The second chapter to my story...( :
I layed in my bead curled up in a ball. I was so confused. I didn't know what to think. I mean I wasn't really sure if I was feeling the same way he felt. I mean, I love Jacob, he's my bestfriend. But was there something more I felt for him? There was something there. There was, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Wait a second, these feelings I have weren't just butterfilies. Ever since yesterday, when I was around him I would get a warm feeling that was kind of perfect. So this had to be what love is I know it. I know I couldn't be away from Jake now. But it's like all of a sudden this was supposed to happen like it was meant to be. Maybe fate has found it's way to me. I had to talk to him maybe we could work this out. I realized I was in my oom for three days thinking about how to work this Jake situation out. So, I went to take a shower putting on a baby blue sundress with white flipflops. I put a little tiny bit of pink eye-shawdo no eyeliner today, trying to be casual. I put pink lipgloss on my lips and put my hair back in a bun. I went to my room and grabbed my phone 3 txt messages on my phone one said.
Nessie,I understand if you hate me I didn't mean to drop that on you yesterday...Jacob
The second one said:
Are you okay? Please let me know! Jake
The third one said:
Okay Renesmee Carlie Cullen I kno wat I said To you was shocking but you need to stop getting all depressed over me! Im really not worth it...you need to just move on if you don't feel the same way..I know im hovering u but it's only cuz I care About you so much..Jake
I went into the kitchen for some cereal and waiting eyes watched me as I put my breakfast together. I pretended I didn't notice them but all the eyes were burning a whole through my face. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes annoyed at how much they were watching me.
"Can I help you guys with anything?"I asked sarcastically.
"The zombie still has a little bit of an attitude I see,"Uncle Emmett joked. Rosalie slapped him on the back of his head.
"Ouch! I'm just saying." He exclaimed
I rolled my eyes. I took out my cellphone probably thinking I should txt or call Jacob. I should txt him now that I am able to talk to him I guess.
Jacob I'm fine just what you said shocked me and I didn't kno how to take it in very well...when you can, just come by later...Xoxo Nessie
I snapped my phone shut. Clutching my chest. What's wrong with me? The pain I was feeling was not from physical pain but mental. I needed Jake to be by my side I needed him. This pain was caused from being seperated from your soulmate. Why was it like I was being forced to be like this. I needed to sort this out, I needed to get to the bottom of this.
Okay it's short but the next chapter will be longer and in Jake's Point Of View It'll be up soon Review, Review, Review! Love you guys forever Oh yeah I need time to think about what Jake is going to do.