(Seth's POV)
I shifted and ran full speed tords Jacob's house knowing he would be freaking out by this point. When I made it half way there I shifted back and ran the rest of the way. I ran up to the porch and almost fell on my ass but caught my self.
"Hey, Seth what up with you? You look like you seen a ghost." Paul told me
"Where's Jacob?" I asked him
"He's inside. There any news on Ness?" he asked me lines of worry covered his face
"Let's go inside I got something important to tell the guys." I told him opening the door seeing all the wolves on the couch and on the floor.
"Hey, guys Seth's got news so listen up!" Paul yelled
"Shut up Paul we don't have time for this we have to find Ness." Jacob yelled at us
"Well that's the news but if you don't want to know then I'll just leave." I told him with a smirk
"What happened with Ness where is she?" he asked me frantically
"Well she fell and crashed into the tree by the treaty line. I seen her tumble into the tree and ran up to her she has burses on her and some cuts but other than that she is doing okay. She wont talk though, she is back at home sleeping hopefully." I told them
Jacob just sat there looking at the wall and every one else just looked at me or Jacob. I wanted to leave and not be caught in the cross fire but by time I was getting ready to make a brake Jacob stood up and walked tords me.
"Do you know what happened to her she had to of told you. I know she told you what do you know?" he asked me going into alpha mode
"I told you she can't talk so how would she tell me anything?" I asked him backing tords the door
"You know something and your not telling us what's going on I know you are keeping something what is it?" he asked me getting louder with each word
"I don't know anything Jacob so you need to back off." I told him making a brake tords the door and when I got outside I shifted into wolf and ran leaving them behind me
(Renesmee's POV)
I was in my room curled up in the corner by my window blinds closed I couldn't bare to see the sunlight. I had no more tears to cry I only had dry sobs now. I couldn't stop shaking I was so afraid at this point I couldn't make out anything anymore. Nothing made sense in this world anymore. Alice and Jasper left after my check up and everyone else was down stairs unaware that I was dieing inside. I have been sitting up here just staring at the wall for about three hours now and no one had come up to check and see if I was still alive. Yeah a family makes you feel loved.
I was so not ready for the news that was given to me I couldn't understand. Why couldn't he have just killed me? I would have been better off dead than here. I replayed my check up in my head. Carlisle had me lay on the table and checked me out when he did the scan and got a worried look on his face.
"What's wrong?" I asked him kind of worried
"Let me run a couple more test on you." he told me
"Why? What's wrong?" I asked sitting up
"I just want to check something okay so calm down." he told me
He took some more test and then he looked concerned. "What is going on you have to tell me." I told him
"Alice can I talk to you out side for a moment?" he asked her moving tords the door
They walked out and closed the door Jasper came to stand by me. "I'm sure everything is okay Ness don't worry." he told me
I just nodded my head at him getting ready for the worst. Then Alice burst threw the door and hugged me tightly. "I'm so sorry Ness, I should have been there I'm so sorry." she said into my ear
"What's wrong? What happened?" I asked her getting scared
"Your pregnant Ness." she told me
I sat there in shock, not able to speak or move or even breath for that matter. No this hast to be wrong. Not me. What am I going to tell the family? Especially Jake and Seth. I thought to my self.
"Please say something Ness please." Alice said looking at me pleading that I speak
"What is going to happen now?" was all I asked
"Well we are going to have to keep track of everything and the fetus to see how fast it grows because if it is anything like you when Bella was pregnant then it will grow vary quickly." Carlisle told me
"Okay, were do we begin. Like is there anything I need to know? Have we thought about how we are going to tell everyone else?" I asked them
"No there is really nothing we can do at this point. And no we have not figured out a way to tell everyone else yet." Carlisle told me
I sat there and then the door swung open and Seth was there. "Ness we have to go the pack is on there way here and if you want don't want to deal with them then we have to leave for a little wile." Seth told me out of breath
"What? Why are they coming here? What did you tell them?" Alice asked him
"I didn't tell them anything just that Ness was back and Jacob went crazy and came after me for not telling him sooner and not calling him first. He also knows something is wrong with her because I told him not to come over to see her." Seth told us
"Come on Jasper lets go tell the wolves that she is sleeping or something." Alice told him
Alice, Jasper, and Carlisle all left leaving me and Seth to talk.
"So how are you feeling?" he asked me
"Okay I guess. I mean I just got done with my check up and got some bad news but I think I will live. I hope." I told him in a small voice
"Well what's the bad news?" he asked me
"I'm pregnant Seth. I don't know what I'm going to do I mean I just don't know how Jacobs going to handle it or the rest of my family for that matter." I told him starting to cry
"Shhhhh it's going to be okay Ness don't worry I'm here to help you threw this okay." he told me giving me a hug
"What am I going to do…. How am I going to tell Jake?" I asked him
"Well we can tell him now or we can wait and get you out of here." he told me
I got up "Well lets go tell them and then you have to help me get out of here okay." I told him heading tords the door
"Okay lets go." he said fallowing me
I opened the door and heard talking it was more like a yelling whisper than anything else. I started to panic and I didn't know if I wanted to go down stairs and face the wrath of the wolves and my family. I felt the baby move in my stomach and that moment I knew there was no going back from here. I looked at Seth and sucked in a breath and headed down the stairs and into my own personal hell but at least I had Seth, Alice, and Jasper on my side to help me.
