Disclaimer: I don't own BLEACH or the song lyrics.
I think I want to add random bleach characters and songs that I think would go along with their lives. None of these have to do with each other. This one is Byakuya( seeing as how I love him) and the song is Behind these Hazel eyes.
As I said before I'm not good at all.
It was Hisana's birthday. As Byakuya stood in Hisana's old room his mind went through countless memories. Picking up her possessions he felt as if he held her in his own arms.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable
Like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
It's only been 60 years since she left. It seems like an eternity since I've been able to hold her. With her near me I was perfect, complete and unbeatable. She might have been a commoner but being with her felt so right. With you by my side Hisana I was able to stand against any blow, any threat. I went against my entire clan. All of the nobles- even my parents to have you as mine. To give you your rightful title as my wife. Now I can't smile. Laugh or even sleep. I miss her warmth on the bed next to me. I miss the weight of her head on mine…
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
No one knows how broken I am. The pain that I bear can't be understood. My life my love my wife. Simply gone. I went from being undefeatable to unapproachable. No matter how stoic my expression I am always crying. How cruel to have only 5 years with you. I thought I could spend forever in your arms. I wanted the honor of fathering your children. I thought you were the one who would yell at me for doing wrong. You were supposed to be mine forever. how did this happen?
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel all right
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
She was the only one who understood -The pains of being a noble, of having to deal with the elders ; of trying to be perfect. The only one I didn't have to put up an act in front of. Now she's gone and my entire existence is false. No, you won't see me shed a tear. No, you won't see me break down and cry. I have existed for nearly 200 yrs but only lived for the 5 yrs I was married to her. I have urges to love her, to hold her, to lie next to her. My bed has too many memories.They say I have insomnia. I haven't had a good night sleep since she left. I wander to take midnight strolls.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
Her sister is her physical replica. It kills me to have her look-alike run around. I know she is not her but seeing her face her body her eyes reminds me of my love. No I will never love her or take her as my wife. But I will refrain from seeing her and being nice to her. I promised once that I would take care of her. I won't lose you again Hisana. This time I will protect your sister. As my own.To fulfill my promise to you.
His cold attitude towards Rukia was justified by the fact that she reminded him of his now dead wife. His distance from her was to keep himself away from the pain that was caused by Hisana's death. Everytime he vowed to protect his sister-in-law he failed. But he kept his promise to Hisana and tried over and over again. His love for her gave him the deepest pleasure and pain he ever felt. The time he spent with her was the best in his life. He learned to be free, to fly, to give up and live for himself not the clan- even if it were just for a day. He married a commoner, went against the world. He was the strongest with her by his side. He fought for her, to be with her. Now without her he was left with physical strength provided by Senbonzakura, but not the type of strength given to him by Hisana. Still in her room, the room where all of her possessions were kept, Byakuya fiddled with his wedding ring until he fell asleep on Hisana's bed, holding her wedding dress close to his heart.
"I will never let go."
So How was it? If you have suggestions..for any of my "works" let me know. I think this one is short and I don';t think theres a lot of emotion in here. Let me know k:)