It was a bracelet that matched me necklace that he gave me for Christmas. I was so amazed that I didn't realize that he wasn't done. Then he did something for me that I will never forget. Let's just say my Cutie is as talented with his tongue as I am with mine.

Dear Diary

Well we went to the doctor's today. I am healthy and ok to go on our trip. I just have to be careful because me morning sickness may get worse. If it gets too bad I had to go to the nearest hospital but other then that I should be ok. He gave me a list of natural nausea remedies. I gave it to Robbie and he went to the store and got me a lot of it. We packed up that night and spent one last night in our bed for the next two and a half months. I wonder what this trip will have in store for us.