"You ready?" he asked me
"Yeah lets go." I told him leading the way
We headed down the stairs and into the sights of my family and some of the wolves. Rosalie, Emmet, Esme, mom and dad were on the couch listening to Alice, Jasper, Jacob, Leah, and Paul fighting in the kitchen.
"Hey sweetie how are you feeling?" Rosalie asked me getting up
"Could you all come to the kitchen with me I have to tell you all something and I would like to tell every one at once." I told them walking to the kitchen
"I need to speak with her weather you like it or not." Jacob said getting up
"You will leave her alone Jacob or I swear I will hurt you." Alice said getting in front of him
"Stop it right this minute you two now sit down and listen up. Alice could you please help me and bring Jasper and Rosalie with you." I told them and walked out of the kitchen with Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, and Seth behind me
"Okay, well Alice if you would please fill Rosalie in so I can tell you all the plan then that would really be helpful." I told her taking a seat and putting my head in my hands
"Well Rosalie the reason Ness looks the way she does is because she is pregnant." Alice to her
"Who is the father? How could you have been so stupid to not use protection Ness you are only nine years old how could you do something so stupid like that?" Rosalie yelled at me
"Rose that's not what happened okay hear her out." Seth jumped in
"Don't go there mutt." she told him
"Stop it okay. Just stop fighting pleas. I can't deal with everyone fighting all the time and Rose this didn't happen by choice look at me does it look like it happened by choice? Well does it?" I yelled at her standing up
"Then how in the hell did this happen?" she yelled at me
I just stood there looking at her. I felt the tears coming before I could stop them they started to fall down my cheeks. The tears felt warm and they stung as they slid down my ice cold cheeks.
"Oh my God Ness I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking about what I was saying." Rosalie told me giving me a hug
I flinched at her touch but I let her hug me. "So how are you planning on telling everybody and are you wanting to keep it?" she asked me
"I can't kill it. That much I am sure of so I'm going to need all the help I can get from you guys me and Seth all ready have a plan if things get to out of hand but that is pretty much it. I plan on just telling them I am pregnant and answering questions as they come." I told them
"Well lets go we have your back Ness." Seth said and we headed in to tell the family and the wolves
"Okay I have something to tell you all." I told them standing tords the door
"Where have you been you had me worried Ness don't do that ever again." Jacob started
"Shut up Jacob and let me talk." I snapped at him
"Renesmee don't talk like that to Jacob he is just worried about you. Tell him your sorry." my mother Bella told me
"I'm pregnant." I told them not wanting to fight with my mother
All I got was silence and blank stares from them. I was ready for yelling and fighting but all I got was nothing. I was ready to start crying again and then my dad spoke up.
"How in the hell did this happen Renesmee?" he yelled at me
I flinched at his tone but still answered back "It's not my fault dad I swear it was the last thing on my mind."
"Who's the dad Ness?" Jacob asked me
"I don't know." I told them getting tears in my eyes
"Wait hold on how do you not know who the dad is I mean there can't be to many guys is their?" my mom asked me
"No there's only one guy but I don't know who he is." I told them running last night threw my head
Tears started to fall and I hurried and wiped them off before they could be seen. Seth came and stood by me as did Alice she told Jasper and Rosalie to stay.
"Seth you knew didn't you?" Jacob asked him getting up
"Yes I did why?" he asked
"You didn't tell me about that you said she was fine and took off why didn't you tell me that she was pregnant why didn't you tell me I am your alpha you are to answer when I ask you questions not run off do you understand me Seth?" Jacob told him using his alpha voice
"I didn't know until I got back but I knew everything else that happened to her." Seth told him
"What are you talking about? Ness what is he talking about?" my mom asked me
"Don't answer that Ness." Seth told me
I hadn't realized I was crying until Alice handed me a tissue. I sat on the floor getting dizzy hoping it would stop I wiped my face as sucked in a breath trying to calm down before I got back up.
"You okay Ness?" Seth asked me
"What? Yeah I'm fine don't worry about me okay." I told him
"Okay." he said
"What happened to you last night Renesmee?" Jacob asked me
"Give me a second okay then I'll tell you what happened." I told him
I went to get up but stumbled a little and caught my self by grabbing Seth's arm. I felt wrong I don't know why but I felt not like my self I felt sick but afraid that I was going to run into a wall if I go to dash to the bathroom. Have you ever had that feeling?
