The morning was too cold as usual, but Sam was waken up by Gabriel. Again, for that day. He could sleep one more hour with sweet and willing sleep, wake up willfully, stretch out, be dizzy a bit, then go to the bathroom to take a shower, after what he would drop a chirp to his brother asking when he would be here. After all this actions, he would go to the cafe to have some healthy breakfast; and, after meeting his brother with his "lover", and discussing a new work, only after that he would bear to meet the archangel, who, actually, ruined all of this plans and wishes of younger Winchester. Sam stood up and waltzed with sleepy walk to the bath, answering to archangel's "Good morning, the sun" with hum and closed the door.

Gabriel knew, that Sam was not ready to meet him yet. However, he couldn't but come here. For a moment, just for a little moment, Gabriel thought that it was a mistake and he should go out of here, leaving Sam alone, giving him a time to think everything out and make decisions. He moved his head onto the Sam's pillow and breathed his scent in, filling lungs with it. How stupid, he thought and just flew out of the room, leaving the transparent, golden feathers on the hunter's bed.

When Sam came out from the bath with just towel onto his hips and onto his head, with the latter he was shaking to dry hair out, the coming of Gabriel totally flew out of his mind. But the stupid ache appeared in his chest, when he didn't find the angel waiting for him. Even though he forgot that Gabriel had waken him up and had been here just ten minutes ago, he would wiish to see him here. And it was when he realized with oddness, just how his filling were confused. On the one hand, he didn't want to hear from the angel. Nevertheless, on the other hand, he just couldn't bear with not seeing the archangel. He wanted meet him too bad, while wanted to push him away to just never remember those things, which he was saying couple hours ago. He just kept looking at nothing and started to find clear clothes to put something on.


The angels never sleep, they do not need in sleep. That was why, Castiel just met the sun rise, watching his human sleeping and dreaming about beautiful things. He didn't know it exactly, but could sense thing out. He would never stick into Dean's thoughts or dreams without his permission, if only there was no considerable reason to do so. The relaxed face of Dean was too cute to Castiel to calm down the wish to steal the kiss from sleepy him. The angel, sometimes, was too astonished with own thoughts and amazed how he has learned to think this way, since when he has started to think about them. And, his thoughts were interrupted with Dean's waking up. He blinked few times and, kept a soft, but still dizzy look at Castiel and after moments the light and pure smile stretched out on his fully lips. So, the angel couldn't bear with it any longer and kissed him.

He felt as his heart was beating so loudly that it could be heard out loud and threatened to jump out onto Dean's hands. He run his fingers into Dean's hair aimlessly and leaned to him closer. The hunter responded him, but couldn't let alone the thought, that since his confession Castiel was acting like a real human. And he also couldn't stop himself off of thinking about where the balanced and cold angel of the Lord has lost. But, for sure, he was over pleased with this Cas, who wakes him up with kisses.

"Good morning, Dean." Cas said after their break, when there was no oxygen for Dean to breath in. But the monotone in his voice didn't disappear, Dean smirked, leaning in leather seat.

"Mornin', Cas." he replied and looked up at him. The eyes met with the bluer than the sky eyes of the celestial being and he smiled. There was no need in words, it was fine to just be silent and look at each other. Cas still didn't know how to smile, otherwise he would smile purely and melt Dean's heart even more than. But, he was not aware of it, as well. "Gotta go. Sam's waitin'." Dean said and Castiel just nodded. He started the engine with glad smile on his face and drove to the motel room.

Sam was searching for details of new job with some people found with absent hearts and cut on their throats, when Castiel and Dean waltzed into the room. Sam startled, because he hasn't been expecting someone could enter the room without knocking at it.

"Hey, Sammy!" Dean said, putting the things on the round table. He looked the way too happy and enthusiastic, that it started to annoy Sammy for no reason. He shook his head and just let out a hum, focusing on the screen of the laptop. Dean cocked his eyebrows and turned back to Castiel to eye him, as if he was asking him, what could be happen with little brother. "Hey, uh..," Dean wanted to initiate a conversation, but failed. Then he watched Castiel nodded to him and vanished. He looked up at Sam again and started, clearing his throat. "W-well, Sammy... I guess you've heard it?" Dean asked, keeping gaze at his little brother, who looked up at him under his eye-brows with misunderstanding, asking Dean for more details, please. "About me and... Cas?" Dean clarified.

"Oh, oh, yeah, sure, I have." Sam answered, again focusing on the open windows in the device.

"Well, then you prove it..?" asked Dean cautiously, choosing words to be not seen as high-school-girl.

