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Entry #2

Eternal Blue has such a nice ring to it. The agency that hired me to work as a part time model, I am so excited to work there! It's been a long day; I just want to go to sleep. This is impossible at the moment because, I can't skip this entry so much to write down! I'll start from the beginning.

I arrived with my mother at the entrance of the building. I was so nervous that I did not hear my mother telling me good luck. The building was more massive than I expected, they made it looked so small in the magazines. Blue glass covered the whole building reflecting the blue sky in a way that made look infinite. My clothes that I was wearing from home looked like they were picked up from a convenience store, compared to the other people walking everywhere inside the building. Then again, my father would not spend a dime on clothes that weren't "age appropriate" I arrived at the front desk where there was sitting a middle age woman talking over the phone.

"Oh hold up a moment girl, a kid just came up to me" She says in an annoyed voice, as I approached "what you need honey? Are you looking for someone?"

"Actually, I am. I'm looking for Misaki Fujima" I said as I was handing out my model pass to her "I'm Kirino Kousaka, starting today I'll be working for Eternal Blue"

"You're the one that Misaki can't shut up about, I see they'll make anyone into a model these days" said the receptionist in an envious tone.

I'll pretend that I not hear that, making enemies this early on the job will only bring problems later on.

"Where can I find her?" I said now showing a fake smile to hide my rage building inside me.

"Misaki is going to be on the third floor, room 318. Just take the elevator and turn left"

"Thank you" as I started walking towards the elevator, I heard her say "If she can be here, why can't my daughter work here"

I thought to myself, your daughter must have the same attitude as you, that's why she can't find a job.

As I arrived to the third floor, it turned from a busy walk street to an eerie silent library. It gave me the creeps. This reminded me when Kyousuke and I went into an abounded house down the street, like day and night. It became silent as soon as we step into the yard of the house. Did the receptionist give me the wrong direction, so I would be late for my first shooting? I hope not. As I got near the door of 318, I started seeing flashes coming out of the room, and started to hear a person yelling.

"Get more light into the back!"

"What are you doing? That background does not match the clothes line up"

"Where is the fan? Hey you! Bring the camera more to the left!"

"Misaki, where is the new model? We need to get this done today!"

"Ok, calm down Keizo, we'll get this done today. Look there she is!" Misaki said, as soon as I walked into the photo shoot.

I was stunned; the room was flooded with lights and air movement from the fans blowing everywhere. Keizo was shouting orders at everyone that dared walk into his view. Cameras flashing every second, while the models posed every time the camera went off. How do they do this? I'm starting to think why I took this job in the first place.

"Kirino, go to the dressing room and get dressed" as Misaka was pointing into the left corner of the room. "It's a red outfit you can't miss it"

"Time is money, hurry and get back here. Damn it I told you to add light into the back! You're fired!" Keizo yelled as I made my way into the dressing room. Keizo looks relative small stature, wearing a beret too big for his head, while growing an oversize goatee. He was wearing light clothes, like if they were pick as a last minute outfit, didn't looked professional at all. Who would have thought, that everyone would fear this man. Then again this man could fire anyone who got into his nerves, Keizo just fired a janitor that was just finishing up cleaning up the toilets, because he did not moved those lights into the back.

Room was cramped, Style clothes were hanging everywhere. How could I find the outfit in this jungle of clothes? As I search high and low, a yellow sticky note caught my eye that said my name. There it was a red outfit that would put my father into a coma. The whole outfit was red literally. It was composed of a miniskirt and an oversize blouse that appeared to fit only big size models. I had not time to think about it and threw my outfit on. This was rather comfortable, and the blouse fit me perfectly. I always thought that being fashionable was more about the statement than rather than if you were be able to walk with them. I rushed to Mikasa with the red high heels that came with the overall outfit.

"You look amazing Kirino! Those pink hairclips add a great dazzle to your overall look!"

"Let's not keep the photographers waiting. Kirino you're soloing" said Keizo "Hey you! Bring out the roses and change the background!"

"What?" I said dumbfounded.

"Don't worry, you'll do fine. Were doing a Valentine special on the next issue and, the other model that was going to do the shooting with you quit without notice." Said Mikasa

My first shooting is going to be about valentines? I haven't even had a boyfriend. There isn't anyone that I could have a crush on, in my school. I was getting nervous; I was getting cold feet at that moment. I started to breathe faster, the room started began to spin, and then suddenly, I heard a familiar voice that said "You can do it Kirino!" I felt like the weight of the world lifted when I heard those words. Who were they from? I had no time to think it over. It all became clear to me and I knew what I had to do. I walk into the shooting sight of the camera and started doing my job. I don't know how many poses I did, but every time I did one I heard Keizo praising me. Before I knew it, the shooting was over.

"Fantastic Job Kirino!" applauding Keizo "You sure know how to pick 'em"

"I told you she was a natural. It's went better than I expected without the other model" Said Mikasa, following Keizo that was heading towards me

"Details, details, detail. Mikasa, I know you will find another one just like her in no time! Well how do you feel?" asked Keizo.

"I feel relaxed, I mean I was just been myself" I replied

"Spoken like a true model. Well it's time to pack up; we need to start shooting early in the morning." Said Keizo while looking at his watch "You be ready for the next shooting, I know I will have a great time working with you."

"Thank you so much for the opportunity" I replied

"I should be the one thanking you. You save us from that one, I was ready drag Mikasa into the shooting if you had not come." said Keizo

"Keizo you know, my modeling years are over" Mikasa replied as she blushed a little.

"Nonsense, you look as pretty as the first day I met you. Kirino, those clothes are yours to keep. I'm pretty sure you'll be the envy of the block when you walk to your house today"

There is only one person I want to envy me, I thought to myself. Many people stared at me while I was walking home. Man are disgusting, they were looking at me with those lewd eyes, so gross. They should all disappear along with the guy living with me. My mother was the first one to greet me as I walked into the house; she was talking about me to all the neighbors about how I became the next model of Eternal Blue. As I headed upstairs I caught a glimpse of Kyousuke in the sofa reading old manga. He looked so bored and stupid like always. He completely ignored my presence. I stomped on the stairs heading up. Why did he not look at me? I mean not like I care or anything. I would expect a guy like him to drool all over like those idiots on the streets. That infuriated me. It's just like yesterday he did not pay attention to me, he just doesn't care about me. He should just go die in the dumpster he was picked up from.

I want to end this on a happy note. My friends all called me when I got to my room, they all envy me on how successful I become over the past few years. I wonder, what I've done for the last few years is actually been worth it? No matter, I am here and I will keep going. Time will only tell where I will end up.