Chapter2

Rating:M

Warning(s): yaoi,forshadowed rape

Disclaimer: I don't own Junjou Romantica

A/N: This chapter is alittle shorter than the last one. The next chapter I'll try to make longer.

"Usagi...we need to talk." He looked up at me for a second then looked away. "There's nothing to talk about Misaki. Just drop it." He got up from the table and lit a cigarette walking away. His words echoed in my head. 'There's nothing to talk about. Just drop it.' How could he say that? Is he just gonna ignore what he did to me? Is he gonna pretend it didn't happen. I can't believe this.

"What do you mean there's nothing to talk about? What happened the other day is something we need to talk about." I got up and followed him. "I said there's nothing to talk about Misaki. Besides I'm not the who was in the wrong." Speechless doesn't even begin to cover it. I had no words at all to say. I open my mouth to speak but there was nothing. Then I finally found my voice. "Are you saying..that..this is my fault? Where'd you come up with that bullshit conclusion?"

I was shaking as a wave of emotion flooded through my body. Anger,hatred,betrayal, sadness,disappointment,fear. So many emotions I almost couldn't hold them in. But why should I? Why should have to hid what I'm feeling. "Yes that's exactly what I'm saying. If you had just stayed away from those guys like I had told. None off this would've happened." I snapped. "So because you get jealous easily. And because I had to work with those guys for school related purposes. You thought the logical way to deal with this was to rape me?" I hadn't realized how close I had gotten to him. Or that I was yelling so loud. My voice softened for a moment. "You say you love me. But all you do is hurt me."

I was crying. No I was sobbing. So hard I almost couldn't breathe. "But no I guess you've said it all. Its my fault. Everything always is with you. I don't even know how I could love someone as heartless as you." I shouldn't have said that. "So I'm heartless now? All I do is hurt you? That's what you think of me? Have you forgotten that I'm the one that helped you even get into that University. Or that you're living in my house?" I backed away from him bit he just moved closer.

I tried not to panic but I'd backed up into a wall. He punched me in the stomach. I gasped for air falling to the floor. He started kicking me. I screamed trying to get away. "S-stop!...y-you're hurting me Usagi!" Instinctively I curled into a ball to shield myself. "I'm hurting you huh. Well apparently that's all I'm good at." He kicked harder and harder.

He didn't stop until I'd passed out. I woke up hours later in more pain then I could describe. It hurt to even breathe. I got up slowly walking upstairs to the bathroom. I cried when I took my shirt off. There were huge bruises everywhere. They hurt so bad. I put my shirt back on slowly. I walked down the hall to my room. I laid down on my bed. I cried. I laid there and cried for awhile until I exhausted myself and fell asleep.

What am I gonna do?