"Well, yeah. Since I was aware of both of yours feelings, I guess, I prove your relationship with the angel of the Lord. But just be careful, okay? Angels are dangerous, and you're pretty aware of it." Sam said and kept silent. Dean frowned in confusion, but was glad, that his brother so easily put up with it.

"But, hey, I wanted you to know, tha..."

"That you ain't a gay. I know." Sam ended Dean's speech. Dean just cocked his brows and landed next to Sam, pulling the chair at the table for himself.

"And what's it about, man?" he asked, grabbing coffee and sipping it.

"Nothing special, the other werewolf, I guess." Sam said and showed the photos of dead men.

"Awesome." Dean responded and stood up. "I'm going out to make some research out there." he informed Sam and left the room, but not forgetting to take own burger. As soon as he left, Sam exhaled with relief and leaned in to the back of the stool, moving his fingers on his bridge, and rubbing it. He shut his eyes and started to think about archangel. And his attitude had nothing to do with relationship between his brother and Castiel. All it was about his own feelings, which were too hard to carry them. And he didn't know what to do. What is he gonna do with them?


"Cas, are you here?" Dean asked out loud, sitting in the car and shutting eyes. He peeped up, but did not see the angel. "Common, Cas..." He said, but the angel still was not there. Dean frowned, but started the engine to go for a work, thinking that Castiel would had a serious reasons to not bringing his little ass to here. He picked own phone from the front pocket of the blue jeans, it was when, he dropped it from the fear. Cas was right behind him, and staring at him as if he was trying to read his thoughts. Or, probably, he was doing so, and was unpleasant with them. "Dammit, Cas!" he said furiously. "What the hell are you doing there?"

"You're mad at me?" the angel asked, ignoring the hunter's question.

"N-no, but you scared me, man. Just don't do that again." Dean responded. Cas smiled with the corners of his dry lips and turned to face the road.

"I thought, that I could make you mad, if I don't came in time. But..."

"Oh, for that you, dude, should have a pretty serious reason. 'Cause I'm not gonna put up with that you're not responding me or you're ignoring my prays for you." Dean said, even if he knew that it would be rough. Castiel looked up at Dean, and feeling that, the hunter also looked up at him. The eyes of the angel wasn't telling anything, but Dean could understand, that Castiel would not do that again. Never.

"I wasn't ignoring you, Dean. It's just..." and he fell silent.

"Just what?"

"I just want you... to be with me. And keep... praying for me." he said under his breath, but Dean couldn't hear him, that was the reason for him to frown again and eye Castiel.

"I didn't hear what you murmured there. Spill it." Dean said firmly, keeping his firm look at Cas.

"Well, I want be the only one, you could ever pray, and I want you to stay with me. Dean..." the angel said, looking at him. There was a car, which was running on them, but Cas cared about it, since Dean still was concentrated on him. The hunter cocked his brows and looked amused.

"That's it?" he asked in surprise.

"Yes, it is." the angel responded.

"Alright." Dean pulled the car off of the road, and looked up at Castiel again. "Yesterday night, I thought, I showed you, that I was too serious, when I was sayin' that stuff, Cas. And today you want me to be with you?" he asked. The angel tried to clarify own point, but Dean cut him out. "Man, I've already been fallen for you, that it couldn't be changed by anything, not by the circumstances, not by humans, not by monsters. Nothing could change it, do you understand me?" his look was even more firmer.

"Yes... Yes, I do, Dean." the angel said, but he still did not get what Dean was saying. The humans change. The time passes, and their feelings also shapes into the other feelings. And there was no difference weather it is happening sooner or latter. So the angel couldn't help but think about Dean's hot feelings towards him. And he wish it could last more longer. He trusted in it. But the facts remains as the facts. After all, he was an angel, and Dean was just a man. He has already used to smile with corners of the lips, and use it in the moments, when he couldn't argue with Dean, but also couldn't agree with him. So he just kept silence and smiled.

"You're, damn, even prettier with that freaking smile, Cas." was the last what Dean said before leaning to him, and pressing their lips together. It was not the first time Castiel kissing, but it still needed some improvement, since he was totally inexperienced, unlike to preferences of Dean, which mostly laid on the experienced hot chicks. Dean knew from the very beginning, that that freaking angel would change his life fondly, and he would need in a new brick to build things over it. Perhaps, there was no need in it, since the angel was a paint which brightened his life and changed it mostly positively. Dean embarrassed Castiel, moving him on his laps and let him to run his hands into his short-cut hair. Castiel parted their kiss for a few seconds to eye Dean. And he pressed to him again.


