I got this idea from kc creation. go read her story Stop, Shuffle, Resume. In fact, go read all of her stuff. It's really good!
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Put iTunes or equivalent media player on random.
3. For each song that plays, write something related to the theme you picked inspired by the song. You have only the time frame of the song: no planning beforehand: you start when it starts, and no lingering afterward; once the song is over, you stop writing. (No fair skipping songs either; you have to take what comes by chance!)
4. Do 5 of these, then post.
Disclamier: I don't own these songs or Yu-Gi-Oh! GX. I'm just borrowing them for my own disturbed fantasies!
Warnings: Jun/Judai, self-harm, swearing
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I never thought you'd see me this way.
Dead In The Water – Hawthorne Heights
Jun sat in his room cutting his wrist, blood dripping down his arm, when Judai opened the door and just walked in.
"Oh my god. What are you doing Manjyome?" Judai asked, panicked.
"What does it look like slacker?" Jun said sarcastically.
"Why the hell are you doing that?" Judai asked, walking towards Jun.
"Don't try and stop me. I'll do what I want. It's none of your business anyways" Jun said.
"None of my business? You're my friend!" Judai said, worried.
"We aren't friends. Leave" Jun said.
"What?" Judai asked, upset.
"Leave!" Jun screamed.
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Such a lonely day and it's mine. It's a day that I glad I survived.
Lonely Day – System Of A Down
Jun sat in his room. He felt lonely. He knew that his family didn't care and that he had no friends.
'It's because of how I am that I have no friends. I know I should be nicer but I just can't help it. No one wants to be my friend anyways' Jun thought sadly.
"Hey Manjyome" Judai said walking straight into Jun's room.
"What do you want slacker?" Jun asked, annoyed.
"To hang out with my friend of course" Judai replied.
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I'm a fist of rage. I'm a razorblade slitting through a wrist of hate.
Fist Of Range – Kid Rock
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck" Jun screamed punching a wall in his room.
"Fuck" Jun screamed throwing papers, books, cards and anything else he could get around the room.
"Fuck" Jun screamed as he punched the wall again.
"Manjyome? Are you okay?" Judai asked, walking into Jun's room.
"Get out! Get the fuck out!" Jun screamed.
"I want to help you" Judai yelled back.
"I don't want your fucking help. Get out!" Jun screamed.
"Fine. If you feel like talking when you've calmed down, you know where I am" Judai said before leaving Jun's room.
"Fuck" Jun screamed punching the wall again, before falling to the floor and punching the floor.
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Yeah yeah craved right into me cuz I am made of scars.
Made Of Scars – Stone Sour
'Such beautiful scars' Jun thought running his fingers along his wrist.
'Hmm I remember this one. This one happened when Shoji yelled at me for not being perfect. And this way happened when I got put into Osiris. Hmm these ten when Judai told me he hated me and how he hates faggots' Jun thought running his fingers along the scars on his wrist, laughing.
'Haha it serves him right. Imagine if he knew what he made me do' Jun thought laughing.
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I will not leave a letter. Nothing at all. I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone.
Already Gone – Crossfade
'I won't leave a letter. Know one will notice that I'm even gone' Jun thought grabbing the knife he uses to cut himself and heading towards the forest.
'I've been gone along time. Not physically. Not yet anyways. As soon as I get to the forest though I will be gone' Jun thought smiling, nearly at the forest.
'It's time' Jun thought as he got to the forest.
Jun pulled his knife out of his black coat. He sat down, pulled his sleeves up and slit his wrists, smiling the whole time, until he fell unconscious.
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