"You sure you are okay Ness?" Seth asked me again
"I'm…." I stopped I felt it coming up
I ran to the bathroom and got sick I felt someone grab my hair and put there hand on my back. After I was done throwing up I felt better but when I caught the smell of it I got worried. I smelt blood. But I hadn't been hunting in three weeks so it had to be my blood. What the hell! Was all I could think.
''Alice?'' I asked
"I know I see it to. Don't worry we will figure this out okay." she said helping me up
"What's wrong with Ness?" Seth asked from the door way
"Take everyone out side Seth." Alice told him
"What why? What's going on with Ness Alice?" Seth asked again
"Just take them outside then you come back in and go to Carlisle's office okay hurry before they smell it." she told him
"Smell what?" he asked coming in the door a little more
"Hurry! Stop asking questions and do what I ask okay go." she told him picking me up
I laid my head on her shoulder and put my hands on my stomach. "Alice I don't feel right." I told her
"Carlisle! Ness needs you now hurry!" Alice shouted and darted up the stairs almost knocking Seth over
"You're going to be okay Ness Carlisle is going to check you out." she told me laying me in Carlisle office
Carlisle walked in and grabbed the ultra sound to check on the baby and see that was going on. I herd yelling coming from down stairs and assumed it was Seth trying to get everyone outside and not get up here to me. I felt sick again and went to the trash can. After getting sick again (input sigh here) I felt it move and grabbed my stomach.
"You are casing a lot of trouble for me you know that don't you and you probably think its funny." I told it
Seth came in and seen me on the floor throwing up and started shaking a little but not much. I laid down on the floor after I was done throwing up and started talking to it. Seth came over and sat by me.
"So this is fine?" he asked me putting my head in his lap
"Well I was fine I'm not sure what happened I mean I felt fine but u guess I wasn't." I told him
He started to pet my hair. I looked at him wired. "What?" he asked me
"Why are you petting me you are the dog here not me." I asked him
I had forgotten that Alice and Carlisle were talking on the other side of the room until I heard Alice yell for Seth.
"Seth come here we have to talk to you." Alice told him
"I'll be right back Ness okay." he told me
"Okay I'll be here most likely getting sick." I told him
"You know you are causing mommy a lot of pain right? I wonder if you are a boy or a girl." I started talking to it again
"What should I name you? I wish I knew who your dad is that would help so I would know who you would look like or what I would have to deal with." I told it
I was trying to remember anything I could about last night but I couldn't I was blocking it out. The only thing I could remember was his eyes and his voice. Wait his voice. I had herd that voice before. Come on Ness where have you herd that voice think.
"Oh my God!" I yelled I had finally remembered where I had herd that voice
"What is it Ness are you okay?" Seth asked me
"Seth do you remember our trip to Canada?" I asked him sitting up
"Yeah why?" he asked me
"Do you remember that guy that we kept on seeing and u got nervous whenever he would get to close to us?" I asked him trying to get him to click it for him self
"Yeah that guy was always looking at you and he smelled like salt water. But his eyes were blue. Why." he asked me
"So you remember him then the creepy guy in Canada that smelled like salt water and his eyes weren't blue they were green when I seen him." I told him
"No they were blue I remember them they were and are blue you must be color blind Ness." he told me
"No they are not now they are red Seth." I told him
"Wait please tell me you aren't being for real here Ness? You can't be series I mean how could you know if it was him or not?" he asked me his voice getting louder
"Because of his voice Seth I remember that voice it was his voice!" I yelled back
"He didn't talk to you how would you know his voice if he didn't talk to you?" he yelled at me
"For get it Seth just never mind okay I never said anything okay just forget everything I have said for the past five minutes okay!" I yelled at him getting up and walking over to the door
"Ness wait I didn't mean it." he told me grabbing my arm
I froze I didn't breath I didn't move. I couldn't I didn't know what to do I kept going threw what happened last night. "It's only Seth nothing to worry about it's not him. Just look okay." I kept telling my self I looked up at him and seen the red eyes that I never wanted to see again. I shut my eyes my head was screaming a blood curtailing scream.
"Ow God Ness you didn't have to do that!" Seth yelled covering his ears.
"What did I do? I didn't do anything." I told him
"You were screaming." he told me uncovering his ears
"No I wasn't was I screaming Alice?" I asked her
"No You weren't screaming could you have projected it?" she asked me
"No he had a hold of my arm not my hand." I told her
"I felt the baby move when he had a hold of my arm do you think….Carlisle is that even possible?" I asked him
"It could be. I mean if the baby sensed that you were stressed and scared it probably wanted to help you feel better and safer." he told me
"I want to go." I told them
"Go? Go where?" Seth asked me
"Just fallow me Seth okay." I told him and ran out the door and into the woods Not looking back
R&R let me know what you think I hope you don't get lost with me I know I'm kind of jumping around but it will all make sense soon. If you have any ideas for names and genders for the baby let me know. Thanks
