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And someone asked for the person to be Nahuel.....great idea but, no. Maybe under different circumstances I would've made it him, but Nessie isn't looking for a life partner. She simply wants someone that will give in to her desires :)
Playlist note: the chapter playlists aren't based on the content of the chapter, they are the songs I listened to while writing, that happened to give me inspiration :)
Chapter Playlist: I didn't listen to any music while writing this chapter, though I did watch Lady Snowblood beforehand.
Chapter 2: The Dreaming
I headed straight for my room, not even bothering to say hello to Mom or Dad. I didn't feel like talking to them right now, especially not about this.
"What's wrong?" I heard Mom ask Dad.
Damn. For a second there, I'd forgotten Dad could read my thoughts.
Don't think about it don't think about it don't think about it....
"Jacob angered her..." Dad was saying, "She's blocking whatever it is he did."
I heard Mom start walking to my room.
"I don't wanna talk about it." I said before she took another step.
She turned back around, disappointed.
I sighed. I may be just like my Mom, but I bet even she didn't struggle with this.
To my surprise, I drifted off to sleep................
"Wake up, beautiful."
His voice was like music to my ears. It sang a sweet song that only I could hear.
"Who are you?" I heard myself ask.
"Someone who wants the same thing you do."
He reached for my hand. I placed it in his and he took me into the forest.
"What he won't give, I will." he said.
I let him kiss me. His lips felt so great on mine. I would say better than Jake's, but I'd never kissed his.
"Am I satisfying you so far?" he asked as his lips moved down to my neck.
"Yes." Was all I could manage. His lips were moving farther and farther down my body. I was enjoying myself.
Then I realized something.
I was enjoying myself....with a stranger.
"Who are-"
"Nessie," Mom shook me awake from the weirdest dream, "Jake wants to talk to you. Your Dad and I will be at the Main House."
I groaned as she walked away. I didn't want to see Jake. Especially not right now. Not when I'd just had the best dream.....
"Hey, Nessie." Jake planted a kiss on my cheek and sat next to me on the bed. "Are you still mad at me?"
"That depends." I wrapped my arms around his neck, "Are you still going to refuse me?"
He shrugged me off. I guess that was my answer.
"What's with you?" Jake asked.
"I'm a teenager...well, an adult now and...." I trailed off, hoping he would fill in the blank.
"And what?" I sighed. Seems like he's not as bright as I thought.
"And I want to experience some adult things," I told him, "Things that you are not allowing me to. Why is that?"
Jake stiffened. He was hiding something from me. He was hiding....his fear.
"Are you really afraid of my dad?" I asked.
"No, that's not why. Edward and I are good friends now......" he trailed off, "It's just........."
"Just what?"
"You wouldn't understand, kid."
"I'm not a kid," my voice was cold, "And I wish you would stop calling me one. Now just tell me why the hell you won't let me do what I want with you!"
Jake was silent.
"I'm not ready to tell you yet." was all he could say.
"Then I'm not ready to start hanging out with you again," I shot back, "Not until you're ready to tell me."
I laid down and closed my eyes, expecting him to leave. But still he sat there, watching me.
"You can leave now." I told him, my voice cold. I didn't mean to come across that way, it just happened.
"Nessie, be reasonable," Jake pleaded, "Just because I won't.....do it with you, you don't want to see me?"
I sat up and glared at him. "Do it? And you call me a kid! No, it's not because you won't have sex with me, okay? It's because you're acting shady about the reason why you won't have sex with me."
"Would you stop saying that word?" Jake was cringing.
"Sex sex sex sex sex," I mocked him, "Now get the hell out of my room."
"Nessie please." he begged, "Don't do this."
I pushed him off my bed and into a corner. "Fine," my voice was cold again, "If you insist on staying, keep your distance."
I knew it was the middle of the day, or perhaps even still morning, but still I laid back down for a nap.
I know. Some vampire I am.
"I'm back, beautiful."
That musical voice awoke me. I looked around. I wasn't in my room anymore. I was in the forest, in the meadow.
"Shall we finish what we started?"
I looked up at the beholder of that musical voice. He was tall, and his face was purely beautiful. His hair wasn't long, but not short either. It was black, and sort of spiky. Part of it covering one of his gorgeous turquoise eyes.
I wanted badly to finish what we started, but I also wanted to know who he was.
"Who are you?"
He chuckled. "You're a curious one. I'll tell you later." He began kissing my neck.
"No," I pushed him off, "Tell me now."
He smiled. It was a dazzling smile.
"I'll tell you later." And with that, he disappeared.