"Oh, hello, Sammy..." the unexpected voice came beside Sam, who was dozing. "Long time no see ya, huh, sweaty?"

"Lucifer..." Sam murmured. He seemed frightened, but in fact, he was just shocked, since he didn't await for him. Since he was just thinking about how to defeat him and save the world from the apocalypse.

"Oh, don't be scary, Sammy, I'm a friend here." The fallen archangel said with the smile. "Am I too scary?" he asked. In fact, he was looking a bit worn out, since his vessel couldn't bear his strength, since he was in there for too long time.

"I'm not." Sam replied. "Just didn't expect to meet you." he said, fixing himself.

"Oh, really?" Lucifer asked and vanished, appearing behind him. "Boo." he said, then Sam turned to face him and show that he was not frightened of him. "You are." he gave up.

"So why are you here?" Sam asked.

"Oh, Sammy, don't take it soo serious. Just feel it and watch it with the pleasure." Lucifer replied. "I guess, my little brother was hurt." he said.

"What?" Sam asked, misunderstanding. "What are you talking about!?" Sam was starting get nervous.

"Here, here, baby, it's just about Gabriel, who was refused by... you." and he broke with the laud lough.

"What?" Sam narrowed eyes suspiciously. "How do you know about that?"

"Oh, did you forget that we are the two parts of one being? You – me, and me – you. Don't forget it, my little Sammy."

"Go to hell. I will never..."

"I was there," Lucifer cut him, "and it didn't make me any sense. And, particularly, I never said you will, boy. You already are the same as me. You are chosen to be my vessel, and sooner or latter, we are gonna to unite each other. So just stay prepared for that." with that Lucifer disappeared. And it was when Gabriel appeared with frown on his face.

"Lucifer. He was here?" he asked.

"Yea, Yeah, just right now." Sam answered.

"Son of a bitch he is." Said Gabriel and looked up at Sam. "What he said to you?"

"Am, nothing, just flooded about my vessel duty." said Sam.

"Got it." and Gabriel disappeared too. Then he came again and looked up at Sam. "Hey, Sam, just wanted say, you watch yourself." then he re-disappeared.

Sam exhaled and still was thinking about how Lucifer could know about Gabriel's confession and his refuse. It was the way too creepy, that that was freaking him out. He was tired of all that things. He wanted it madness just to be ended. And it was. Everything was too fast. Everything has happened too fast, that Sam didn't realize, how he was regretting about his refuse.

The first thing was the death of Gabriel. The fake death, that made him a sense, and he realized, that he wanted the archangel beside him, however, it was the time for Gabriel to work and put all feelings away. What, actually, he did. Gabriel had decided all by himself, and had not let them to stick their noses into the issue, saying that he wanted to protect some "god-woman". But Sam knew a real reason of that, why he decided to do so. He just was frightened to be refused again. He even didn't know, that the feelings of Sam were changed. Actually, were clarified. But it was too late, to do any confession or the other thing. It was too late.

"I just want you to be safe." Gabriel said one night, when Sam was sleeping with baby sleep. And he even didn't hear him. But it was easier to say things, when the young hunter was deep in sleep. "Just stay alive, Sammy." he murmured and suddenly and absentmindedly touched his cheek. Of course, it could wake Sam up. That was why, he just flew away, leaving hot print on the hunter's forehead. "You'll never see me again, if I fail. And if I won't... If I won't... then we'll meet again, Sammy. So, try to not die until then." This words were said out-loud, so Sam has heard them, but couldn't get. When he understood a real reason, why they were ringing in his ears, it was too late to respond them. Gabriel just gone.


"Don't forget, little brother, that you've learned all tricks from me." said Lucifer, leaning to Gabriel, who was trying to trick him out and win a time for the Winchesters to get out of there.

And the knife has been stuck in dark-brown-haired archangel even deeper, depriving his vitality.

After all that, Sam still was alive, even after pushing Lucifer and Michael in the cage, even gaining his own soul back. He still was alive, and with his flash and bones. He promised him to not die and wait for him. And he would keep his promise, until his death...

"Stupid you, Gabriel..." Sam said after watching the video, which he had left after his death. It was when Sam figured out that Gabriel knew everything from the very beginning. And he knew, that Sam was going to confess. But he walked away. This time Sam was rejected. But there was no possibility to bring him back, because there was no Heaven or Hell for the angels, was there?


So, guyz, I just was impressed with that seasons. And wanted some drama. But I failed, I think. Mostly, due to the lack of language. I experienced some hardness to deliver my thoughts. So my apologies and thanks.