I never got to tell you how much i loved you

I never got to learn why you always felt that way

I never understood why you loved me even though we never met

I never got to learn all the stories i could have learned

I had always been to shy to even say a word

but now while I sit here I think of you in your new home

HEAVEN

I wonder what i must be like adn i know you must like it

You were a very Christian man and though i did not know you long I love you

and it hurts because you were

Ripped away from me


Yumi looked down at the paper she had just written today was the anniversary of her father's death. It was so long ago and even then she hardly saw him. He was always on a buissness trip and never home she saw him three times before he had died. That day had also been her first day at Kadic and her father had told her that morning he would be going on another trip. She remembered it so vividly.

Flashback

Yumi was eight at the time. She sat at the edge of her bed staring down at her shoes. Her father had said he wanted to talk to her before she left for school. She slowly twirled her black hair on her finger. at this age her hair was long curly and went to the middle of her back.

Slowly her middle aged father walked into the room. He looked sad and depressed.He was leaving her again she knew it. slowly he pulled a little box out of his pocket. He went over and sat next to her on the bed.

"Hey, Yumi. Today's the first day at your new school right." He asked. How stupid, she thought, of course he knows that he just needs to get to the point.

"Daddy please don't go!"She yelled and then wrapped her arms around him as tight as she could."Please don't leave me again!"

Slowly her father took her hands off of his shoulders.

"Yumi you already know that i have to go. I'm sorry i don't want to go either. Here i got you something," he pulled open the box in his hadn and showed a pocketknife. "See the carvings on the side?"

"They're dragons! My favorite!" Yumi exclamed.

"I had it specially made. Now i promise ill be back as soon as i can. Carry this with you whenever you walk to school so you will always have my protection."

End Flashback

Then he was gone. He left her just like that. She had been called up to the office so the principle could tell her the news. Her father had been in a car accident and had the short end of the stick. He had died from the impact and now he was never coming back. That was the same day she met Ulrich. She burst out in tears and took off runing soon she ran into him and she fell in love.

His chocolate brown hair really complemented his sea green eyes which jsut happened to be her favorite color at the time.

A tear slid down her check as she remembered her first encounter with hm and now almost five years later her heart was broken by him. Him that same guy who had stolen her heart and became her very first friend.

Slowly se marked her wrist again leaving the 14th mark one for each day that her heart had been broken. One for each day that Emily had Ulrich in her wrath. ONe for each day that he was not hers.

So there's my second Chapter please tell me reviews and i'll keep going

Should i put in and abusive step father an abusive boyfriend or both you decide!