Chapter 2
I could sense Sebastian approaching with my afternoon tea and snacks. He was as quick
and efficient as usual. I hesitated in my approval for him to enter. He knocked once,
pulling me out of my thoughts. I can't open it, I'm not ready to face him. I have found it
harder to just see Sebastian as a butler these days. He thinks I don't notice the lingering
fingers when ever he dresses or washes me. Or the occasional gentle brush of fingers on
my neck followed by a coolsoft breath of air. To me Sebastian was just a pawn in my
game of revenge but nowadays I can't help but gaze longer than allowed. That dark
glance of his when he is annoyed, angry or hungry. That tall toned body of his following
me like a trapped shadow. His deep voice that always brings me a pleasurable sensation
that brings me a prey to the merciless chills. But I can't ignore the fact that he is a
demon who only wants my soul. I knew it all along but with these new and confusing
feelings I can't help but feel somewhat sad. Sebastian can't know anything because in
the end I'm just another meal. I will just have to act cruel and spoiled like usual and
keep it a secret. But that doesn't mean I can't have some fun and take advantage of the
positions we're in. I've known how to dress and wash myself for a while now but it
always brings me pleasure to have Sebastian do it all for me. Once again I was snapped
out of my thoughts as there was a second knock and this time a voice followed.
"Young master I have brought your tea and snack. Are you alright?" Oh that voice of his
it's just so... alluring. Bloody hell I'm hard. What will I do I can't keep him waiting any
longer or he will suspect something. I hope he won't notice if he does he better not say
anything.
" You may enter." That was enough for him to enter the room in a graceful stride with
the perfectly polished tea cart full of my favorite sweets and earl grey tea. Sebastian
hesitantly approached me with a unfamiliar look in his eyes. Is that worry I see? He must
have noticed my curious gaze because the look of worry disappeared so fast almost as if
it wasn't there in the fist place. That's when he looked at me with an amused expression
instead. For some reason that just made so angry. I don't know why, it just did. It just
felt like he was mocking me. And no matter what these new feelings are, no one mocks
me. I made sure to make my face seem bored instead of curious now. That should stop
the face of amusement. I have to throw him off guard.
" What is it Sebastian? If you don't have anything to say than please stop staring at me
with such a look."
" I apologize master I didn't mean any harm." Oh how obedient he was, it only made me
more annoyed and to top it off, his voice made me harder and it's becoming somewhat
painful. He really needs to pay for this someday. I slightly shifted but that only made me
grimace in pain from it rubbing against the fabric of my pants known as it cage. Wait did
I just grimace? Shit Sebastian is still here. This ain't good he definitely noticed.
" Is something wrong young master?"
" I'm fine Sebastian just tired and a little sore from sitting here to long, is all." Go you
Ciel. A perfect excuse right there.
" I understand my lord. I believe that you're almost done for the day. For now here is
your afternoon tea and snack you asked for."
" Thank you. That is all Sebastian. You may now leave." If you don't there is a good
chance of me exploding you alluring idiot. He did a slight bow and with a "very well
master" left the room with the now empty tea cart just as gracefully as when he first
walked in. With his departure I let out a heavy sigh of relief. But now I have another
problem to take care of down there.