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Daisuke's POV
"How could I be so stupid!?" I yelled out aloud when I reached my apartment, I locked my door and put my bag in my bedroom, stretching my arms as I went to grab a snack to eat. I found a chocolate bar in the fridge and sat down to eat it. I had a terrible sweet tooth, I couldn't resist candy or chocolate, which I why I had to brush my teeth a lot to keep it from rotting. Strangely enough, I never became fat because of my addiction to candy.
I was frustrated with myself then, I shouldn't have asked Dark to leave, I should have asked him to stay with me! Chikusho!! Daisuke Niwa you are such an idiot, you had the chance to have some time with your beloved Dark Mousy but you just HAD to tell him to go home!! Yeah I know it's obvious that I, Daisuke Niwa, was madly in love with that gorgeous hot teen Dark Mousy, I wanted to be his and his alone, yearning to be in his arms. But nonetheless I wasn't going to risk out precious friendship just to find out that he was gay or not!
The sun was setting fast as an orange beam of light temporarily blinded me, and I decided to make dinner for myself, which was instant ramen. Ever since my family died I started living here, in this small but comfortable apartment, due to the destruction of my old house. Since I was only a teenager, I was supposed to temporarily live in an orphanage to wait until I was adopted. Psh. I did not want to be adopted by some stranger who might very well abuse me, so I decided to ask a rich uncle of mine to prevent this from happening. After a long and boring process, I finally got to live by myself, using the money that my uncle gave to me monthly.
After I hastily gulped down my food, I went to the bathroom to take a shower, I stripped myself of clothes and saw in the mirror a body full of cuts and scars. One look and it would scare any normal person, but I've lived through enough pain to feel nothing. I decided to add one more scar to the collection, and swiftly grabbed a razor blade and slid a long cut on my arm, drawing crimson blood the same color as my eyes. I wasn't sure when the bleeding stopped, but when did I started crying. Cutting usually calmed me down, but sometimes it reminds me of how my family died and I just couldn't control myself. I grabbed the razor blade and inflicted another wound on my right arm, albeit with more force. I proceeded to bury my face in my knees and continued crying.
When I finally had my shower and changed my clothes, I went to my bed room and sat down in front of the computer. The computer was...a present from Dark on my fourteenth birthday, how he got the money I never found out. He gave me this gift, so that I could spend time on it instead of cutting myself. But I just couldn't stop cutting, I was addicted to it, and I hate myself because of it. Dark tried so hard to stop me from cutting and I repaid him by not stopping. 'ARGHHH!!!' I yelled in my mind as I scratched my head in utter frustration and anger.
After I relaxed a little, I started writing my sixth yaoi fiction. Yes you heard me right, I was a yaoi fan fiction writer, and a very accomplished one too. I had written only five fan fiction, and it was always pouring with reviews. Hundreds of them came everyday, and I noticed that some of them were my classmates as well(they weren't very creative with their user names). My user name was 'Saint Bloodied Tenshi', and no one realized that I was the author of those fan fiction.
I typed and typed, never stopping even to go to the bathroom, until it was ten o'clock, and I felt extremely sleepy. I left the computer on because I was lazy to switch it off, I yawned tiredly and went to bed, hugging a very cute chibi doll. The doll was a strange dog and rabbit hybrid that had a pair of crimson eyes like me, and I decided to call it With, for some strange reason. I jerked my head to the left, and through a conveniently placed window I could see the night sky filled with stars. The stars always made me feel at ease each time I stared at them, and my gaze never left them, until I slowly became asleep...
' I found myself running, carrying a leather school bag on my back, for some odd reason I had a strange, happy feeling inside of me, like was eager to go somewhere. My red hair whipped about in the zephyr as I took every shortcut to my destination. Gradually I arrived at...my home, my old home. I reached out to turn the knob but I was surprised to find the door partially opened, I ignored it and went inside the house, taking my shoes off simultaneously. I rushed to the living room with a bright smile, only to be replaced with a horrified look. I hardly uttered a sound when I saw my okaa-san, oto-san and ojii-chan lying dead on the floor, in a pool of crimson blood. Several bullets had pierced their hearts, and they had a frightening expression on their faces, the last facial expression they had before they were murdered. Then I heard voices, unfamiliar and sinister voices that came from the second floor. " Sir, we've eliminated everyone in the premises, as well as performed a thorough search, but there's no sign of what we seek." " Well then find harder- wait, I think I heard someone entering the house, quick! He must have it!" I knew. I knew they were talking about me. I knew that THEY were the people who murdered my family. And I knew that they were going to kill me next, but I couldn't move, my muscles were not responding to me, and I was rooted to the ground. My mind was a tempest of all sorts of emotions, grief, anger, sadness, anxiety, confusion... But before they came down, someone from behind grabbed me and pulled me out of my trance, as well as the house. Then I realized that I was being pulled away by Dark, " Dark what's going on? Where are you pulling me to?" I asked him. " To safety, Daisuke these people are dangerous, they want to kill you! Come on we have to leave now!" I wasn't sure what exactly had happened, when I looked back at my house, I almost screamed when I saw my home exploding-'
" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" I screamed as I jumped up from my sleep, immediately I started panting and found myself sweating like shit. I calmed myself down by telling myself that it was just a nightmare, even though it was a reality two years ago. I just sat on my bed for five minutes, then after realizing that I didn't want to go back to sleep because of the nightmare, I decided to check if I got any new e-mails. Luckily for me the computer was still on, laziness does pay off. Suddenly I noticed on my Windows Live Messenger that someone was still online, and guess what? It was Dark.
/Hi, umm...Dark? You still awake?"/I typed.
/Daisuke? Why haven't you gone to bed yet?/ He typed.
/Well I had a terrible nightmare, and when I woke up I didn't want to sleep./
/Ah I see, well I hope it isn't anything serious, wouldn't want poor Daisuke to be deprived of beauty sleep./
/Ha-ha, real funny, so what's your excuse of staying up so late?/
/Insomnia. Or maybe it was because of the coffee I had./
/Definitely the coffee, you drink that stuff all the time./
/Well at least I'm not drinking any alcohol, neh?/
/Hmm...you got a point there...wait, DID you have alcohol before?/
So we chatted on and on, it wasn't anything important, in fact we only talked about random stuff, but it felt so blissful to be able to have a decent chat with Dark. I would always be eager to see his replies, and he never disappointed me. I saw the clock and it was already 2 in the morning, but I was reluctant to leave the computer.
/Hey Daisuke./
/Yeah? Dark?/
/I need to tell you something. Something really important./
/Oh sure, just lay it on me./ I wondered what he was trying to tell me then.
/Well the truth is...well I...whatever happens Dai, promise that we'll always be best friends./
/What are you talking about Dark? Of course we'll be./ Wow it really sounded that he was about to confess to me.
/Okay, Daisuke, I'll type this word by word. I.../
Just when I thought that the love of my life might have had feelings for me, and just when I was about to find out whether me and Dark had a shot at a relationship, the electricity went out. The screen went black and so did everything else around me, I banged the computer and when I found out that it was impossible to bring the electricity to life, I threw myself on the bed. The whole apartment must've heard me when I yelled, " CHIKUSHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!"