Yes yes yes, chapter two. So I figured out what this story is going to be. I'm thinking of multiple things. Some letters maybe poems or lyrics, and in Loren's case, her diary. This one took me some time to figure out. I know this isn't really a story yet, it's kind of just a bunch of feels, but it'll turn into a story pretty soon. Please review, I love reviews. Enjoy!

Dear mom,

I know that you can't read this. However, I like to think that you can. I can always feel your presence. I just wanted to tell you about what has been going on.

I met this girl, a while ago. She saved me, although that might sound a little dramatic, it's true. When I broke up with Chloe I actually told her not to fall in love. I told her it would hurt. And look at her now... But I wouldn't hurt Loren. No one with a heart would hurt the person they love. That just proves again that Chloe has no heart. Only the things she has done in her lifetime, how she can still live with herself is a mystery to me. But it is good to know that Loren will never use me like that. She didn't even want me to help her with getting her career started. My girl is a star. She has grown so much and I'm really proud of her. It is great to see how much she's 'in her element' with all those Hollywood bigshots.

You would love her, ma. I know you would. She told me a story about how she used to write letters to her dad and that inspired me to start writing you.

"Soon enough, letters became poems and poems became lyrics." That's what Loren said about her letters to her dad. It is how she started writing. Her music truly is great and whenever I hear her sing I get the feeling that it comes right from her heart.

Something that is really bothering me is my new music. Well, not the songs themselves, but the overall reaction of the crowd to them. I always thought that the fans would follow me, no matter what. Even Loren said that it was nothing like the 'first sound she had fallen in love with'. What does that really mean? I know she loves me, but I want her honest opinion. Because in my opinion the songs are great. I'm in a different place right now and so is my music.

I just need someone to give me the kind of feedback you used to give me. Loren tries to be honest, but she is way too nice to tell me if she thinks the songs suck. Her overall personality is just so sweet. I feel like I'm a better person around her.

My album is coming out this summer... My third already. Jake is really pushing me to do all kinds of publicity things, while he knows I hate interviews and such. Pops always says that things used to be 'simpler' back in the day.

All that aside, the thing that is constantly on my mind -besides Loren of course-, is the accusations against Chloe. They are saying that she killed you. And with 'they' I mean both Tyler and Lily. There was always something about Chloe that I couldn't figure out and somehow that feeling stayed when I recovered that her mom was alive. However, now, that feeling is gone so I'm fearing that it was the truth.

I am afraid that I was planning on marrying the girl that I was planning on marrying. And Lily wants to go public with the story. Jake thinks it not that bad of an idea. He thinks Chloe will get what she deserves through that. But she doesn't deserve to be hated by everybody, no, she deserves way worse. Although I have no idea what she deserves. Maybe she deserves jail, maybe she deserves a miserable life with Tyler Rourke. Or maybe she doesn't even deserve the time that I'm spending writing about her right now.

And I kind of feel guilty about not wanting to talk to Loren about this. She wants me to tell her what's on my mind. But my mind is just so messed up and almost the exact opposite of the picture she has in her head of me. I never felt like this about a girl. It's an amazing feeling, yet her mom told me that she was having doubts about whether I would stay or not. I want her to know that I'm not going anywhere.

Speaking of her mother, she's very much like an older Loren. No, that isn't exactly the term. She actually quite a lot like you. It feels weird saying that because no one could ever replace you. Although I know she's trying to fill up the emptiness and I have the feeling she has already filled up a part. She and pops are getting pretty serious. I know you'd only be happy for him but he seems to have some doubts about that.

It felt good talking to you in a way. I might continue doing this.

Lots of love from your son, Eddie.